Good morning all, I hope the weather where you are is better than ours.
I am so aggravated, so please pardon my shortness. I am entering my seventh month of training at my job. I dispatch for my local police department. It is very involved training. Long story short… I am so tired of being on pins and needles all the time. This is so stressful, I am at my wits and physical end by day 3 in a row. If the weather doesn’t get me, the stress of work does. Every week it’s something. I keep a headache.
I go to the rheumatologist. Wednesday. I am tempted to unload on him. I don’t really know what he can do, but good grief I need some relief. I have been working in public safety for 14 years, I am not trained In anything else. I could get a less demanding job, I guess. I just don’t know what to do.
Thank you for listening to me rant…lol.
Crissy <3
Addition…lol.
I think that I have lupus in addition to fibro.
- I have enlarged optic vessels that show long term high blood pressure. I have never had high blood pressure. I am attributing this to long term swelling.
*i constantly have leukocytes in my urine
*my fingernails are ridged and curve downward
*swelling is my biggest enemy.
These are things I plan to unload Wednesday, as well. Lol.
Any comments are appreciated 