2023-10-07 Saturday - recovery?: More glitter than gold: 
5:1, but overdid it all day. RR/supp changes?: Still a bit confused where it’s going. VLDN?: I can now step up (or down?) the dose. All 3: lots to watch & adjust!
!! Need to put on my trigger list (3) that Dec22 after the 3rd jab made me stop all manual treatment!
!! I’m now sitting & typing mainly on the right side of the cellar entrance, which I tolerate much better - so maybe my vertigo attack was partly from sitting on the left side?
What … worked / went wrong … today:
Desperately need to tone down! Overdoing it!
Habit encouragement… :
Time (= stress) management: Blog earlier 
, forums less , jump off hamster wheels .
Self-treatments: Jaw , wall sits , balancing , supps by 15:00: , back by 16:00: , capsules by 17:00 (early enough anyway).
How was I today?: Feeling 75-85%-ish (), energy today (, relatively), sleep Friday night , sleep Saturday night - overlong though.
Today working mainly on … time management , better self-treatments , RR , energy, esp. via VLDN .
VLDN
Dosage: Oct 1st ~0.07mg, 1st 21:00: 2nd 22:30, 3rd on ~20:00.
VLDN 
for:
- Energy up from 10% to 18%: for activities , walking: up from 5’ to 30’ , listening: up from 3’ to 15’ , stiffness , shorter recovery times , all constantly . But
: still yellow/white face and black eye rims. - Pain: overall Ache , local: lower back , less , hangover .
- Muscles: eyes = vision (), bladder: pee frequency & urge ()
- Sleep : feel better in breaks, waking up better, more awake
VLDN
Nothing any more, only as ever needing to “curb my enthusiasm”.
RR: HIGH BP PERIODS after rest have seldom been proven longer than 5 or 10 mins (re-checked), around 4h/wk. Night dip usually 30%, sometimes phases of 10%, now focusing on implementing research for more reliable measurement and assessment, then trying to actively decrease. Haven't put the measurements in here yet.
1) Since Aug 9th BALANCING PEM VS. PPA: post exertional malaise (✅) vs. post postural ache ✅. Stiffness ✅. TT 5:1 (moving 30%, talking 40%, counting 0%) ➔ 80%/4 (✅), gardening/moving ➔ 80%/3 (✅), talking 15' ➔ 80%/3-4 ❌, music 5' ➔ 70%/4 ❌. White lips80% (❌). Exhaustibility "82%" ✅ and sleep (✅) - but sleep breaks too long (maybe cos of not doing the screen curfew properly and worse now I write the break times on the laptop instead of just measuring BP and keeping to 5'). And then slept too long rather than too short (despite pulling the blackout blinds up). Click for details:
EXHAUSTIBILITY today: “82%". Changed on Aug 23rd: Energy was up to 18-20(-24)% (TT 5:1, workout possible) since June 21st 2023 (and new symptoms better) from new circadian rhythm, but kept going down to 10% (TT 0-2 games) from monthly triggers, see #3 Triggers. Today's ENERGY profile moderately slow, with "6h rest"), 2h very slow, 6h slow, 1h30 medium, 30' quick
SLEEP (click for details): 8h41, up 5x (86'), mostly deep. (✅), everything else OK ✅, 75%/2 ✅, ➔ getting up: 70%/2 (✅).
Sleep 22:40-
23:45 5’
0:40 5’
2:20 17’
4:25 55’ 6 hp
6:25 4’ partly dozing
-8:47! partly dozing.
Sum: 1h20+8h47-(5+5+17+55+4)86’ = 10h07-1h26 =
2) Watching "monthly" TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Excitement (= stress) ✅?: Click for list, incl. Sept summary added Oct 2nd...."
(1) JAB#3 (on Nov 7th 2022) caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop all manual treatment from Dec on!
(2) Jan: TCM recommendations for a few weeks
(3) Feb: ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(4) Mar: inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(5) Apr: cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(6) May 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
June 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(7) July 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(8) July 31st-Aug 6th uro exam and methylene blue trial.
(9) Aug 9th… severe vertigo, checking, back to minimal blood meds.
Sep 12th: These have been stable for quite a time: Histamine/MCAS symptoms: Nauseous sinus burning headache: 0% , tongue burning: 10% day, 20% night . Watching “monthly” TRIGGERS (updated Aug 23rd 2023) that have brought up additional symptoms at least once a month and are continually bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(10) Sept 4th bladder exam severest pain, “3” UTIs, 12th and 18th: twice CoV-type symptoms a few days: fluey Ache, cough, belly discomfort, feverish, “temperature”, up 11x, moving difficult. Before 20th: binge work stress. 21st: feverish, histaminey, 22ff: Right upper abdomen pain for a few days. 24th: felt ‘ill’ and from then on couldn’t hear miuch music any more. (27th: New GP OK.). 18th: stopped CVD meds again for the time being.
Oct 1st starting LDN…
3) DOCS: Last update Oct 9th: Need to phone all these! Oct 1st/2nd: Get uro for lump since bladder exam, get dentist for filling fallen out again on 30th, get liver bloods checked by cardio on 23rd, cos wife says my face is a bit yellow (B3 risk). Sep27th: Wife's GP will get me a cancer appt., ask about GI and recommend if special bloods should be done (by my cardio, cos she does my special ones). Sep 12th: VERTIGO/BP: Reduce BP spikes. ONCO/URO: No uro cancer. Click for details.
Still no other explanation for the “B symptoms” Feb/March (Mar 29th: night sweats, cough plus appetite & weight loss) so back to T4 + CoV. feedback from onco appt. Apr 24th is STILL pending.
4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)):
1) GI, pee, local pains, weather, dry mouth well under control: Details...
except GI: stools loose0% , appetite , pee pain: 0p1-2 , lower back unrest . Jaw: 2 new fillings June 23rd were enough, solved for the time being, but keep spaces free. Weather: SUN / WIND , dry mouth (day and) at night at least not hurting/sticky (
).
2) Seizures and esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details. Last SEIZURES: 1x/m - Sep 19th? (1). Aug 9th, vertigo day: (2). July 17th (2), Increase to 2-weekly in May-June was stress, histamine, and less GABA, before that monthly. Last ESOPHAGUS BLOCKS: 1-3x/m - Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th.
Last focal seizures: Sep 19th?? Aug 9th: 13:42 & 15:40 (after vertigo). Aug 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. July 25th: seizure-ish 3-4x. July 17th: 18:30 19:55 after thunderstorm. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. Increase in May-June was stress, histamine, and less GABA: Jun 23rd: 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, maybe from the confused night, taking sleep meds too late and more?? Jun 16th 20:05, June 6th 13:45 & 14:35. May 25th 17:40 & 21:00, maybe from higher histamine and not enough GABA lately, May 14th 9:00 and May 13th 20:00 from stress I think, but I have also reduced the night time GABA praps too much. Apr 16th 13:25, Apr 15th 22:00 (GABA too late plus cold type symptoms = histamine), Mar 31st 19:00 (too little GABA, too strenuous meeting), Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: 1-3x/m. Generally, mindfulness to be extremely careful and stop eating, spread supps & meal (length up to 2h), whenever there’s the slightest pressure. Sep 30th: sweet potato. (Sep 25th: Sweet potato went down after 20-25’, not sure such a long wait with further eating is OK. But taking even more care with it on 26th was no problem. Also, taking a spoonful of omega 3 after the supps of the 2nd meal may have helped.) Sep 16th seemed scary. Sep 11th: unusually eating a peach, which I thought’d be easy, wasn’t tho. Aug 31st supps again. Aug 26th: drinking supps with buttermilk instead of almond milk, Aug 8th: carrot, then chocolate. July 23rd cos distracted by the Kami stress. July 16th I was concentrating on testing if hazelnuts increase my nicotinic acid flush with my 3rd meal, and disregarded a slight throat pressure, which went totally wrong, was the last straw for an esophagus block, so had to get it out, lots came out, incl. supps, and needed to wait quite a bit afterwards. (June 6th narrowly avoided.) May 31st, argument made me forget to concentrate on a small carrot. Apr 4th: Carrot, got it out quick. Mar 26th just the supps. Mar 23rd: Tiny bit of parsnip I think it was, had to get it out, had no patience to massage longer than 5-6’. Mar 13th (roughly) same as: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary - NEW Oct 1st: LDN! - starting 0.07mg. Increased ginkgo to 3 again pretty soon. Sep 11th (started around 8th): Stopped eleuthero and reduced ginkgo to 2. Still NADH sometimes, lots of Ω3 (cos not enough from olive oil), plus passiflora, magnolia & 0.3g GABA at daytime instead of night. Aug 6th: 40 supps, 435€/m +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd.
SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept.
Supps Aug 6th: 40 supps (was 42), costs 435€/m (was 470) +20€/m cps. Sep 27th: Starting around the 20th I brought ginkgo back up to 3, seems good, so I reckon the eleuthero was a problem. Sep 11th (started around 8th): Stopping eleuthero and reducing ginkgo to 2 is reducing BP. Sep 1st: NADH, passiflora, magnolia and more GABA to daytime. Last changes see before Aug 22nd next: theanine divided up into 2x0.1g, probably not creatine, colostrum or ATP again. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:
‘Research’ today:
Bits’n’bobs
Quality of life: 85%
Lessons in self-care:
a) I’m now quite enjoying feeding up the guinea pig, we often now eat together. I notice that I’ve never talked much with animals. But I love them, and stroking, and nose kissing.
b) Getting all confused, phone’s helping, it’s a phase.
Reasons to be cheerful:
a) Got the books by the local ornithologist about our birds and animals, really good!
b) A few more tiny flowers and some big ones, like asters and forms of sunflowers.
c) Also finding the moss is coming up a bit better now.
c) Small groups of geese are flying south already.
Simplified: I don’t think I’ve mentioned I’ve now prepared supps for 5 days, which was a bit of a slog that evening, but if I can get that more regular and better boxes.
Foggies: OK, just I’m finding it hard to adjust to the new energy with limitations - as ever…
Development: Look before Aug 22nd for more details. Click for links to "biggest successes" (after June 18th 2023), "summary" (on June 14th 2023), jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting
Entry changes (after June 19th 2023)
Biggest successes (after June 18th 2023)
Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023