2023-12-06 Wednesday
What … worked / went wrong … today:
Recovery?: (
). Feeling 85-90%-ish (). Sleep 95% . I keep forgetting to note that despite 6 games I’m now (slowly) picking up the ball again more often, and sometimes, like today, could play 6 games.
Statin med side effects (1x10mg)?: .
LDN? (1.5mg): . Energy 25-27% , walking 50’ (80%/2) , TT 4:2 (80%/2) , horse stance 1’40’’ only a blood pressure, not an energy problem.
(V)LDN: Nov 19th- 1x1.5mg, slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg. Click for details on dosage, effects and symptoms:
(It’s improved mainly energy, heaviness, walking, fine motor skills, stiffness (to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains , but not my paleness or listening ability/sense 
. No more side effects .)
Dosage: Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5.
VLDN 
for:
=1) Energy up from 10%: for activities , walking: up from 5’ , listening: difficult (), TT 
fine motor skills and available short term energy , stiffness , shorter recovery times , all constantly . But 
: still yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips.
2) Pain: overall Ache - except at night cos of shorter sleep breaks, local: lower back , less , hangover .
3) Muscles: eyes = vision () - OK-ish, bladder: pee frequency & urge () - OK-ish.
4) Sleep (taking it in the mornings): feel better in breaks, waking up better, more awake ().
5) 
Nothing really since Oct 18th , except 20th: hangover 3h.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).
CVD med effects?: ATORVASTATIN (10mg+ without coating since Dec 2nd), unwell in morning or not? Not once I got outdoors ✅. CANDESARTAN: 3mg decreases BP enough (with the 12 BP-supps), except !during toughest exercise, 1'40'' horse stance, however quickly down to 130 again immediately after: 14:49 132/79-66 and 146/78-65, 14:48 142/73-75, 14:47 139/69-93, 14:46 !222/123-97, 14:43 126/75-69, repeating with only 40'' horse stance after I'd finished 129/69-62, before 117/75 -56. Thursday night: 0:25 110/73-55, Wednesday night: 7:13 105/68-59, 3:44 97/66-64arrh 0:00 92/74-70. Unwell at night or not? ✅.
Candesartan for blood pressure Oct 24th dreadful. 25th not taken. Re-start with speck 26th. 1-2mg early 27th seemed not particularly good, but might’ve been too little sleep. 28th Worse after less sleep. 29th Better after longer sleep. 30th Worse after 2.5mg (or >2 at least) despite sleeping almost 8h. 31st: Spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks worked, I think I felt it a little at ~14:00 once tho. 1st: spreading is working again, again felt it a little at ~12:00. 2nd: and again, no effects. After that sometimes nauseous sinus headache in the morning if I take a bit too much, but resolves quick, so trying to keep the specks higher in the daytime. Reached the 4mg/d since Nov 6th, with no more side effects, then 15th upping slowly to 5mg with no side effects around 20th, but checking RR 24th/25th it surprisingly seems 4mg is enough. Nov 13th started atorvastatin for lipids 1mg/d, but every time I increase and even with that I get severe fatigue/Ache effects from. so 24th: stopping 3 days and then trying the middle of the middle without the worst excipients. 27th good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, 29th earlier and reduced, 30th 1x3mg in the morning OK too, 1st 1x4-5mg in the morning, 2nd 10mg+ still no problem.
1) Since (V)LDN Oct 1st: PEM (✅), "PPA" ("post postural ache") ✅, stiffness ✅. TT 4:2 cos wet (moving 40%, talking 20%, counting 10%) ➔ 80%/3 (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3 (✅), talking 15' ➔ 80%/3 ❌, music 5' ➔ 70%/4 ❌. White lips 80% (❌). Exhaustibility "75%" ✅ and sleep 7h55, up 2x (10'). ✅ ("PPA" now back to 2 ✅), click for details:
EXHAUSTIBILITY. Changed on Aug 23rd: Energy was up to 18-20(-24)% (TT 5:1, workout possible) since June 21st 2023 (and new symptoms better) from new circadian rhythm, but kept going down to 10% (TT 0-2 games) from monthly triggers, see #3 Triggers. Today's ENERGY profile medium, with "4h rest", 0h very slow, 1h slow, 10h medium, 1h quick
SLEEP (click for details): 7h55, up 2x (10'), all deep. ✅, everything else OK ✅, 80%/2, ➔ getting up: 80%/2 ✅.
Sleep 22:40-6:45 back exercises directly before was worse at night, so hanging 0:25 6’
Sum: 1h20+6h45-(10)’ = 8h05-10’ =
2) Watching "monthly" TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Excitement (= strain rather than stress) ✅: colleague mailed back, but I managed to keep it off my mind till the morning, when it turned out there was nothing volatile in it. Click for list, incl. Sept summary added Oct 2nd...."
(1) JAB#3 (on Nov 7th 2022) caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
(2) Jan: TCM recommendations for a few weeks
(3) Feb: ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(4) Mar: inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(5) Apr: cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(6) May 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
June 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(7) July 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(8) July 31st-Aug 6th uro exam and methylene blue trial.
(9) Aug 9th… severe vertigo, checking, back to minimal blood meds.
(-- Summary --) (Sep 12th): Stable for quite a time: Histamine/MCAS symptoms: Nauseous sinus burning headache: 0% , tongue burning: 10% day, 20% night . Watching “monthly” TRIGGERS (updated Aug 23rd 2023) that have brought up additional symptoms at least once a month and are continually bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(10) Sept: BLADDER EXAM, COV-TYPE, WORK, ABDOMEN, MUSIC PAINFUL, HARLEY, WIFE: 4th bladder exam 3 days of ‘screaming’ while peeing, recurred around 18th, UTI and recurred 2x3d, 12th: CoV-type symptoms: fluey Ache, cough (recurred 18th a few days), belly discomfort, feverish, temperature till 16th, up 11x that first night, moving difficult. From before 20th: binge work stress. 21st: feverish, histaminey, 22nd: severe pain in right upper abdomen for a few days. 24th: felt ‘ill’ and realized I couldn’t hear music any more. (27th: New GP OK.). 18th: stopped CVD meds again for the time being. Harley losing tooth, appetite and weight was the main trigger from September on. In Sept. the big work project, and wife’s mood (better in Oct).
(11) Oct: BETTER FROM LDN, WORSE FROM CVD MEDS: 1st VLDN 0.07mg, 9th 0.125mg, 16th 0.25mg. 17th: Complex filling - only 1-2 days recovery. Listening 15’ to very selected music improving. 20th LDN 0.5mg, 23rd: back to candesartan 4mg, atorvatastin 20mg, ezetimibe 10mg, 24th dreadful, 26th re-started with BP specks, increasing to 4mg, with only slight side effects.
Nov: From LDN stable energy 18->22% and stiffness down to 10%. Nov 15th starting to get slightly above 4mg BP without side effects, starting Nov 13th atorvastatin specks dulled, proprioception, fatigue, so stopped again. Nov 28th: taking it too much too late (1+1+2mg) caused insomnia, 29th 1mg OK again. Dec 2nd: music and listening is almost as overstimulating as ever since Sep 24th, sometimes possible for a bit, but finding it strange and too much.
3) DOCS: ONCO: Appt. with onco#2 Jan 8th, lymph nodes, liver and spleen sizes checked next says onco#1. Click for details.
Oct 21st (see 20th) pee frequency better now, drinking ~2.6L/d Nov 8th: URO: IPP/PD self-massage first, maybe shockwave therapy later. (Upon the very painful uro bladder exam Aug 7th followed the vertigo attack on the on 9th - connected?
4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)) - have had to switch some GABA from night to day. DAO worked for 200mg baked beans Nov 29th, so ordered new:
1) GI, pee, local pains, weather, dry mouth well under control: Details...
except GI: stools loose0% , appetite , pee pain: 0p1-2 , lower back unrest . Jaw: 2 new fillings June 23rd were enough, solved for the time being, but keep spaces free. Weather: SUN / WIND , dry mouth better with salivating technique(s) ().
2) Seizures and esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details. Last SEIZURES: 1x/m - focal seizures Dec 2nd (1) & 3rd (1), Nov 20th(?) (1,) Nov 13th (1), 5th (only 2x GABA at night!). Oct (26th-)27th (1). Oct 18th/19th (3). Sep 19th? (1). Aug 9th, vertigo day: (2). July 17th (2), Increase to 2-weekly in May-June was stress, histamine, and less GABA, before that monthly. Last ESOPHAGUS BLOCKS: 1-3x/m - Oct 21st. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th.
Last focal seizures: Dec 3rd (1) 13:00 during TT, after feeling a bit seizure-ish, and not able to win: GABA my main suspect, cos of less sleep breaks. Dec 2nd (1) after the dizziness of 15’ of concert or from too little GABA at night. Nov 20th (1) I think it was, after food fell off my spoon into a bowl… Nov 13th 20:30 slight cos of wind noise. 5th very slightly seizure-ish at TT, then 20:50 (cos only 2x GABA at night, not compensated). Oct (26th-)27th 10:00 (seemingly seeing an ex-flat mate), seizure-ish 2x 26th. Oct 18th 17:50 (going on to busy street) & 20:15 (emotional music that could reach me). 19th: 11:00 table tennis. Sep 19th?? Aug 9th: 13:42 & 15:40 (after vertigo). Aug 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. July 25th: seizure-ish 3-4x. July 17th: 18:30 19:55 after thunderstorm. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. Increase in May-June was stress, histamine, and less GABA: Jun 23rd: 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, maybe from the confused night, taking sleep meds too late and more?? Jun 16th 20:05, June 6th 13:45 & 14:35. May 25th 17:40 & 21:00, maybe from higher histamine and not enough GABA lately, May 14th 9:00 and May 13th 20:00 from stress I think, but I have also reduced the night time GABA praps too much. Apr 16th 13:25, Apr 15th 22:00 (GABA too late plus cold type symptoms = histamine), Mar 31st 19:00 (too little GABA, too strenuous meeting), Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: 1-3x/m. Generally, mindfulness to be extremely careful and stop eating, spread supps & meal (length up to 2h), whenever there’s the slightest pressure. Oct 21st: sweet potato. Sep 30th: sweet potato. (Sep 25th: Sweet potato went down after 20-25’.) Sep 16th seemed scary. Sep 11th: peach. Aug 31st supp. Aug 26th: supps with buttermilk, Aug 8th: carrot, then chocolate. July 23rd distracted. 16th distracted. (June 6th narrowly avoided.) May 31st carrot, distracted. Apr 4th: Carrot. Mar 26th supps. Mar 23rd: Parsnip. Mar 13th & Feb 26th: muesli after supps. Feb 20th: massager helped. Feb 5th: supps. Jan 19th: massager sometimes. Jan 17th: B supps and back to bed is OK atm. Jan 8th: supps. Jan 5th-7th small. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of 2022. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th.
SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary - NEW From Nov 19th: LDN 1.5mg mornings. Nov 4th on: nattokinase 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Aug 6th: 40 supps, 435€/m +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd.
SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:
Supps Aug 6th: 40 supps (was 42), costs 435€/m (was 470) +20€/m cps. From Nov 4th on: nattokinase 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now, LDN Oct 1st- 0.25mg, 9th- 1.25mg, 16th- 0.25mg, 20th 0.5mg, Nov 1st- (1+1)x0.5mg, 10th- 2x0.5 and 1x0.5mg, 17th- 2x0.5, 19th- 1x1.5mg. Sep 27th: Starting around the 20th I brought ginkgo back up to 3, seems good, so I reckon the eleuthero was a problem. Sep 11th (started around 8th): Stopping eleuthero and reducing ginkgo to 2 is reducing BP. Sep 1st: NADH, passiflora, magnolia and more GABA to daytime. Last changes see before Aug 22nd next: theanine divided up into 2x0.1g, probably not creatine, colostrum or ATP again. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:
‘Research’ today: atorvastatin; blood pressure
Another quick look at the AL (ALIUD) brand of atorvastatin shows the only risky excipient in all sizes from 10mg to 80mg is the opadry with macrogol/PEG. Croscarmellose too, but as I have that in my candesartan I think I might be OK with even more of it.
PVA polyvinyl alcohol seems pretty harmless, this old study said, other pages say it’s been repeatedly tested, and another it can even be used in pregnancy. That was in the Aurobindo brand of atorvastatin.
I keep forgetting, so looked it up: in the winter blood pressure would be increasing, cos the blood vessels constrict, and the stroke and heart attack risk is 5-10% higher. So that means my results at the moment are even more favourable.
That makes me wonder whether I’m sleeping better cos I’m drinking less cos it’s colder?
Quality of life: 90%
Lessons in self-care: Not worrying that energy is down a little bit, just taking note.
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, fungus, bird & animal life:
a) Wonderful how many trees are budding already, the magnolia, the hazel has got 5 small catkins, the big cherry and of course the cornel cherry which is gonna be blossoming in a month. (Disappointed to see one part of the clematis in the cornel cherry has been cut off, possibly by me before I knew what it was. - But good to see the other part blossomed between cherry and cornel cherry and I hope the other part will grow again)
ba) Our new male Blackbird is pretty tame at the moment, I could stand, look and take pics (despite clicking), whilst the female is shy.
ca) Harley cheerily running around in the evening as if there were no tomorrow, and doing his best to eat.
cb) Harley often grinding his teeth with appetite when I get him to feed him.
cc) Black squirrel jumping around in next door’s garden.
e) Human life: Table tennis laughter.
f) Environment: 5°C now seems really “mild” and is allowing me to be outside for a long time.
Development: Look before Aug 22nd for more details. Click for links to "biggest successes" (after June 18th 2023), "summary" (on June 14th 2023), jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting
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