Good morning. My Fibro has been trying hard to take over my life once again. I was diagnosed over 17 years ago and life (and my pain) has been a roller coaster. The last few mouths have been really been tough. I have no children at home, just my husband and my self. Oh, plus 5 dogs. Yesterday it seemed that every time something needed to be done, like putting up dishes, sweeping the floor, etc. I caught myself saying “tomorrow”.
Well, now it is tomorrow and not only do I need to do today’s chores but also yesterday’s. My body aches so much. More and more I find myself putting things off. Even putting off and planning so I do not need to leave the house. It is frustrating because I was doing so well before. It seems that every time I have a flare it is worse. Before you read this next sentence let me be clear, I would never’ EVER hurt myself or attempt suicide. I do find myself thinking about the end and wishing it would come.
I do not expect any answers. Just looking for support.
Apparently, Fibro doesn't get worse. When was the last time you had blood work done? Ummmm, maybe a bone density test? Or xrays of your bone structure? Go see a chiropractor or a bone doctor Last night I looked at a medical website to see the symptoms of different kinds of arthritis, there are probably many different kinds but I didn't find my symptoms on the ones given. I am on Medicaid & it only allows so many tests for a certain amount of tests for a certain amount of time. ( Yipee Skipee).
I know that there are much more smarter people on here then I, with that said, I have been going over & over as to WHY I feel worse. Baramic Pressure, Wind, Here we get all Four seasons with September & May having the whacky addition of temperature swings. Hot & sweaty for 2 days, cold & shivering for 3, then 1 or 2 days of NICE. & the MOOD SWINGS (ARRRRRGH)!!! I have been diagnosed with Gout & I read about it & it is considered a form of arthritis, but the only part that swells & redens & hurts like the Dickens is the right big toe. The remedy? Dandelion Tea, I've been adding it to my ginger spice tea & with dandelion being so bitter I have been adding sweet basil to counteract the bitterness.
All of the braces that I have been given thru the past 15yrs, I have kept & have reused them when things go bad.
The pain Med I get sometimes works & sometimes doesn't & it sometimes makes me VERY nauseous, or the pain is making me nauseous.....
What is that saying??? It'is a rabbit shoot?
There are days that my upper shins won't let me go up or down stairs. Days of dizzyness where I cannot do much at all, but sit. It is hard, we ALL know that, that is WHY this site is here, that is WHY we belong to this site. All humans NEED TO BE NEEDED, we are social creatures by nature.
I HEAR you, I understand, I comprehend, I connect. I try to help, to relate as best as I can & sadly there are times that I feel I am completely unqualified to answer. But I suppose we are all like that from time to time.
My Dad is 97, I am 54, I have a LOOOOOOOOONG time to try to figure out this Dagnabbit Disease!!!
M
Hello. I am sorry that you feel so poorly . I wish I had some words to say to you that could be helpful or make you feel better , but , alas all I can do at the moment is to send you some
HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS
Suzie
Thank you for the responses. I have been trying to move as much as possible today. I did get my blackberries pruned and the dishes done. Woo Hoo, celebration time!
To answer Luna02’s questions. I have blood tests every 6 months and the last time my Doctor ordered additional tests. Like most of us, Fibro is not my only diagnosis. I also have, RA, hypothyroidism, type 2 diabetes, Lymes, and severe hearing loss. I think that is it! LOL! I have had a bone density test a couple of years ago.
I also get nauseated from my diabetic medicine. For this I make myself homemade ginger ale. Super easy to make. I keep it in the fridge and drinking about 4-6 oz. takes care of my tummy. It is amazing.
Suzie, thank you so much for your support. It means the world to me.
Well, better try to get more accomplished today.
Hugs!
Hi, HappyG.
So, tell us about those 5 dogs of yours… I’m betting they are a reason to get up and going every morning.
Aren’t animals wonderful? I’m not allowed pets in my city apartment, but I went out of my way to find colleagues, friends and friends of friends who need their dogs walked or kitties kept company. It brings me profound joy. I wanted to say also I know this disorder has challenges and one can feel apathy sometimes, but please consider talking with your doctor to discuss if it could be more. Depression has an insidious way of sneaking up on you.
Hugs,
Laurie