Is that too much to ask for, I am up one minute and then down the next. I love too deep and don't get that from the ones I want it from so bad, hard to let go but each day I pray It will get better. I get really down when there is so much silence a lot of questions and no answers.. can't even have a conversation have to guard every word , It's just safer not to speak your feelings. feel like a prisoner in my own body.. Fibro Hurts!
I agree. Safer not to speak the painful words regarding the pain and the feelings we all have. Just know mrsbobbye that you are loved here, as I can see from all your posts. Just got to keep your head up, perservere and be that remarkable woman everyone expects. Pray for more and for understanding and that companionship and empathy you seem to need so badly.
I often feel the same.
mrsbobbye, I haven't talked to you in a while and I am going through a lot of the same. Know you are deeply loved and care for by me and many others on this site. I am so glad to shared this with us know that we will be there for you to listen and understand, since we have all been there at one time or another. I am including a photo of my sunflowers I planted this year outside my kitchen window to brighten my day and a photo of My dog Yogi who just received his tag and vest so he can go with me everywhere now. I hope they might brighten your day as well.
kaseygirl
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Hello…Mrs. Bobbye, I am new to this group but I wanted to let you know that you are not alone, I know it feels that way. It seems no one understands, and to be honest if I didn’t have it, it would be hard for me to understand it. How do you explain such pain ??..hard for people to except something they cant see, and from the outside we seem healthy, however on the inside…pain, lonely, depression, and the feeling of being such a looser…then as you do, I ask The Lord to help me and give me the strength I need to make it and find happiness in the midst of the pain and suffering that we all fight on a daily basis…Keep The Faith and Continue to Give it to The Lord ;-)…
Lorrie
Hi Kaseygirl12,
Thank you for sharing your beautiful pictures of your sunflowers, which are beautiful, by the way. And can I just say I love your dog, Yogi. He/she (?) Looks like a great dog. What kind of dog is Yogi? What a great idea to make him/her a service dog. My brother and his wife just did the same thing with their dachshund, Chloe.
Thank you again for sharing.
Jackie S
Kaseygirl I can't thank you enough you have no idea how happy the photos and quick reply made me feel, Sunflowers are my Zodiac flower and one of my favorite and it is so pretty and perfect. and your doggy just helped make the day right before I checked I had looked at some of my photos of when my grands had visited and they had reminded me that I am blessed and to focus on the positive, i really hate that I am very tired and it makes it harder for me to concentrate and express with the words in my head but unable to write, I wish for the day that I can respond and not feel so overwhelmed, I have a few more replies and I have work in the early am, I hope I can fall asleep, I hope your day good especially having Yogi is a plus. Love and Blessings and a heart of gratitude, Bobbye
Welcome Meow so glad you found this group everyone is truly amazing, and so are you I look forward to
getting to know you It is so nice to be able to come here and feel the love and understanding of others who knows first hand how this disease robs you of so much and its a real fight for our lives.. Thanks for thinking of me and I hope to be an inspiration to you as well as we journey together in finding ways to live our best lives in spite of the challenge hopefully a cure will be found in our near future Love and Blessings, Always Bobbye
hey firefly thanks thanks thanks, you are such a good and thoughtful friend , I thank God for you! I'm exhausted
but I ended up having a good day, I cried and I laughed and I cried some more but Because of the love shared here I was not couch bound and feeling alone and un productive and as you know I bake your awesome super moist chocolate cake to take to work for my co workers.. going to put the pic up now hope your pin is not too bad!
Love always, Bobbye
Thanks Lorrie and Welcome to this wonderful group of super support group of moderators and great friends, I am in over drive right now so my head eyes hurt and the fog is flared making it so hard for me to respond as i would love to because you did a great job telling what we have to go thru, but just trying to stay calm and peaceful and content
is a job 24/7, and especially IBS too much to talk about for me right now, but i wanted to thank you for your compassion and understanding, Love and blessings, Always Bobbye