Hi Everyone,
I am trying to figure out how to move my daugther boyfreiend and myself in two days. We have to be out on the 1st. We get the keys tomorrow to our new subsided house. We are going to have to downsize big time since we are going with a very small apartment. I am frustrated as with this apartment comes stairs that are horrible. The nice thing is that for a two bedroom we will be paying less than 600 with utilities included and laundry free.
I know I should look at our place as a blessing, but I have been home bound for the most part since October of last year due to my fibro. My nerve pain has gone down my right leg to the point where I cant stand for very long and I am trying to get social security disablity. My boyfriend who has been taking care of me has a bad back. My aniexty and depression have gotten so high due me being at home. I worked my whole life since I was 16 until October. I hate feeling helpless.
I did trigger points on the 20th of May and as you probably already guessed they didn't help. The pain medication and lyrica have me so out of it and on top of it my leg pain is so bad I cant even help pack my own house. I feel like a burden to my family, even though I am the reason or more so my daughter is the reason why we are getting approved for this subsidy....She suffers from depression and we are working with the doctors on medication in the middle of all this, so she is not handling it very well emotionally and we have a roomate who is refusing to move even though she knew it was coming and we told her she had 30 days to find a place at the begininging of this month, when we got the letter stating that we had to be out no later than June 30th....I feel so helpless....I hate the fact that I cant help and it has taken my independence....Sorry had to vent.
I am on Lyrica, a butran patch percoett, effexor, vistrial mobic, mirtazpine, and ambien and Valium so I got all basis covered. These stairs are going to make it that much harder on me and it sucks.....I am also looking at possibly the spine simulator...any one have experience and if so was it helpful?I have had an EMG done....worst test ever came back nothing wrong so they cant figure out what is causing my leg pain other than the fibro....Any suggestions and thanks for just letting me vent.
Angela(angel2046)