I seem to be stuck between a rock and a hard place. I have been working a job that is definitely WAY to physical for me, and my symptoms have been getting worse. I was starting to worry about how it was effecting me, and what I was going to do, then...I get a pay cut and my hours also got cut. Great for my physical exertion, not great for my finances. So, then I start stressing, which makes my symptoms worse, again. I am not sure what jobs I can do, at this point, because of how I feel. I am ALWAYS in pain, my head is spinning, I can't find words, I am fatigued, I slur my words, my vision even seems to be effected. My left arm, and leg, also seem to twitch and shake. When I start feeling exceptionally bad, I can't stop the shaking. It even happens in my sleep, so my muscles end up exhausted. I think I really need to get back to my doctor, but I don't have insurance. It would have been extremely hard for me to afford an appointment before, but now that my paycheck has taken a HUGE cut, I can't even afford my monthly bills. I am concerned with my symptoms. I wonder if there is something more happening. Even this silly little sinus infection is kicking my butt! But if I can't afford it, what am I to do?? The local clinic has a 1 year waiting list. We make $5 too much to qualify for Medicaid. I have been in tears because I know I need to be seen, but I don't know how to make it happen! My husband wants me to be seen, but he doesn't really understand how I feel, so he doesn't really understand the urgency, either. It has taken me almost 30 minutes to even type this, and sound intelligible. I feel like I am at my wits end....
Has anybody been in a similar situation, or have any thoughts?
Thank you for listening, Jennifer