So as if the mornings arent worst enough with the rippling pain throughout your entire body. The stiffness that makes you roll out the bed and like a zombie.The cracking bones that pop at every movement just as a reminder that "Hey you have Fibro, you arent going too far."
THEN>>>> the cold weather hits. its getting cold outside and the winter days will be here before you know it. And its freezing. I call this Winter HELL for my fibro family that cant stand the cold.
i thought my mornings were already horrible but now im freezing cold allllll day long and it makes me stiff and in even more pain. it aches so bad. im not good with making morning appts or getting out the house before 2. its just sooooo hard. i use to be a morning person but that person is long gone about last year. lol
my friend just begged me to get out of bed and run errands with her. she promised to put the heat on blast lol. but i kindly had to decline. i didnt want to though because we just started being friends again since ive been sick and she hasnt seen this side of me. i constantly tell her no i dont want to do things and i think its finally starting to sink in and she isnt liking it. lol she just doesnt understand how hard it is on these cold fall mornings lol...
Tessa please do not take this the wrong way. Maybe you could do a late lunch with your friend. I think it is very important for us to get out even if it is just for 5 or 10 min. Maybe you could get a dvd and watch it at one of your houses. I hope you find something to help you soon. I will be thinking of you.
Yes Thanks. And no offense taken. I’m always open. In a open minded person. I like others opinions and advice. it helps to mold my actions in a way if you understand what i mean. I was actually thinking about inviting her over for movies or something… but the other day i invited her and she never came. She kept saying she was on her way but never did until i told her “Nevermind don’t come”… i had been preparing as most fm ppl lol. I tried my best and after hours 11am - 7 i was exhausted and got back into bed. Me and her got into it a little because i told her that was very inconsiderate but she saidi shouldn’t care because it’s not like we was going out and she didn’t think it was a problem. But i told her how hard it is for me. Share responded as if i was just making excuses or something. In the end she did apologize. But i have a problem trusting ppl. I don’t know if i was wrong but i know how i can get. I hate waiting… i was thinking about trying again today Maybe. I Dunno I’m in a bad mood tho. Irritated because of pain and my limits
A friend of mine from high school called me and said she would be in town and did I want to do something and I said yes even though I knew it might mean a bar or club or drinking for her. I thought I could make a brief appearance just to see her. She called on a day I was home sick from work. She knows what is wrong from facebook and we have messaged about it. Anyway, don’t know what happened but she never called. I even rested that day so I could have some energy to go with her and never a word. Even now, never a word. That is almost as stressful as having to go out when you don’t feel good but people don’t understand Hate to say no but scared to death to say yes!
Hate to say no but scared to death to say yes!