Enough

Good morning all, I hope the weather where you are is better than ours.

I am so aggravated, so please pardon my shortness. I am entering my seventh month of training at my job. I dispatch for my local police department. It is very involved training. Long story short… I am so tired of being on pins and needles all the time. This is so stressful, I am at my wits and physical end by day 3 in a row. If the weather doesn’t get me, the stress of work does. Every week it’s something. I keep a headache.

I go to the rheumatologist. Wednesday. I am tempted to unload on him. I don’t really know what he can do, but good grief I need some relief. I have been working in public safety for 14 years, I am not trained In anything else. I could get a less demanding job, I guess. I just don’t know what to do.

Thank you for listening to me rant…lol.
Crissy <3

Addition…lol.

I think that I have lupus in addition to fibro.

  • I have enlarged optic vessels that show long term high blood pressure. I have never had high blood pressure. I am attributing this to long term swelling.
    *i constantly have leukocytes in my urine
    *my fingernails are ridged and curve downward
    *swelling is my biggest enemy.
    These are things I plan to unload Wednesday, as well. Lol.

Any comments are appreciated :slight_smile:

Thank you, I have called in tonight. I will have one more night to work before going to the doc.
I am going to write my list out on paper tonight.

Thank you for your response <3

I really need to keep this stress junk in check, lol. It’s one of my two big triggers. I think the weather is my problem today. Maybe. I don’t know. Ugh. I’ll definitely make my list and be open to his ideas.
Thank you for answering!!
<3