It's going to be in the low 90's and raining lateIr tomorrow. I can really feel it. Beside that my daughter is in drug rehab and just called me wanting to leave a week early, 11:30 at night. She has another week to go. I tried to explain she needs to finish for her and her child who is 3 1/2. Plus I told he I had just taken an ambein, you can get a DUI for that. Tried to explain and she hung up, of course I can't call her back. I was out of it when she called, in bed and just taken a pain killer, muscle relaxer and ambien. I get sick of my kids getting mad at me. I have been a single father for 15 years, she is 25. I do my best being Mom and Dad for them. Then earlier in the week got a call that my son who is 34 was arrested for an outstanding warrant and did not want to call his wife because she would find out. I called a bail bondsman but that's it and call my Daughter in Law. He missed his court date last week because he slept in (some excuse) and that's why the warrant. The paperwork came to my house and I told him to turn himself in and take care of it, but no he made them enforce the warrant and added 1,000 dollars to it for breaking probation. Of course he's mad at me. Both my parents are gone I'm not married so no emotional help at all. I could go on all night with the above but won't. My business has been slow and I was off for 4 months and when you work for yourself there is no unemployment. Of course they think I am a bank or something. It's time for a little tough love and for them to grow up. My daughter 25yo lives with me and my granddaughter which is fine but she was spending all her money she made on drugs and I end up paying her bills. I am sick enough with fibro, osteo bad, diabetes and I have never been over weight, liver disease now because of the pain pill and diabetes, they call it NASH non-alcoholic stateo-hepatitis, they say caused by fatter liver, so it's like stage two liver disease. And this is the week my business is really picking up, at least I am able to work from home. Time for me to see a therapist again. Thanks for listening to me, sorry for venting, Bobby
Hi Bobby. Sorry to hear of these family troubles and your challenged health. I am keeping good thoughts for you.
HUGGGGGGGGS
Suz
Hello Bobby,
So sorry to hear of your problems, and you are most welcome to vent on here, no apologies necessary! Saves causing our loved ones grief. Tho', as is often the case it is loved ones who are causing OUR grief, especially our kids!
Moving forward, look at the positives in your life, do something nice for yourself if possible. Sending positive thoughts your way, and I wish you well.
Take care, Anne
I did go antique shopping today. Was enjoyable. Very hot and humid here today 95 degress and about 90 percent humidity and I think I over did it but that's okay. My daughter is going to stay in rehab till her time is ujp so that makes me feel better. I visit her tomorrow. Sometimes I do too much for them. It's time for me, if I am not feeling okay or have breakdown I am no good for them. I know have too many people die from Vicodins, Xanax, klonapin and ultram or others. I plan on going to the movies tomorrow if I feel okay. A good scary movie makes me feel better. Think I will se the conjuring II I know it's not real but gets me out of my head for a while.
Thanks for eveyones support.
TTFN Bobby