Thank you :) hopefully things will get better!
Hello NessaBear, if you were born three months you were indeed very premature. So several things in your body had not been completely formed and these things could interfere with your growth and your maturity. How long were you at the hospital before you could go home with your mother?
Perhaps you need to space out your studies so that you don't pressure yourself with too many things at the same time. I wish you well in whatever you choose to do, just don't pressure yourself.
Gentle hugs
Rachel