Hi Everyone, my name is Stacie. I have Fibro, like everyone here. (amazing, since it's a fibro web page. LOL) I also have a whole alphabet of other illnesses. The diseases that are plaguing me right now are Fibro, Arthritis, Sjogren's Syndrome, Crohn's, and IBS. There are others, but I don't want to be here all day listing them.
Because of the Crohn's disease, my Gastro doc put me on Prednisone to take care of the swelling and pain. After I went off of them, per doctors orders, I went into the worst Fibro flare that I've ever experienced! For almost 3 weeks, I was in bed all day, in tears because of the pain. I begged my Pain doc, my GP and my Rheumy doc for some kind of relief. Finally my Rheumy put me back on the Prednisone at 7.5mg for awhile. I will stop taking the Prednisone at some point. I don't want to develop Cushings Disease. Although I'm back on the Prednisone, I'm still in a world of pain! Now it seems I have categorized my life as Pre-Prednizone, and Post-Prednisone. I'm not sure how I'm living with all this pain, but I seem to see a new day, every morning.
I am disillusioned by my pain doctor. I am very good at vocalizing my pain, but my pain doc isn't listening, like Delores posted. He just doesn't seem to care. He is convinced that his procedures will take care of every pain, but the it's not. I don't' see how my nerve block on my back, or the knee infusions will take away the fibro pain. My general family doc wants to increase my pain meds, but my pain doc doesn't agree. My GP wants his patients to be pain free, but again my pain doc doesn't, but won't give a good reason why. Like others have mentioned, this year, even before the Prednisone, has been a bad winter.
I'm really at a loss what to do next. I admit that I'm obese. I will start attending TOPS meetings, so I can have gastric bypass to help with my weight. BUT... it is NOT the reason for my fibro pain. I am tried of doctors blaming everything on my weight. Yes I'm fat, NO it doesn't mean everything should be blamed on me being fat, and I'm sick of them saying it is. Yes I realize that being fat does complicate things, and brings with it a host of other problems, but Fibro is NOT caused by being fat.
I am on many medications. I suffer from depression, and I also suffer from a weird sense of humor. Because of the Sjogren's syndrome, I have lost most of my hair, and I will so have to wear a wig. This in itself is very devastating to me. What I would like to do, is to go off all medications, and "reset" my body. My psych doesn't agree, but in the same breath, I don't want to become suicidal, which will happen if I go off my antidepressant (cymbalta, xanax and abilify). So I'm sort of at an impasse.
I try to go for short walks, and I'm usually I'm almost in tears when I come back, due to the muscle and joint pain and swelling.
Anyway, does anyone have any suggestions? I will, as of Thursday, start a modified elimination diet. Which means no gluten's (Sjogren's don't have Celiac, but seem to be gluten sensitive), no sugars, no dairy, no red met, no.. well a bunch of things. But I was on it 20 years ago and felt wonderful! I just don't have the will power that I had in my 20's. LOL Why is it?
It is nice meeting all of you. I hope to "meet" you all in posts later.
Stacie