Again thanks everyone for all the advice. Unfortunatly my husband cannot rework his scheule and it looks like this is going to be an all year thing with them switching month to month from nights to days. I don't know how to go about finding a babysitter. All of my neices are younger and I don't know of anyone else. My mom will watch them occasionaly but but babysits my sisters kids while my sister works, so I don't ask her too much. I have been on a lot of differant meds before I found the Savella and it hasn't even worked for a whole year. Warm baths always help till I have to get out LOL but with my kids kinda sucks cause I have to wait till they are asleep or they keep getting out of bed to come see me. I don't dare talk to my mom about it or ask for help cause all I've ever gootten back from her is that I am too young for all this pain 'stuff' and that she did it with 3 kids or that's part of being a mom and I'm tired of hearing it from her and she just doesn't understand. My great Aunt in Indiana also has it but I don't really call her because we both always break down in tears. I have been considering lately writing my mom a letter but I don't know how much it would accomplish and for how long. Plus I don't know what to say. Thanks again and gentle hugs all around