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2023-02-13, Monday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: :zap: Learnt: :student:

New Habits: Click for details of those I'm still working on. Last change 14th: deleted B-supps & earlier antihistamine & leg stretches and turned daylight lamp & back exercises & teeth into reminders, leaving (reduced) 4: bed, ACT, stretches & cold food out.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) :x:
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache most of the day and at night (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (80%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (30%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 6h27, up 3x (38') + 20' doze ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 1 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 5% stuffy 100% of the night. Whether it increases energy or not: It's not right to go to bed so late and I'm not treating myself to bright light any more either!

A3 A4 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 1:35- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
3:00 4’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach% sinuses5% headache20% sore throat5%)
4:30 4’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach5% sinuses10% headache20% sore throa5t%)
5:45 30’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream 6
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach5% sinuses10% headache20% sore throat5%)
-8:40 (14’ → +20’ doze) 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream back → kyphosis cushion → hang, B
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach15% sinuses10% headache20% sore throat5%)
Sum: 8h40-1h35-(4+4+30=)38 = 7h05-38 = 6h27, up 3x (38’) + 20’ doze

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 ➔ TT 1:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3, enough :x:, but very slowly gardening & sorting stuff & housework ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies, not great today at all tho (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 0xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: slowly better! (:white_check_mark:). Lips better (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 47' - not enough!

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 7x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 3x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 0x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 5’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 2x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #575 Sleep and eating is down the drain, everything else OK,
Reasons to be cheerful #615 Gardening, incl. research, 1 game of TT and sorting my records, tapes and CDs was all great fun, writing with people too, whether forums or acquaintances.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-14, Tuesday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of those I'm still working on. Last change 14th: deleted B-supps & earlier antihistamine & leg stretches and turned daylight lamp & back exercises & teeth into reminders, leaving (reduced) 4: bed, ACT, stretches & cold food out.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) /(:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in evening, bit in day, but less than yesterday, despite again only 7h sleep (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (90%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h, up 5x (30'), 6h deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 1 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 15% stuffy 30% of the night.

A3 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 1:25- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:20 8’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep A4 cream (guines pig not eating)
(nostril/s5% nauseous0% stomach5% sinuses0% headache30% sore throat5%)
3:05 4’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep A5? cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous0% stomach5% sinuses0% headache30% sore throat10%)
4:20 4’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous0% stomach5% sinuses0% headache10% sore throat10%)
6:10 4’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach30% sinuses20% headache10% sore throat20%)
7:57 10’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream B
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach30% sinuses20% headache10% sore throat20%)
-8:55 8:00 B1-4 0‘ in sun, stools firm/
Sum: 8h55-1h25-(8+4+4+4+10=)30 = 7h30-30 = 7h, up 5x (30’), 6h deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 ➔ TT 2:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark: ➔ 0%/ :x:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI :white_check_mark:, appetite … still not too good, altho slightly better … from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 0xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: slowly better! (:white_check_mark:). Lips better (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on apparently didn’t help enough, today sun early was MUCH better.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 92': Early sun much better for mood and evening sleepiness.

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 5x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 4x1’, Y. Nidra 10’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 2x1’, yoga/stretching x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
MUCKED MIDDAY MEAL UP, NO TIME FOR SUPPS, SO TOOK D-SUPPS BEFORE AN EARLIER EVENING MEAL INSTEAD, LEAVING OUT THE E-SUPPS
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #576
The bright sun with slight frost reminded me this is the “bright winter”, not too frosty to stop a little pruning.
To get back to earlier sunlight and schedule again I cared for the balcony plants first thing.
Freeing 2 ivy sorts from fungal leaves, that slow thorough conscious dedicated care reminded me of my self-care, its mirror / reflection, its symbol, its expression, inspiration (necessary!), and of it being re-Creation…
The biggest strain today was talking… And that leads to the big contradiction I need to overcome: I need to communicate quicker what I need
The strain of listening and talking makes it harder to think & talk, but I need to sense that in time and react and say why I’m reacting. Listening to my neighbour, I should have sat down in the garden and explained why. Listening to a mate whilst he was de-cluttering something for me I was sitting down, head rested, so thought I could push/hold thru, but actually I was hungry and knackered. So I should have asked him if he can do it differently.
Reasons to be cheerful #616 Snowdrops sprang into the “100s” this morning… :slight_smile: One group caught me unawares again, jumped on me.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-15, Wednesday - Energy 9%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 70%-ish / nausea 0-20%, fog 10%

"New Habits: Click for details of those I'm still working on.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache day and night (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (91%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (0-70%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 9h08, up 5x (63'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling ?80% well, Ache 1? of 7 ✅, getting up: ?80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 20-40% stuffy 50% of the night. Histaminey after 100+150g red beans also causing sinus problems, headache, and stomach & nausea problems, if that wasn't from the added GABA to try to combat the histamine. Being up a while was the best thing for the histamine though.

A3 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 22:25- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
Plugs cos of earlier sleep meaning neighbours’ TV loud.
23:30 9’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A4 cream
(nostril/s% nauseous% stomach% sinuses5% headache30% sore throat5%)
1:15 7’ 80%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache20% sore throat5%)
3:15 5’ 70%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A6 (small GABA cos of burning) cream
(nostril/s40% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses40% headache40% sore throat20%)
4:00 5’? 60%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream: Getting “bored”, headache taxing.
(nostril/s20% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses40% headache70% sore throat10%)
5:20 38’ 50%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough? deep air cream: Still “bored”, headache even worse, stomach also. Headache and burning from red beans without DAO.
(nostril/s20% nauseous40% stomach20% sinuses40% headache80% sore throat10%)
Better after 6/techno: 60%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ air cream: not “bored”, headache better, stomach worse, so almond drink. plugs
(nostril/s5% nauseous40% stomach40% sinuses20% headache40% sore throat10%)
-8:36 8:55 B1-4 5‘ in sun, stools firm? 70%/1/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough air cream plugs: (nostril/s5% nauseous30% stomach30% sinuses20% headache20% sore throat10%)
Sum: 8h36+1h35-(8+7+5+5+38=)63 = 10h11-63 = 9h08, up 5x (63’), all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 60-70%/2 ➔ TT 2:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x:, bit of housework, not much else ➔ 80%/3 :x:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 2-3xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: slowly better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips better (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 85'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 5x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart 2x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #577 Getting my schedule better slowly, but don’t feel better for it, which isn’t very motivating…
Reasons to be cheerful #617 Getting enough things done and less pressure.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-16, Thursday - Energy 9%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 70-60%-ish / nausea 10%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of those I'm still working on. Last change 14th: deleted B-supps & earlier antihistamine & leg stretches and turned daylight lamp & back exercises & teeth into reminders, leaving (reduced) 4: bed, ACT, stretches & cold food out.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00 (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache less after midday meal (click for details). Not counting as outright depression, but I was fairly depressed today.

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-30%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (91%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (40-10%), GI 1 (10%, but wind, probably from mixing tofu and cow yogurt), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 8h23, up 4x (41'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 5%(-15) stuffy 100% of the night. Not much histamine problems, so better overall. Late again, but at least enough.

A3 A4 teeth cold shower → HWB p0 Sleep 0:40- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:45 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream (HWB# 1)
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses% headache10% sore throat5%)
3:10 7’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses% headache10% sore throat5%)
5:42 25’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream 6
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses% headache0% sore throat5%)
7:51 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses% headache0% sore throat15%)
-9:44 9:50 B1-4 ‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep plugs cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous15% stomach15% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat15%)
Sum: 9h44-40-(5+7+25+4=)41 = 9h04-41 = 8h23, up 4x (41’), all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80-70%/2-3 ➔ TT 0, kids ➔ 70%/3 :x:.
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 0xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: slowly better! (:white_check_mark:). Lips better (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 73'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 5x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch x1’, yoga/stretching x1’, hang 2x1’. wart 1x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME, ENCAPSULATED MORE
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #578 Slowly managing to improve sleeping and eating.
Reasons to be cheerful #618 A few things nice, like hugging grandchild, despite it being a difficult day.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-17, Friday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in evening? (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-30%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (80%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in Jan.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 8h25x, up 5x (40'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 1 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/2 ✅. Nostrils 10% stuffy 40% of the night, no headache despite 50g red beans in the evening.

teeth cold shower p0 6 A3 Sleep 0:00- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:05 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A4 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache5% sore throat5% stools0)
2:00 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat5% stools0)
3:35 23’ 80%/2/15% p3 st1 sip fw20’ deep air cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat5% stools0)
5:45 3’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s10% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat10% stools0)
7:24 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s10% nauseous5% stomach25% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0)
-9:10 9:20 B1-4 4‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream
(nostril/s10% nauseous5% stomach25% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0)
Sum: 9h10-5-(5+5+23+3+4=)40 = 9h05-40 = 8h25x, up 5x (40’), all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 ➔ TT 1:0 (picking up 0 balls), gardening, shop, short walk ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: very loose stools, 70% and 40%, don’t know :x:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 2xp1-2, 1xp3, bit worse Thursday evening and night (:white_check_mark:), lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: right 2nd (most) and 5th, whilst 3rd & left now better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips better (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 86'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 5x1’, teeth 3x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 2x1’, yoga/stretching 3x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #579 Work so forgetting to go to the doctor’s was OK, but about time.
Reasons to be cheerful #619 Quite a few small good things today, and the crocus opened today, beautiful!

Simplified #1 Recently: These blog entries.
Simplified #2 Recently: No longer noting when I take supps, more roughly.
Simplified #3 Recently: Put next fresh clothes ones under cushions, but less, and even less needed ones in the couch, de-cluttered .
Simplified #4 To switch clothes I now always take those I’m putting on down from the door hooks, and directly hanging the ones I’m taking off up, in order.
Simplified #5 Hiding things I don’t need every day more.
Simplified #6 Recently: Using my newly developed “hub” in my notes as a cockpit for ToDos.
Simplified #7 Recently: Gathering info in all areas in my notes.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-18, Saturday - Energy 12%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: Sleep a bit less again, but good, and appetite & energy more, I think cos I’ve left the health practitioner stuff and am eating what my body wants (raw veggies)
:zap: Need to sort out when I’m fatigued from peeing, maybe if I hold a few minutes rather than going immediately.
:zap: Are my headaches recently from histamine (e.g. cellar mould) or thirst/dryness (better when I take supps).

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in between, seemingly until I drink again, altho I drink 3l = 100oz every day cos of the supps... (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (?80%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (10%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h21, up 3x (19') ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 3 of 7 ❌, getting up: 80%/2 ✅. Nostrils 15% stuffy 60% of the night. Feel better after less sleep today, not sure if that's OK tho...

A3 A4 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 1:05- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:40 3’ 80%/2-3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throa15t% stools0)
4:14 12’ 80%/3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throa10t% stools0)
6:15 4’ 80%/3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throa10t% stools0)
-8:45 8:50 B1-4 ‘ in sun, 80%/3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s15% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throa10t% stools0)
Sum: 8h45-1h05-(3+12+4=)19 = 7h40-19 = 7h21, up 3x (19’)

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 ➔ TT 1:1 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, garden, house/cellar sorting/de-cluttering ➔ 80%/2-3 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI (stools loose30%, later 0%) :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 1xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, but often fatigued after :x:, lower back unrest (:white_check_mark:), fingers: R5, hangnail and scratch on L1, all fingers dry. (:white_check_mark:). Lips better, but today red seeming inflamed, white when pressed…? (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 76'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 5x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 3x1’, yoga/stretching 3x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ON TIME.
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #580 Task-switching more was good.
Lessons in self-care #581 Analyze pee fatigue and dryness(?) headaches.
Reasons to be cheerful #620 Getting things sorted indoors.
Reasons to be cheerful #621 Doing things outdoors despite rain.
Reasons to be cheerful #622 Energy back a bit.
Simplified #8 Switched place for my papers so easier to sort & find.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-19, Sunday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes:
:zap: My pee fatigue today did seem to increase from a combination of a stronger urge with holding it in longer. I’ll be testing that hypothesis now.
:zap: Now could be the time to try without my antihistamine and see if anything is a side effect of that - so I’ll leave it out again tomorrow.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache only a little (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (?10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (90%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (10%), GI 1 (30%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 8h, up 4x (60'), all deep ✅, but triggered unpleasant dream ❌ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2-3 of 7 ❌, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 5% stuffy 60% of the night.

A3 A4 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 0:20- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:25 5’ 80%/2-3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat5% stools loose%)
2:45 7’ 80%/2-3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream
(nostril/s5% nauseous% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat25% stools loose%)
4:25 5’ 80%/2-3/15% p3! st1 sip fw3’ deep air cream HWB
(nostril/s0/30% nauseous% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat25% stools loose%)
6:38 43’ 80%/2-3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream bad birthday dream, 6
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat25% stools loose%)
-9:20 9:30 B1-4 5‘ in sun, 80%/2-3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s0/0% nauseous% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat10% stools loose0%, but sudden painful urge first)
Sum: 9h20-20-(5+7+5+43=)60 = 9h-60 = 8h, up 4x (60’), all deep, triggered unpleasant dream

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 ➔ TT 1:1 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x:, garden, house, church ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: 10:30 loose50% (:x:), yellow, firm later :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: careful does it (:white_check_mark:), pee pain: 2xp1-2: better :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, fingers: tips (:white_check_mark:). except L1, R2, R5 :x:, Lips again look red inflamed until I press them and hurt (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 86'. I haven't been counting creaming my lips 10x per day...

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 3x1’, yoga/stretching 2x1’, hang 2x1’. wart 2x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #582 Outdoors at least, even if not “away”.
Reasons to be cheerful #623 Quite a bit of slow activity again.
Simplified #9 Shook a buxus to get dead leaves into a big ol’ tin tub.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-20, Monday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:x:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in evening? (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-30%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (90%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 8h, up 4x (20'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling ?80% well, Ache 1? of 7 ✅, getting up: ?80%/1 ✅. Nostrils ?20% stuffy ?20% of the night.

A3 A4 teeth/ cold shower0 p0 Sleep 1:05- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:35 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough deep air cream
(nostril/s5/5% nauseous10% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat15% stools loose%)
4:15 6’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air A5 cream HWB (cos of sore throat, probably from the antihistamine)
(nostril/s5/5% nauseous10% stomach% sinuses% headache% sore throat50% stools loose%)
5:55 6’ 80%/3/15% p3 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream plugs
(nostril/s15/0% nauseous10% stomach% sinuses10% headache% sore throat30% stools loose%)
7:35 4’ 80%/3/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream plugs
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous20% stomach10% sinuses20% headache10% sore throat20% stools loose%)
-9:25 9:30 B1-4 5‘ in sun, 80%/3/10% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep cream plugs
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous15% stomach10% sinuses15% headache5% sore throat15% stools loose30%)
Sum: 9h25-1h05-(4+6+6+4=)20 = 8h20-20 = 8h, up 4x (20’), all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: ?80%/?2, stools ➔ 60%/4 :x:, ➔ TT 1:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x:, moving ➔ 80%/3 :x:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: not careful enough with carrots :x:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 86'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 4x3’, daylight lamp/sun 2x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 2x1’, yoga/stretching 2x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #583 Moving stuff very slow - takes longer, but keeps energy.
Reasons to be cheerful #624 Managed a long phone call with a colleague.
Simplified #10 Select the veggies for a meal in a small plastic crate, take all out, cut off what I need, put everything else back in and that back ready for the next meal.
Simplified #11 If I soak all cutlery together in one cup, I can move it to the dish washer quicker.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-21, Tuesday - Energy 10%

No antihistamine! Let’s see how it goes this time

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
:zap: Is my favourite lip stick inflaming my lips? (Doubt it, but trying. Best guess: undefined autoimmune.)
Learnt: :student: Looked up chapped inflamed lips, and aside from iron and B-vitamin deficiencies it’d seem thyroid/autoimmune would be most likely. But all these are being regularly checked? Keen on seeing the new numbers…

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:x:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS 0. (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-30%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (90%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h46, up 4x (34') ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 10% stuffy 100% of the night.

A3 A4 teeth cold shower0 p0 6 Sleep 1:00- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:35 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ deep air cream
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% )
4:20 5’ 80%/2/15% p3 st2 sip fw1’ deep air cream tea tree oil on left upper foot/toes.
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat20% )
5:55 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st2 sip fw1’ deep air cream teeth
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat20% )
6:24 14’ 80%/2/15% p0 st2 sip fw1’ deep doze air cream FCS#1
(nostril/s0/0% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat20% )
-9:20 B1-4 ‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p3 (forgot A5) st2 sip fw1’ deep cream plugs
(nostril/s0/0% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat20% )
Sum: 9h20-1-(5+5+10+14=)34 = 8h20-34 = 7h46, up 4x (34’)

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, phone call ➔ 80%/3 :x:, webinar and TT 2:1 (almost 3:0) (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x: (actually better while playing and immediately after than before, so :white_check_mark:), webinar whilst moving ➔ 80%/3 :x:, better from the moving around a bit.
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: not careful enough with carrots :x:, but grinding them to almost liquid separately is now working :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 81'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 0x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 2x1’, yoga/stretching 2x1’, hang 2x1’. wart 1x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-22, Wednesday - Energy 10%

Successes: :trophy: :zap: I feel a bit foolish - I just realized my lips hurt more from how/much I’m drinking at the moment…
The 3L is mainly almond milk/drink, partly soy, recently trying millet.
But all in single mouthfuls/gulps, 1-2 per capsule directly out of a tetra pak.
The lid of the sort I buy at the moment has a double-winding fairly sharp “thread”,
and to keep mishaps down I put my lips tightly around it (and even often close it after every gulp).
So 100-200 gulps = rasps per day… :rolleyes: . Let’s see if it improves at last…
Feels nice and luxurious to drink out of a cup, but a bit dangerous at first, so I’ll keep to the kitchen…
Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Learnt: :student: Stearic acid as a filler isn’t too bad, see research.
:student: Checking sodium bicarb for mast cells: I’ll report on that tomorrow.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff ?0%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (90%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January.From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h44, up 4x (38'), almost all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 5-15% stuffy 100% of the night. Stomach up to 25% at 5. Excited to get stuff done 2-3x, pressure to get to sleep quickly using Yoga Nidra was a bit counter-productive.

A3 teeth0 cold shower0 p0 Sleep 0:45- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:20 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep air plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s5/5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools loose%0)
3:55 6’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep air0 A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s10/5% nauseous5% stomach15% sinuses10% headache0% sore throat15% stools loose%0)
5:25 9’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw4’ cough0 deep air A5 plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s5/15% nauseous10% stomach25% sinuses10% headache0% sore throat15% stools loose%0)
6:53 19’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw4’ cough0 deep air plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0 6 FCS#1
(nostril/s10/5% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses10% headache0% sore throat15% stools loose%0)
-9:07 B1-4 0‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw4’ cough0 deep air0 plugs/
(nostril/s5/5% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools loose%0) → stools loose0%
Sum: 9h07-45-(4+6+9+19=)38 = 8h22-38 = 7h44, up 4x (38’), almost all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/1 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 1:1 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x:, gardening, moving ➔ 80%/3 :white_check_mark:, cos that was much longer and seems tougher, table tennis has got really hard.
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:), hope drinking differently’ll help.

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on bloods (Dec 9th, now Feb 9th: keen on results), practitioner ideas (last on Dec 20th), acupuncture (last on Dec 22nd). Last started masterwort (warily) and Hexacyl on Jan 6th - low & slow. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those two, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much (nausea). Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better after stopping the new practitioner's recommendations.

Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?
Alternative health practitioner (“Heilpraktiker”) on Dec 6th+20th: Jan 6th: Started masterwort & Hexacyl, lower than recommended (2x1 drop each), adding 1/d. 9th: Further research after reply to take manganese and vit. E. 13th: Unsure if the stomach problems are from those 2, so stop-start to see. 16th: again feel 2x2 drops is too much, stomach problems. 17th: 2x1 drop, 2x OK, praps a bit. 19th: 1-2x1 drop each again apparently too much. 25th I don’t feel like taking “her” powders at the moment (fungi & chlorella don’t taste good, roasted pumpkin seeds sometimes yes), lost some fun in eating, need to reclaim that. 26th: nauseous after masterwort. 27th-31st OK after masterwort. Feb 1st: Still no appetite, so put new drops away. Feb 3rd: Starting to eat/feel a bit better without the new practitioner’s recommendations.
Chinese Acupuncturist - Session #32 on Nov 4th., after 14 days :white_check_mark: “Energy still pretty stable at 20%, despite jab-nausea…”, now it’s down from that so often that I tried #33 22nd Dec. Wasn’t worth it: No improvement, sleep too short.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 62'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 8x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 3x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 3’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ON TIME, EXCEPT WEDN EVE. LATE
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

I’m still doing what I can which means I’m “shuffling thru the day”, doing a lot of stuff, but very slowly. Weirdly usually winning at table tennis, when it’s possible at all, so it’s not affecting my fine motor skills, I seem to be playing better by not thinking about it, so I’m not sure about the fog. My language is getting more confused and regular mishaps. Today I felt better during table tennis than before, so we went for 3 games, instead of the 1 that I’d planned, and feared a backlash: Didn’t seem a problem tho!?

After back exercises Tuesday evening I felt like having a go at push ups cos I felt my arm muscles might be able to, but something in the ball of my left hand was hurting, partly right, so I stopped after 4. My body’s changing except my radical acceptance of it, and joy of life… My ambition later got the better of me and I tried the push ups again, and easily managed 10 quick ones by going easy on both thumb/hand balls (w?) which of course means increased strain on the arm muscles - but no problem, feels good, oxygen/lungs good too, just now both hands hurting a bit… The wrist joints have absolutely no problem, I guess it’s once against the tendons above and below. That’s also the feeling I had before starting the push ups, so I waited and tensed up a bit before starting to “warm them up” a bit, otherwise it’d’ve ended same as before.
Weird, but fun!
‘Research’ today:

Stearic acid and magnesium stearate as lubricant in supps

I’m not saying I don’t tolerate it, just the severity of my symptoms despite the amount I do makes me as careful as possible. And that’s the bottom line of my research now too… it seems safe for non-intolerant people:
I’ve looked at 3 balanced “pro” pages (1, 2, 3) and one fairly balanced German “con” page, very interesting to me
Stearic acid is actually found in foods, esp. meat and dairy. Possible dangers, like skin irritation, inhibited absorption of nutrients or T-cell suppression, were only found in small old animal studies using incredibly high doses. Magnesium stearate is an artificial compound of 4% magnesium with stearic acid which is quickly turned into stearic acid in the body. Some people say the stearate being artificial is an additional problem, but that would apply to many magnesium compounds, like the MIT-developed threonate. Stearic acid and stearates are both used as lubricants which help keep mixed substances, incl. supps, evenly distributed, plus keep the machines clean, which makes those supps cheaper. Stearic acid from meat and dairy would be a problem for strict vegans, and from plants will be from pesticide-laden cottonseed oil, only a problem for people trying to avoid all pesticides, which isn’t possible anyway, here the quercetin would need to be pesticide-free organic. (When supps are called organic that almost always just means non-synthetic, up to now I’ve only found 2-3 organic supps here in Germany.)
So it generally is well tolerated - aside however from people with allergies or oversensitivities to it, which I can’t remember having seen yet. Of my 50 supps, honokiol/magnolia bark is the only one I can’t find without stearate. I’ll be using it less warily now, despite eating “90%” vegan and “98%” organic (except almost all supps!).

Lessons in self-care #584 Could be doing better, forgot back exercises… :roll_eyes:
Reasons to be cheerful #625 Sun/dry allowed cutting trees, that was fun!
Simplified #12 Put things in boxes so they don’t get so dusty.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-23, Thursday - Energy 10%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: Lips better at 5, after careful drinking plus dry mouth gel!
:trophy: Lips worse at 10:30, after careful drinking but aloe vera lip balm!: so is it that?
:zap: Maybe the lip balm like my body skin is telling my body to stop producing oil. Trying various alternatives and comparing to how they were at night.
Learnt: :student: The DAO-supplement NATURDAO “3 million (capsules) is delayed-release and 1 million (tablets) is extended-release”. On the 3 mill. Spanish package it says gastroresistentes, can’t find the leaflet at the moment. Just realized it expired in Dec., which would be a good reason to binge trial various high histamine foods on it soon…
:student: The worst T4 side effect I need to watch for is probably more fatigue …
:student: Various things re. my newest bloods - to be continued.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x::x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) :x:/(:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (10%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h09, up 4x (21'), 6h30 deep. ✅ ➔ Feeling ?80% well, Ache 1? of 7 ✅, getting up: ?80%/1 ✅. Nostrils ?20% stuffy ?20% of the night.

A3 teeth0 cold shower0 p0 Sleep 2:05- Why not 21:00? To get moving stuff done quicker. 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
3:30 5’ 80%/2/15% p2 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep air A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools loose%0)
5:20 6’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw2’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s40/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools loose%0) Lips better!
6:30 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools loose%0) Lips still as good 2!
9:00 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses10% headache10% sore throat5% stools loose%0) Lips still as good 3!
-9:35 9:40 B1-4 5‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st1 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache5% sore throat5% stools loose%0) Lips might have been worse after aloe vera lip balm.
Sum: 9h35-2h05-(5+6+5+5=)21 = 7h30-21 = 7h09, up 4x (21’), 6h30 deep.

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 2:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 1xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

So - my GP does want to try T4 cos of my symptoms, despite ‘fairly normal’ results. Said: just watch out for insomnia and palpitations. Pharmacist said start with half a 25µg for a week to get used to the sfx. Knowing my MCAS-overreactions and the way I succeeded weaning in nicotinic acid, I’ll start even lower - not necessarily slow, just at a well tolerable level without throwing my sleep off.
Altho … as better sleep doesn’t help my energy, I might accept more insomnia if I get more energy…
Seizures is a major caveat, so I’ll be starting with pixie dust.
Cardio thinks the recent T4 is enough, but it’s slightly less than Dec…

Click for details on T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll reduce, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

Bloods at cardio Feb 9th OK, except: manganese too high! Biotin high, which isn’t dangerous, says walrus, but may have distorted the TSH & T4 levels, so thyroid.org recommends " * Biotin, a commonly taken over-the-counter supplement, can cause the measurement of several thyroid function tests to appear abnormal, when they are in fact normal in the blood. Biotin should not be taken for 2 days before blood is drawn for thyroid function testing to avoid this effect." Well, biotin hasn’t helped, but may be causing these problems, so I think I’ll leave it.
Asked GP about thyroid Feb 23rd, and he prescribed T4 to try.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 68'. Body temperature felt brilliant in the cold outside after postponing my cold shower to the morning, nice 'n warm 'n tingling.

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 15x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 3x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 2x5’, plantar/calf stretch 5x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 7’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: Thyroid, biotin, manganese (cos of bloods).
https://thyroidnation.com/side-effects-t4-meds-levothyroxine/
T4 has quite a lot of side effects, but decreased urine output would be wonderful, fatigue counter-productive, seizures I could counter-act with increased GABA, the rest, like various pain types I think I could deal with quite well. Doesn’t say anything about insomnia, like my GP warned.
According to thyroidcentral sleep improves from cortisol being kept in check by the thyroid: The Link Between Thyroid Problems and Insomnia – Thyroid Central
And forefronthealth recommends improving the liver Hypothyroidism and Insomnia | How to Wake Up Refreshed

Lessons in self-care #585 Need to consolidate again a bit.
Reasons to be cheerful #626 Am getting ahead with everything altho it’s so much.
Simplified #13 Shavings are unbelievably easier to clean out of a bucket on the sink.
Simplified #14 A high bucket for that is better than the bucket lid I tried first.
Simplified #15 Collecting hair wash water in a bucket saves lots of toilet water.
Simplified #16 I blow dryed alternately sitting, standing and bent over with elbows resting above my knees and left arm holding my head. Still exhausting, but quicker recovery.
Simplified #17 Re-newing supp batch bottles and switching the 2 boxes both helps.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-24, Friday - Energy 16% or more due to <1µg of T4 (levothyroxinej, the ‘lesser’ thyroid hormone): a pixie dust amount - “LD-L” instead of “LDN”.

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%.
Successes:
:trophy: For the side effects my GP had told me to watch out for insomnia and pulse and report back quick if so.
The pharmacist told me to start with half a 25µg pill, so 12.5µg, my GP didn’t - praps trusting I know what I’m doing anyway…
The 4-page “pamphlet” and several webpages pointed me to a whole ton of side effects, but the most difficult ones for me being seizures, additional fatigue as well as insomnia (and pulse/blood pressure) I was swaying between the daring 12.5µg and careful pixie dust knowing my MCAS-overreactions.
Luckily I finally sided on pixie dust. The 4 pix below show 1) the original pill, which I 2) then broke in half, then took that first morsel, then 3) broke the half and took that 2nd morsel, plus the powder, if I 4) put the pill together again it looks as if I haven’t touched it. What’s your guess, not even 1µg, ey? What do we call that, “low dose levothyroxine”? LDN is 10%, only few do 1%, that’d be 0.5mg compared to the normal 50mg pills. This would be about that, 1%?
First I fairly quickly got a moderate energy surge for about 3h, and a few weird feelings, not completely new ones, reminded me of cortisol, altho I read up that cortisol decreases T4, so not sure about the pharmacology of that. But the energy could have been cos I slept shorter, bit of insomnia, that does increase my cortisol.
So that was that energy-wise for today, I thought, now let’s see which further effects come up. But then came my table tennis mate at 3, despite rain and me not having eaten, and I ended up trying to coax him “for science’s sake” to play a 5th game, as I still had no pain and no fatigue. Remember I’ve hardly been managing 2 games recently. It was pouring for the 3rd time by then, and he isn’t interested in medicine. So now I’m at home and amazed. Now getting a bit of histamine reactions (slightly burning tongue), so taking my “midday supps” 2 hours late, good to prevent seizures too, and eating at last. The excitement and surprising table tennis have got the better of me. Bit jittery at the moment… What’s next? Where’s the backlash?
Yours truly Dr.JayCll Mr Shylok-Hide… :hamster::man_detective::mag: :sunglasses::man_fairy:





Here Paul Robinson reports that some people don’t tolerate even small amounts of T4, and he’s talking about 5µg or 12.5µg, maybe I’m one of them, just I’m finding out I (they?) have to keep far under that?

So how have I fared today? Didn’t self-care well, cos I didn’t watch out for the haircut and table tennis, so ate every meal late and ate badly in the evening. But I got a lot done, had good energy, no backlashes ever, just sometimes less. When I went to the organic store for 5’ shortly before closing time, I could speed cycle there and back, no limits. It was short, but it was rare that cryotherapy, acupressure or Chinese acupressure could keep energy up that long. Negative effects were at most a little histamine-y tongue burning, but that may have been because of delaying supps & meals, and was well tolerable. Slight heartburn could also be explained by that.
At the moment I can’t see a reason to increase or to stop T4.

:zap: My scaling of night time stiffness at 1 of 10, st1, and daytime actually too, has been a strong understatement, so I’ll change my reference point now. Of course my stiffness stops after a few minutes say compared to someone with arthritis, but it is still there the whole day and I need to register it more, even if I personally have got completely used to it. Otherwise I am not considering that I often walk very slowly, like can’t ever keep up with my wife, and often need quite a time to get up and down stairs. Not sure how to define it exactly tho. Sometimes I can go up and down stairs very quickly. I’ll start with putting it up to st3 at night, but I don’t think that’s enough actually. I’ll have to register it, focus on it, think about it.

Learnt: :student: Lots about T4 and more.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache. Changed basic stiffness to 30% (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (84%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%) headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h03, up 5x (65') ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/2 ✅. Nostrils 80% stuffy 20% of the night.

A3 A4 teeth0 cold shower0 p0 Sleep 1:20- Why not 21:00? Bloods & moving. 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
3:00 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air0 A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat15% stools0 loose%)
4:10 5’ 80%/2/15% p2 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/20% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat20% stools0 loose%)
5:30 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0 back!
(nostril/s0/80% nauseous10% stomach20% sinuses10% headache5% sore throat20% stools0 loose%)
6:30 15’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw10’ cough/ deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous10% stomach20% sinuses10% headache5% sore throat15% stools loose0%)
7:00 30’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw20’ cough/ deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0 FCS#1
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous10% stomach30% sinuses10% headache5% sore throat15% stools loose0%) Cos of idea, see below “Does PEA work”?
-9:28 B1-4 ‘ in sun, stools loose%
Sum: 9h28-1h20-(5+5+10+15+30=)65 = 8h08-65 = 7h03, up 5x (65’)

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 4:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/1 :white_check_mark:, moving ➔ 80%/1 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: bit worse again, probably washing hands too much/long and not creaming enough in the daytime. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll reduce, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

Asked GP about thyroid Feb 23rd, he prescribed T4 to try.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 64'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 2x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch x1’, yoga/stretching x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
MUCH TOO LATE! AT LEAST 2h LATER.
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

Someone asked me if taking PEA “works”…

Like almost all of my 50 supps symptoms increased when I have paused it . Generally I have all of these under control my MCAS, fibro pains (since the 3rd jab even the fibro insomnia), IBS, lipids and bp. All except the severe debilitating fatigue. But PEA isn’t said to be for energy/fatigue. So yes, from my trials/analyses it does work - for me. Otherwise I wouldn’t take it. I spend 15€/m on it, middle field of costs.

More important is the definition of “working”. Nothing I take or do except GABA has more than say 5%? of an effect on my symptoms. So PEA is one of 15+ MCAS supps, one of 20+ fibro supps (pain, alertness, energy, sleep…), one of 15+ lipid and one of 15+ bp supps, and my my IBS control comes mainly from perfected elimination diet. My most potent supp generally is GABA, which very clearly works on most of my fibro and most of my MCAS symptoms, making a difference of 80% to the MCAS histaminey burning, to cortisol effects, 100% to my seizures, and 20%+ on my sleep, pain, alertness, stiffness etc. Compared to that everything else I take is “close to nothing”. Not like: Take PEA and it’ll make a difference of 50%, no way. And yet as said if I stop any one of them, I notice a difference of a few %, and that’s because I monitor everything so closely (on my blog). Also for my fibro pain, energy, & sleep symptoms etc. I do a great deal of mental, physical and trigger prevention and alleviation work, so it’s not only supps. If I count each single supp that’s 50 interventions per day, each mental type about 10, each physical type about 30, each food that I have had to eliminate 200++ for IBS, hyperacidity and MCAS/histamine, so together that’s several 100 interventions every day that I have to “remember” and “do”, altho much of it, like saying “no” may be automatic. But when I’m together with normal people and they try to offer me things or help, it’s a whole row of "no"s until they get a hang of how complicated my life is compared to theirs. But that’s how I get a high quality of life (esp. the mental and physical aspects), despite only being able to move very slowly due to quick exhaustibility and loads of symptoms “under control”, compared to other people with praps similar severity of fibro and MCAS… That whole system completely breaks down if I don’t almost DAILY use each and every one of: a cold shower, my back exercises, my acupressure, my massager, my way of eating (esophagus blocks), radical acceptance, mindfulness, NSDR, etc., whilst it wouldn’t completely break down from leaving off 1 single supp(?) of the 50, except GABA.
‘Research’ today: Lots. Where do I begin?
Teitelbaum says FM/CFS people should try T4 or Armour for thyroid even with good blood levels Levothyroxine Sodium - an overview | ScienceDirect Topics ( Chronic Fatigue Syndrome

Jacob Teitelbaum MD, in Integrative Medicine (Second Edition), 2007)

Lessons in self-care #586 Terrible self-care today, so going to bed a bit hungry. Better tomorrow, please
Reasons to be cheerful #627 Squirrel popped up on our balcony for the first time in yonks today!
Simplified #18 Box as reminder to get a new batch of apples out of the cellar.
Simplified #19 I read new post thru inside of minutes if nothing to keep or do.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-25, Saturday - Energy 14%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: T4 again allowed 4x TT, energy sufficient, but Ache up in #3
:trophy: plus much faster cycling possible for quite a time (2x20 mins) in the evening.
:zap: Pure R-ALA is making my sore lips burn in the mornings, so praps best in capsules for that reason even if I my stomach tolerates it.
Learnt: :student: Histamine problems may come from adding (or getting used to) T4, see below.
:student: Baking soda (incl. potassium bicarb) may stabilize mast cells, but also increase acidity, that explains why it doesn’t work for me.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache. Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023. Today limb-Ache was sometimes more like 20% than 10%, I've often been understating that here too, and stiffness was partly down to 20% from 30%, spine pain up to 30% from 10%. (click for details).

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-20%, stiff 30-20%) + spine-pain 3 (10-30%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (86%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. Triggers tooth cleaning and moving out. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: No burning after 200g baked beans, but a bit, later, after then another 50g, short colon sting praps from the tomatoes, no stronger urge from them tho. 31st: Still haven’t regained appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 6h02, up 3x (1h23), most deep, but difficult getting to sleep after the breaks cos of the T4, but also praps forgetting threonate and apigenin, not getting morning sun and not cold showering, so lots to improve. A cold shower was sposed to get me back to sleep, but heart pumping and pretty awake I after 4 attempts decided to start early & prioritize self-care. ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 20% stuffy 20% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 0:55- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:10 55’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw30’ cough0 deep/ air0 A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0 6
(nostril0/5s% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0 loose%)
4:45 13’ 80%/2/15% p1 st3 sip fw10’ cough0 deep/ air0 A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril20/0s% nauseous10% stomach25% sinuses10% headache0% sore throat10% stools0 loose%)
6:55 15’ 80%/2/15% p1 st3 sip fw12’ cough0 deep/ air0 plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril0/10s% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0 loose%)
-8:15 B1-4 ‘9:05 0’ in sun, 80%/2/15% p1 st3 sip fw30’ cough0 deep/ air0 plugs/ cream0 gel/ HWB#0 FCS
(nostril0/10s% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0 loose%)
Sum: 8h15-55-(55+13+15=)1h23 = 7h25-1h23 = 6h02, up 3x (1h23), most deep, but difficult getting to sleep after the breaks cos of the T4. A cold shower was sposed to get me back to sleep, but heart pumping and pretty awake I after 4 attempts decided to start early & prioritize self-care.

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/3 :x:, ➔ TT 2:2 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/3 :x:, helping move something very heavy up one staircase ➔ 80%/4 :x:, took half an hour to ➔ 80%/2, then fast cycling ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed & starting to bleed, pressed to white, tried about 10 balms etc. of all types, bought pharmacist’s “best”, for sores - no help either (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th. Like often, I needed to massage after supps, I now always do it at the least discomfort, and immediately take everything out of my mouth, so nothing else goes down, preferably not even saliva.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th, pixie dust amounts, maybe 1% of a 25µg pill, increasing tomorrow, 3rd day, because both positive and negative effects were less than yesterday, also using the energy doesn't cause a backlash like the cortisole-y acupuncture energy did. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll stop biotin. LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

Asked GP about thyroid Feb 23rd, he prescribed T4 to try.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 125'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 20x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 20’, massage gun 3x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today:

With slight histamine-y symptoms, and now I’m delving into the histamine-thyroid connection.

Ruscio says thyroid over-treatment may be bad for histamine, so treating the gut would be preferable. Stiana doesn’t bitch about hypothyroidism-overdiagnosis, but does agree SIBO and leaky gut may be the main problem - nice histamine overviews on that page by the way* Campbell similar, but says hyperthyroidism can also cause histamine “intolerance” problems, that might explain histamine problems starting T4… )
Only 7 studies on pubmed on levothyroxine and histamine since 2017, none helpful.

Baking soda to stabilize mast cells?

Regarding the mast cell support recommendation of 1/4 tsp baking soda in 4 oz. of water every 4-6 hours, I checked what Janice Joneja has to do with this, and what evidence there is. I can only find 2 webpages showing what Joneja recommends. One is NATURAL ANTIHISTAMINES - ALISON VICKERY which expressly says: “While baking soda is often used in detox baths, it is not commonly used with potassium bicarbonate. The inclusion of both in this recipe is essential.” This dosis is given as 2:1, with 1/2 tsp (once or a 2nd time after 30’) dissolved every 24h. “By adjusting the alkaline balance of the mast cell, the natural antihistamine not only rebalances the oxygen but stabilizes the mast cell”. She prefers this to pharmaceutical antihistamines for daily use, because the body thinks it has to produce more histamine.
The other page is https://healinghistamine.com/blog/fight-histamine-inflammation-in-6-quick-steps/ where Yasmina says “a study just came out confirming the anti-inflammatory effects of this digestive remedy (and baking addition). Apparently sodium bicarb encourages the spleen to promote an anti-inflammatory environment and tells the body that there’s no need to launch a full on protective immune response.” “According to study author Dr. Paul O’Connor at August University, the sodium bicarb basically tells the body that what the immune system is seeing is most likely a hamburger, not a bacterial infection. That’s a pretty useful distinction in my book. Dr. Janice Joneja … has long championed a mixture of sodium and potassium bicarbonate for a reaction (but not daily use).
I can’t resolve the contradiction to Alison Vickery saying for daily use Joneja prefers the 2 bicarbs, whilst for “an emergency” = “a reaction” ?) an antihistamine.
Also I can’t see O’Connors 2018 study (Ray et al.) showing anything that special: NaHCO3 in water reduced inflammation by calming macrophages - not mast cells, as verywellhealth summarizes: good for autoimmune diseases like RA, but doesn’t directly mention us, so I don’t see any evidence for it coming to close to all our (e.g. Hoffman’s) anti-inflammatory MCAS supps. The article/interview on sci.news = sciencedaily = (with photo of O’Connor) jagwire helps me even more by pointing out that the study showed it also makes the “stomach produce more acid to digest the next meal”, something I’ve always suspected and the reason I kept trying but giving it up, cos my hyperacidic stomach doesn’t like that combination. Also “Certainly drinking bicarbonate affects the spleen and we think it’s through the mesothelial cells” (”…that form… connections to the spleen"). They think, not prove. When O’Connor there is cited saying “[o]ne of the many functions of the kidneys is balancing important compounds like acid, potassium and sodium” that gives a pointer why Joneja adds potassium bicarb, which seemingly this study didn’t.
I think the bicarbs will tend to be more helpful for people with stomach hypoacidity rather than me with my hyperacidity. But I haven’t managed to find anything yet aside from O’Connor’s 2018 study (Ray et al.), there might be more, but even then I can’t see any evidence making this comparable to other mast cell supps.

Lessons in self-care #587 Don’t seem to have to be afraid of a backlash from the T4-energy at the moment.
Reasons to be cheerful #628 Got quite a bit done, and wife happy with changes.
Simplified #19 Moving things around in the flat to make them “easier on the eyes”, easier to get to, easier to find.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-26, Sunday - Energy 20%! Thanks to T4. But have to be careful!

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80-85%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: Slightly increasing the speck of T4 worked today too.

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) :x:
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in evening? Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 30-10%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (80%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20.... Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h13, up 3x (62'), all very deep ✅, but too late, so too short again ❌ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/2 ✅. Nostrils 10% stuffy, alternating 100% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%. Waking up with sinus burning/headache for a change.

A3 A4 teeth0 cold shower/ p0 Sleep 1:05- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:25 7’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air0 A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#1
(nostril/s10/5% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
3:55 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#1
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
6:12 50’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#1 6 additional clothes (cos of snow/cold and airing)
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous15% stomach50% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
-9:20 B1-4 ‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#1 6
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous15% stomach20% sinuses50% headache20% sore throat15% stools0 loose%)
Sum: 9h20-1h05-(7+5+50=)62 = 8h15-62 = 7h13, up 3x (62’), all very deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 2:2 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, service, typing ➔ 80%/1 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details on T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll reduce, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

Asked GP about thyroid Feb 23rd, he prescribed T4 to try.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 84'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 3x3’, daylight lamp/sun 2x5’, plantar/calf stretch 10x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Feb 26th day 3 of T4, a slightly bigger portion, slight stomach pain. Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ABOUT 2H LATE ONCE AGAIN.
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #588 Lost control again cos wanted to find something about 2 pieces of music out. Hope that’s done with and I can focus better tomorrow… But it was fun.
Reasons to be cheerful #629 Snow surprise :snowman:
Reasons to be cheerful #630 Sun surprise :sun_with_face:
Simplified #20 Remembering to use my “notepad” for everything.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-27, Monday - Energy 15% - down a bit, was it too much T4 or something else? And histamine-y symptoms increasing is reminding me that it all might just be having stopped the antihistamine, so am now taking it again and watching the (slow) energy.

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes:
:trophy: 2x25’ cycling at moderate speed with slow energy.
:zap: This is “slow” energy rather than “fast” energy.
:zap: Alleviated cycling knee pains inside of minutes while cycling by turning legs inwards and outwards alternately: that worked much easier and quicker than if I do it while walking, which is where I took the example from.
Learnt: :student:

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:x:/:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Gulp supps better. :white_check_mark:
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) :x:/(:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = sinus-headache from morning to evening (11:00 - 20:00...). Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (85%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (20%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 6h54, up 4x (46'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2? of 7 ✅, getting up: ?80%/1 ✅. Nostrils ?20% stuffy ?20% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3 A4 teeth cold shower0 p0 Sleep 1:20- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
3:28 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep air0 A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat10%
stools0 loose%)
3:28 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep air0 A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat10%
stools0 loose%)
4:22 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip2 fw1’ cough0 deep air0 A5 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB#0
(nostril/s0% nauseous10% stomach60% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat10%
stools0 loose%) Is it the T4 causing the stomach pain?
6:00 22’ 80%/2/15% p0 st2 sip2 fw1’ cough0 deep air0 plugs0->/ cream/ gel0 HWB#1 FCS#1
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat15%
stools0 loose%)
-9:00 180%/2/15% p0 st2 sip2 fw1’ cough0 deep air0 plugs/ cream/ gel/ (HWB#1 FCS#1)
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous10% stomach15% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10%
stools loose0%)
-: B 1-4 ‘ in sun, stools loose%
Sum: 9h00-1h20-(10+10+4+22=) = 7h40-46 = 6h54, up 4x (46’), all deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/1, stools ➔ 80%/1 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 2:2 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, cycliing 2x25’ and talking ➔ 80%/3 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works, and gulping supps again better :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white, but getting better, praps from the pharmacist’s cream (:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll reduce, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

GP prescribed antifungal cream for my lips Feb 27th, but I’m carrying on with the anti-sore cream first, as that seems quite good.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 94'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 15x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 1x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
FAIRLY ON TIME…
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #589 After the block yesterday I realized I’m not gulping supps properly anymore, so have re-installed it as a “new habit”.
Reasons to be cheerful #630 Sun!
Simplified #21 Lean on things while doing housework, like leaning on a window sill while dusting leaves with banana skin today.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-02-28, Tuesday - Energy 14% - running round with grandkid for a bit…

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: :zap: Learnt: :student:

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:x:)
:ambulance: Gulp supps better. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache. Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-30%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (86%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10-30%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4. Got histamine and energy balanced by taking an antihistamine again, but late, so not a full one, planning on halving the dose of that and keeping T4 specks, see how that goes.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h32, up 3x (18'), all deep. ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 0% stuffy 100% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%. Stomach = millet rather than almond drink, not T4? A6 = added GABA for the histamine-y symptoms.

A3 teeth cold shower p0 Sleep 1:40- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
3:20 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A4 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0% nauseous0% stomach5% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
6:25 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/5% nauseous20% stomach50% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat10% stools0 loose%) Stomach = millet rather than almond drink, not T4?
7:40 4’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/5% nauseous20% stomach30% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat15% stools0 loose%)
-9:30 9:35 B1-4 5‘ in sun, stools loose%
Sum: 9h30-1h40-(10+4+4=)18 = 7h50-18 = 7h32, up 3x (18’), all deep.

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 1:0(?) (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving, bit of gardening, and talking, grandkids ➔ 80%/3 :white_check_mark:/:x:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0%: pretty close to constipation, actually, no discomfort tho, just took a while/few tries :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works, but big supps problem :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:). Detected origin of hand pain in tendons under 2nd = pointing fingers, massaging made it worse first, but next Wednesday better.

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll reduce, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

GP prescribed antifungal cream for my lips Feb 27th, but I’m carrying on with the anti-sore cream first, as that seems quite good.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 59'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower ?1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 1x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 2x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 2x5’, plantar/calf stretch x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
LATE!
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #590 Radical stop as soon as I had no more energy. Didn’t take that much self-care tho… :roll_eyes:
Reasons to be cheerful #631 Brilliant quality time with each grandkid.
Simplified #22 Starting ideas in my head to re-arrange my room in a way that I can easily change it back if it doesn’t work.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

Detected origin of hand pain yesterday, what I did is on hub

2023-03-01, Wednesday - Energy (slow) 18%

Sleep 90% / Feeling ?80%-ish / nausea ?0%, fog ?10%
Successes: :trophy: Slow energy enabled pushing thru to re-arrange my room.
:zap: Learnt: :student:

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Gulp supps better. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:x:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = headache in evening? Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (82%), insomnia 3 (20%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10-30%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h30, up 6x (85'), mainly deep, but partly stressing - is that misguided hyper-energy? or T4? ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/2 ✅. Nostrils ?20% stuffy ?20% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3 teeth0 cold shower/ p0 Sleep 0:10- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:15 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A4/ plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
1:50 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5:0 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
3:00 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5:0 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
3:00 53’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5 plugs0 cream/ gel/ HWB#0 wiki-edit
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach5% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
5:10 12’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep, but partly “stressing” about sleeping after the long break. air/ A6 plugs0->/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous5% stomach10% sinuses5% headache0% sore throat15% stools0 loose%)
7:55 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs/ cream/ gel/ HWB#0
(nostril/s15/0% nauseous5% stomach10% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat15% stools0 loose%)
-9:05 9:10 B1-4 5‘ in sun, p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep( air/ plugs/ cream/ gel0 HWB#0
(nostril/s15/0% nauseous5% stomach10% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat15% stools loose0%)
Sum: 9h05-10-(5+5+5+53+12+5=)85 = 8h55-1h25 = 7h30, up 6x (85’), mainly deep, but partly stressing - is that misguided hyper-energy? or T4?

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/?2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 2:0 (picking up 1 ball) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving lots ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0%, not quite as constipated as yesterday :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works, supps better than yesterday :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better, but still not good. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white: trying a fungal cream now, unsuccessfully, since the herpes one did nothing. Is this all the weather, will it be better when it gets warmer? :x:

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th. Results from bloods on Feb 9th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll not order them (I haven't taken them, despite that I've been saying I'll reduce them...), LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, so I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

GP prescribed antifungal cream for my lips Feb 27th, but I’m carrying on with the anti-sore cream first, as that seems quite good.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Dec 9th: Homocysteine a bit high, continue B3 and B2, phosphate not that bad. Leukocytes low! CK, muscular, too high, praps fibro?

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 73'. I'll reduce the minute number for lamp/sun if I don't manage them

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
3H LATE!
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #591 Self-care is fairly down the drain, despite starting with good intentions again. Not that I don’t get anything done, but specifically eating was 3 hours late for every meal.
Reasons to be cheerful #632 Free room.
Simplified #23 Re-arranged room around my new life makes several things easier, like preparing supps, finding papers and having more free space.

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-03-02, Thursday - Energy (slow) 16%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0-10%, fog 10%
Successes: :trophy: :zap: Learnt: :student:

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Gulp supps better. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache. Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-20%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (84%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (30%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 8h11, up 6x (62'), all deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 5(-10)% stuffy 100% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3 teeth/ cold shower0 p0 Sleep 1:00- Why not 21:00? Tidied more! 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
2:25 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A4/ plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
2:25 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5/ plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
3:00 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A6:0 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
4:30 5’ 80%/3/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB0
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%) - not what I’m wearing, so praps 5mg antihistamine is perfect??
7:00 17’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A6->/ plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB0
(nostril/s0/10% nauseous->20% stomach0% sinuses->50% headache->50% sore throat0% stools0 loose%) → A6, changed socks, songs
7:40 25’ better after GABA, but awake, so → FCS#1. Thought cold feet came from the big heel holes in both woolen pairs, but now realized only 2 cotton pairs under that, so now back to 5 pairs, one not two with heel holes. Stomach problems cos no more almond milk upstairs, don’t want to go down in the cellar so I don’t wake up completely. However lips feel better and I’m sometimes wondering if it’s all the almond milk I’m somehow allergic too… Well, had to get some now… hope stomach gets better and lips don’t get worse…
-10:13 10:20 B1-4 ‘ in sun, stools loose%
Sum: 10h13-1:00-(5+5+5+5+17+25=)62 = 9h13-62 = 8h11, up 6x (62’), all deep.

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 0%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 1:0 (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white (:x:).
Dry heaved once after baked beans: Thursday evening I strangely “revolted” to baked beans, felt as if they were bad, cos they tasted like fish to me, my wife said they smell OK, but I then stopped, suddenly had to run to the bathroom and violently dry heaved with a really loud noise once, but nothing came out, and that was that, except

Hand pain:
On the topic of local pains, a sort-of-new pain in my hands has come up (noticed doing a few push ups to see how my energy is doing). I’ve long realized that zero tolerance for local pains and doing something about them immediately is a lot better than letting them become chronic. But I first didn’t take that too seriously, which is not “best practice”: luckily however after carrying my little grandchild a bit I started feeling into my hand more, by accident, and suddenly found the origin surprisingly at the bottom of my index/pointing finger, presumably the insertion point of a tendon, as usual. Same on the other side, which means it may be more of a “system” problem rather than a small injury or overstraining.

Then I massaged it for a few minutes, just with the fingers and palm of my other hand, and then changing hands (I was still on the playground, resting, the others knew they needed to just leave me alone for a while) noticed that the pain was going all thru my hands and lower arms, from the tiny (?)origin to really big areas. And it then got a lot worse that day, so I had the feeling maybe I’d overdone it. Although I actually don’t care at all about any worsening pains if it’s for the general good, as I am pain tolerant. But the day after - there was nothing, all gone, but didn’t do any tests. And today 2 days after? I’ll do a test now, try some push ups, altho my energy isn’t what it could be… :trophy: 20 push ups - no pain in my hand, but a little around my wrist joints. I’d noticed before that my finger joints and wrists are stiff, but when I move them with my other hand there is no pain, so again these are the tendon insertion points causing the stiffness. So I’ll now be trying massages of these points…:
Ah, one origin around the right wrist is a spot at/on the head of the ulna (pinky finger side of wrist), another on the left wrist is on the head of the radius (thumb side of wrist).
My fingers are harder - they feel (don’t look) “thick”, swollen, as if I’d put them in stinging nettles. The two smallest on either side seem best. A quick youtube search this time does not help, because that points me to actually swollen fingers, but they aren’t. Need to go deeper for that, or just try something out. Not sure if my gardening will help or harm or both… My wife thinks osteoarthritis, OA, so I’d think gardening is good.
Today, Thursday, I’ve been massaging or rather trigger pointing esp. my right wrist, not too much. As opposed to the 3 trigger point sorts I listed above, one 4th type cropped up, similar to the nerve one, just a pain point radiating down/up to an end point at my elbow, in between less pain. :microscope:

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antifungal cream for lips first, then preferred a tea tree oil cream, see how that goes instead. Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th, since March 1st halved, so 5mg. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th, March 2nd after some days with a bit more I used a small speck this morning. Results from bloods on Feb 7th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll not order them, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, found a hidden bottle, then I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

The anti-sore cream didn’t work that well, so tried GP’s antifungal cream for my lips Feb 28th, then Mar 1st tea tree oil cream.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Feb 7th: Most bloods (like B2, phosphate and protein) are better, but still keeping those going, biotin and manganese too high.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 72'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 0x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 1x3’, daylight lamp/sun 4x5’, plantar/calf stretch 2x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 1’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 1x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
EVERYTHING DELAYED AGAIN, BUT NOT WORRYING. JUST KEEPING AT IT.
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #592 Not bad, getting better, going thru memos, got all important things today done, and lots of unimportant things, but still not managing to get my schedule earlier…
Reasons to be cheerful #634 All the simplifcations are liberating and nice for the eye and the body.
Simplified #25 Socks (5 pairs) always off/on before long johns.
Simplified #26 Electronics, meds & papers all one shelf.
Simplified #27 Relegating all old/non-organic clothes now.
Simplified #28 So easy to do supps at my high bar table in a big tub better for back and much easier to keep clean.
Simplified #29 Having re-arranged and simplified 2 "complete"rooms is spawning many more ideas too many to mention… -

Click for links to jab side effects, foods, blog references, e.g. abbreviations, & guideline for symptom tracking & trigger hunting

2023-03-03, Friday - Energy (slow) 16%

Increasing the antihistamine again, cos of the long sleep breaks - not sure where/how I’ll land with that.
Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th. Maybe I need to gulp something between difficult foods, too.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Gulp supps better, and carrots. (:x:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) :x:
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +0 headache. Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10-20%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (84%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 0 (0%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nausea, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 5h37, up 4x (2h08), deep ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/2 (cos too little sleep) ✅. Nostrils ?20% stuffy ?20% of the night. Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3? teeth? cold shower? p0? Sleep 0:40- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:29 59’ (3x) 80%/2/15% 2p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air0 A4 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB#0 (listening to Karen Carpenter :heart_eyes_cat: :heavy_heart_exclamation: :face_holding_back_tears: ) - p0, awake → FCS#1
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
3:35 10’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB#1 (dream of worms due to finding 2 maggot nests) and added clothes
(nostril/s5/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
4:35 20’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A6:0 plugs0 cream/ gel0 (Carpenter)
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat5% stools0 loose%)
6:45 40’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’, cough0 deep/ air/ A6:0 plugs0->/ cream/ gel0 6, sore throat from added clothes. Calendula. ideas.
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous5% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat25% stools0 loose%)
-8:25 B1-4 10‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’, cough0 deep/ A6:0 plugs/->0 cream gel0, sore throat from added clothes. ideas.
(nostril/s20/0% nauseous5% stomach0% sinuses0% headache0% sore throat25% stools0 loose%)
Sum: 8h25-40-(58+10+20+40=)2h08 = 7h45-2h08 = 5h37, up 4x (2h08), deep

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 1:2, but easy (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works normally and seemed to today, but a bit of parsnip after carrot, both chewed well, did get stuck or maybe both, so after 20’ of massager I got it back up, hurt too much and long :x:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. :white_check_mark:. Lips still red inflamed, pressed to white, I thought better, but my wife’s looks told me: no (:x:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Mar 3rd 18:45 aura, praps cos of too short sleep. Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antifungal cream for lips first, then preferred a tea tree oil cream, see how that goes instead. Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th, since March 1st halved, so 5mg. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th, March 2nd after some days with a bit more I used a small speck this morning. Results from bloods on Feb 7th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll not order them, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, found a hidden bottle, then I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

The anti-sore cream didn’t work that well, so tried GP’s antifungal cream for my lips Feb 28th, then Mar 1st tea tree oil cream.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Feb 7th: Most bloods (like B2, phosphate and protein) are better, but still keeping those going, biotin and manganese too high.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 109' - block meant long massager.

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 10x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 5x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 7x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 1x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
ESOPHAGUS BLOCK DESTROYED GOOD SCHEDULE INTENTIONS…
CONFUSED IN THE EVENING THAT I’D DOUBLED SOME SUPPS; BUT I SEEMED TO FIND MOST OF THE ONES CONCERNED OUT AND THE REST DIDN’T CAUSE PROBLEMS. HALF ARE WHITE POWDER, MOST HARD TO DISTINGUISH ONCE IN CAPSULES.
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: Pointed to a deeper connection saying that cold showering is calming the vagus nerve, https://www.selfmatters.ca/post/the-vagus-nerve-the-key-to-calming-a-wigged-out-autonomic-nervous-system-flight-fight-freeze. I’m not sure how well this really is studied, or if it’s just the website assuming this?
Lessons in self-care #593 Not quite as bad as the past days, but lots of things went wrong, like esophagus block and a seizure aura, bringing my schedule way out of time. How many things I now have to watch out for, just while trying to eat: the blocks, the drinking, my lips chapped and bleeding, my tooth cavity becoming clogged up and inflamed and bleeding…
Reasons to be cheerful #635 Great getting more and more done, and prioritizing fairly well now.
Simplified #30 Simplifying work (bar) table shelves and supps there more and more, confusing at first, because I keep simplifying more and more, but once I get the hang of it, it’ll be brilliant, I can already see.

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2023-03-04, Saturday - Energy (slow) 16%

Sleep 90% / Feeling 80%-ish / nausea 0%, fog 10%

New Habits: Click for details of the 4 I'm still working on. Last change Jan 14th, plus repeating "gulp supps better" since Feb 27th, and adding "and a gulp after carrots" Mar 3rd.

:ambulance: Bed 23:30-8:30/9:00. :x:
:ambulance: Gulp supps better, and a gulp after carrots. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Note thoughts and emotions (ACT) (:x:)
:ambulance: More leg stretches. (:white_check_mark:)
:ambulance: Cold foods out of fridge 2h earlier than eating. (:white_check_mark:)

Today's FM symptoms unchanged from WPI 11 & SSS 9, except....: SSS +1 = 10 = slight sinus headache off and on all night and day. Adjusted basic stiffness to st3 = 30% since Feb 24th 2023 (click for details)

Today’s symptoms sorted by the ACR 2016 criteria

Widespread pain, WPI = 11 of 19 areas: limb-Ache 8 (10%, stiff 30%) + spine-pain 3 (10%), shoulder-girdles/hips 0 chest / abdomen / jaw 0
Symptom severity, SSS = severity 9 of 12: Fatigue 3 (86%), insomnia 3 (10%), fog 2 (10%), headache 1 (0-20%), GI 1 (10%), depression 0

Triggers & resulting Symptoms

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) causing MCAS / histamine problems, esp. energy narrowed to (10-)15-20%, decreased to mostly 10-15% in January. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20....Energy up to 20% from T4.

JAB#3 (on Nov 7th) → MCAS / histamine since end of Dec: 15-20% energy for under 45’, then white lips & pale face. But if I keep strain down to ‘half speed’ (70%) I can push on thru for hours - with a few breaks and lots of task-switching. Not that much specifically histaminey problems since end of Dec, occasionally sinuses and nause+a, no more ill ache. Usually white lips & face 30%, and some sliding instead of walking indoors 10%, bit more cold intolerance 30% (long johns 24/7, 2 thick duvets at night). From Jan on, bit warmer (5-12° C), I’ve swapped long johns for a 2nd pair of pyjama trousers at night and when I’m pretty active at daytime sometimes no long johns, but when out slow cycling/walking. And don’t need hot water bottles any more, whether I can manage a cold shower (usually) or not.
Development summarized: Down: Nov 17th - Dec 1st, worst 17th-18th, best 20th & 29th. Up: Dec 2nd-6th, Down 7th-8th, Up: 9th-14th, best 13th-14th: Winning easily 4:0, and slow energy for 4h! Down: 15th-21st 7 days, Up 22nd to 24th winning roughly 3:1, Unsure: 25th-31st: TT 2:2 or no play possible: 25th 2:2(?), (26th 0), 27th: 2:2, (28th 0 - ordered supps, not cellar), Down: 1st-2nd, 4th. Up: 3rd, 5th. Both: 6th-11th - sinuses, tongue, lips, runny, DAO helping. Cold: 12th. 13th: GI: HP supps? 14th: B3-Flushing up!? 15th: Runny nose, 16th-21st & 25th-26th…: Tongue off and on. 23rd-25th: Sore buttock (& leg) muscles like after the jabs since 23rd. 26th: Cold, pain & fatigue, energy from 18% to 10% since 19th. 27th: Bad. 28th: Bad to better. 29th: OK, considering. 30th: Foods slightly histamine-y. 31st: Still no appetite. From Feb 3rd on: 10% energy. Cold tolerance good, just not my fingertips. 8th: Bit of tongue after red beans, but OK. Feb 12th 6:00: Stronger histamine-y symptoms and stomach pang. Feb 15th: strong headache evening and night probably from red beans without DAO, praps also the sinus burning. Feb 18th: More energy for the first time. Very red lips, looking inflamed, go white when I press them together. From Feb 19th on: back down to 10% energy, everything else fairly OK, incl. at night, incl. cold tolerance, incl. fingertips, but lips’d be white if they weren’t chapped and inflamed. Feb 24th: Energy up to 14% due to specks of T4. Feb 26th: sinuses upon waking up 9:20… Energy up to 20% from T4.

Treatments: Antihistamine, and extra GABA from Nov 29th. Stopping the antihistamine at the turn of the year quickly caused sleep problems.

SLEEP (click for details): 7h23, up 4x (33') Too late, so short. Where'd the stuffy nostrils come from? ✅ ➔ Feeling 80% well, Ache 2 of 7 ✅, getting up: 80%/1 ✅. Nostrils 10-30% stuffy 100% of the night: Why? Changed basic stiffness to st3 = 30%.

A3 teeth0 cold shower p0 Sleep 0:50- Why not 21:00? 3rd # is LBU
Memos: Lower Back: short exercises, twist-stretched, yoga & hanging. massager.
1:50 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A45 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB# 0
(nostril/s10% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headsache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
3:30 8’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A5 plugs0 cream/ gel0 HWB#1
(nostril/s10% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses0% headsache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
5:25 15’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ A6 plugs0 cream/ gel0 (HWB#1) kwrist cream
(nostril/sj0/30% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses10% headsache0% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
6:40 5’ 80%/2/15% p0 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air/ plugs0->/ cream/ gel0 (HWB#1)
(nostril/s10/0% nauseous0% stomach0% sinuses15% headsache10% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
-8:46 9:00 B1-4 5‘ in sun, 80%/2/15% p1 st3 sip fw1’ cough0 deep/ air0 plugs/ cream/ gel0 (HWB#1)
(nostril/s30/0% nauseous10% stomach10% sinuses15% headsache10% sore throat0% stools0 loose%)
Sum: 8h46-50-(5+8+15+5=)33 = 7h56-33 = 7h23, up 4x (33’) Where’d the stuffy nostrils come from?

ACTIVITIES (aim: 40% energy)ACHE: 80%/2, stools ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, ➔ TT 1:4 plus 2 games (picking up 0 balls) ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:, moving, tidying up, gardening ➔ 80%/2 :white_check_mark:
ACTIONSPAINS :white_check_mark:: except GI: stools loose0% :white_check_mark:, appetite better from going back to pure veggies (:white_check_mark:), esophagus: carrots extra works :white_check_mark:, pee pain: 2xp1-2 :white_check_mark:, lower back unrest :white_check_mark:, finger tips: better. (:white_check_mark:). Lips still red inflamed, a bit better pressed to white (:x:/:white_check_mark:).

Click for details on Touch, Covid, Weather, last seizures Jan 14th & 15th, last esophagus block Feb 26th + 20th + 5th, last jaw pain praps Jan 30th.

Touch: :white_check_mark: Covid: :white_check_mark: Weather: Indoors :white_check_mark: Outdoors :white_check_mark:. Daylight lamp regularly on.
Last focal seizures: Jan 15th 10:40 (from a pee urge, only 2nd “wave”). Jan 14th 23:58 (no trigger, praps missing out on .6g GABA Friday). Jan 5th (after being scolded for being hyper). Dec 11th: 1x. Nov 21st: 2x.
Last esophagus blocks: Feb 26th: midday: block not waiting long enough with muesli after supps. Feb 20th eve: block from I think carrots resolved with massager. Feb 5th: From C-supps. Jan 19th: Sometimes do use massager a while to make sure. Jan 17th: I can take my B supps and then go to bed again atm. Jan 8th: Block after evening supps, maybe from twisting. Jan 7th: Testing if twisting before, while & after pills & food increases esophagus blocks Jan 6th: Slight blocks. Jan 5th: Medium block in evening. About 5x small blocks from pills around end of the year. Dec (20th, 15th) 11th (9th,) 1st, Nov 30th 2x, 29th 2x, (28th,) 24th, 22nd, 20th. Powder blocks in funnel if it’s too much in one go…
Jaw: Hardly & seldom pain since Nov. A bit more in Jan. Jan 6th: Slightly psychosomatic from memory of a painful time. Jan 10th: A bit after tooth cleaning. After: regularly a little bit, 1-2x/d. Better since improving tooth care again and giving that side of the jaw a rest from chewing for a few days from Feb on.

Treatments

Click for details: Antifungal cream for lips first, then preferred a tea tree oil cream, see how that goes instead. Antihistamine again evening of Feb 27th, since March 1st halved, so 5mg. T4 for thyroid, starting Feb 24th, March 2nd after some days with a bit more I used a small speck this morning, praps 1%. Results from bloods on Feb 7th: biotin and manganese too high, so I'll not order them, LDH & homocysteine slightly too high, so I'll check, Ω3 much too low, found a hidden bottle, then I'll order it again soon. Not re-starting Chinese acupuncture or cryotherapy and/or acupressure after unsuccessful/harmful last sessions.

The anti-sore cream didn’t work that well, so tried GP’s antifungal cream for my lips Feb 28th, then Mar 1st tea tree oil cream.
GP prescribed T4 Feb 23rd to try. Day #4 bit more than the days before: Slower energy, histamine-y sinuses and frontal headache.
Bloods at cardio Feb 7th: Most bloods (like B2, phosphate and protein) are better, but still keeping those going, biotin and manganese too high.

SELF-PHYSIO (click for details): 97'

white_check_mark: airing 5x2’, cold shower 1x(10’), cream/oil fc/ey/hd/ft 12x1’, teeth 2x2’, HWB 1x3’, breath exercises 8x1’, Y. Nidra 0’, massage gun 0x3’, daylight lamp/sun 6x5’, plantar/calf stretch 3x1’, acupressure 0x1’, palpate 0’, belly 3’, back 10’, !!aloe vera 0x1’, twist-stretch 1x1’, yoga/stretching 1x1’, hang 2x1’. wart x1.
Combine: next?
:x: hunchback-pillow 0’. neck 1+ x1’, RR: 0, neck 2 0x1’, workout 7’, horse stance 1’, balance roll standing 5’, breath-hold 12’, jolt-jump 1’, marionette-hang 1’, shaking dance 1’, bent leg fall 1’.

Supps Jan 8th (48 supps): Supp costs: 466€/m (8th) + 16€/m for empty capsules = 482€/m: Jan 11th: Still to get MSM, manganese, E as tocotrienol and my silymarin again. Yet to try: Creatine? ATP again, encapsulated, for phosphate?? Click for details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs.

ZERO now: Arg, alpha-GPC 1x150mg, fisetin: 0x196mg, huperzia A, mumijo, NAC 1*.5g, NADH, psyllium (Ps), Ribose, Serrapeptase, Zinc, P5P (= vit. B6) 0x27mg (high).

REGULAR as of Jan 8th (48 supps): (R-)ALA .2g, aloe vera juice 50+ml/d, apigenin 1x50mg, vit. B2 6x600mg, vit. B3/Nia 6x0.6=3.6g, vit. B5/Panto: 3x.5g vit. B12 (methyl-C) 1x5mg/4m s.c., AND B12 1x0.2mg (all 3 good types) WITH vit. B9/5-MTHF 1x0.4mg, vit. C 2x3x.5g, L-carnitine (Cr) 8x0.6g, copper (Cu) 1x2mg, vit. D3 20.000 IE = 500mcg, WITH vit. K2 (MK7) 200mcg, DAO before meals, EGCg 1x(50%, incl. L-theanine?).5g, ellagic Acid (Ell) 2x.2g (+43mg vit. C), eleuthero (eleu) 2x4,5mg, feverfew (fev) 3x.4g WITH 3x.2g MSM, GABA (Ga): 4x0.3g+2x.6g=2.4g, ginkgo (Gi) 3x168mg, (L-)glutamin (gltm, glu): 2x0.6g, glutathione (gltt) 1x250mg, honokiol (Hon) (2%)x2x.4g=16mg, luteolin 1x.2g, magnesium glycinate (mag gly) 2x50mg, mag malate (mag mal) 0x45mg, mag threonate (mag threo) 2x50g, monkfruit 0.1g, myo-inositol 1x1g/1!d, olive leaf extract (oli) 2x.75, Ω3 1x5mg, passiflora (Pf) 3x.35g, Levagen±PEA 1x0.3g, pine bark (pin) 2x.5g, PQQ 1, CoQ10 (Q10)(ubn) 1x.1g, quercetin (Qc) 4x.5g, resveratrol (Rs) (50%) 2x.4g, rhodiola (Ro) 2x.35g, rutin (ru): 1x522. SAM-e (Sa) 2x.1g, Selenium 1x.2mg, Silymarin (Sil) (80%) 1x.5g (+83mg L-cholin), (L-)theanine (The) 1x.2g (+.15g polyphenols) (next 2x0.1mg), TMG: 6x0.6=3.6g (as much as B3). Plus rupatadine/Rupafin 1x/d since jab#3 Nov. Plus practitioners recommendations: #1) masterwort / Imperatoria ostruthium, #2) Hexacyl (Sulphur D4, Lycopodium Ø, Berberis Ø), #3) add Steirocall comp. (for “arthrosis” & bones) (& umckaloabo). Not at all sure about any of these, after 3 weeks of Hexacyl, #4 bitter herbs when Hexacyl bottle is finished, #5 more B5 now, #6 “glutathione activator” → upping MSM, selenium, and have asked if manganese and vit. E are important. #7 Pro Mucosa: added Hericium, can’t increase glutamine, asked back about ficin and biotin, #8 Chlorella, #9 B9 as 5-MTHF for homocysteine.

What-when-details: Updated Jan 8th.
3 LATER!
“16:00” preparing pills
“18:15” A1 PF#1, 2x threo., Lut, Qc#1.
5’ “empty time” = to see if I need worry time.
“18:30” myo-inositol + teeth
“19:30” A2=12+1 2xvB2#1 2xvB3 vB5#1 2Cr#1, PF#2, Cu, .3gGABA CoQ10 (oil) &! Se, 2xTMG#1. Meal: 1PQQ, 5ml Ω3 & Hon#1. monkfruit.
Meal 20: ’ +xylitol. Back exercises. Soak seeds. aloe.
“20:30” pre-A3 agigenin 1h before bedtime + teeth
“20:30” chamomile
“21:00” A3 PF#3 0.3gGABA & .6glu & Qc#2 Hon#2 + 1 Rupafin or A2
“2:00” A4 300mg GABA + teeth
“4:00” +0.25 GABA
B=11/ ’ in sun/lamp “07:00” ALA, Ro#1, Qc#3 Rs#1 2xSAM-e EGCg + Fev/MSM#1 + Sily +2The.
Back exercises.
Soak Soak pumpkin seeds & almonds.
Teeth.
Meal ’ in sun/lamp. aloe.
’ in sun/lamp C=23/ with meal: 2xB2#2 2xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 .6GABA#4, gink#1, Oli#1 pine bark#1 2xTMG#2 2xEleu 2gly PEA Rutin = 23. (vit.D3 1/wk)
xylitol
teeth
“11:00” D1(0) + Teeth (+2h/) Ellag#1, Fev/MSM#2, gi#2.
“14:00” 0 Meal ’ in sun +aloe
“14:15” D=15/ ’ in sun vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3Cr#3, .6GABA#5, gink#3 Oli#2, pine#2, TMG#3
xylitol
teeth
“16:00” preparing pills: 5x to encapsulate.
E “17:00” (“meal/acids+2h”) Ellag#2, Fev/MSM#3 Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2.
A1 “18:00”
myo-inositol
Eat + aloe + PQQ+Ω3 if not earlier.
A2 + apigenin & heating down
(B12 s.c.: 2022-11-04, 2022-04-10, 2022-01-10: B12 5mg methylcobalamin s.c.)
eve:

The day's supp-compartments (8', plus 10' making capsules), Jan 8th

Pf: A1+A2+A3, vB2: 2A,2C,2D. vB3: 2A,2C,2D. vB5: A,C,D. vC:0A+3C+3D 8Cr: 2A+3C+3D, Ell: D0+E. Fev/MSM: B,D0. Ga 4-5x: a2,a3,a4,C,D, Gi: C,D0,D Glutathione: B. Hon:A2.A3. Oliv: C,D. pine: C,D. Qc: A1.A3.B.E Ro:B,D Rs:B,D SINGLE: A1: 0xMgMal, luteolin. 2MgThreo. myo-inositol (15’ before meal 1x/(2)d) A2: Cu (separate from P5P etc.!)+0P5+1xQ10 (->ubiquinone <150mg/d! atm ubiquinol), 1xSe. (A2:Ω/Pq:meal, A3: apigenin) A3: Glutamin (0c1), B (or C): ALA, EGCg, 2xeleu, , Ru, 2 Sa, Sily, 2Th, C: 2 Gly, PEA, DAO before risky meals? monkfruit usually evenings, aloe vera. D3 saturdays. (A2:0Se, up soon)
TALLIES Jan 9th: correct?
A1=6+1 Pf#1 Qc1#1, Lut, 2 MgThreo, + myo-inositol + (DAO?)
A2=16 2vB2#1 "2"xvB3, vB5#1, 2xCr#1, Cu, Pf#2, Ga#1, Hon#1, Q10, Se, 2TMG#1 + Rup. = 16
+Ω3/PQQ/aloe +monkfruit +apigenin 16(+5) -1 vB5 = 15.
A3=5 Pf#3, Ga#1, Gltm, Hon#2, Qc#3
A4=1 Ga, A5=1 Ga#2
B=11 ALA, EGCg, Fev/MSM#1, Glutt, Qc#3, Ro#1, Rs#2, 2xSa, 2Th, Sily (DAO?) = 11/
C=22 2vB2#2 "2"xvB3#2 vB5#2 3xvC#1 3xCr#2 Ga#4 Gi#2 Ol#1 Pin#1 TMG#2 2xEleu 2xMgGly PEA Rut = 22 - vB5 = 21.
D0=2 Ell, Fev/MSM#2, Gi, + (DAO?)
D=15 2vB2#3 "2"vB3#3 vB5#3 3xvC#2 3xCr#3 Ga#5 Gi#3 Ol#2 Pin#2 TMG#3 Fev/MSM#2
25th: -vB5#3: so only 14/
E=4 Ell, Qc#4, Ro#2, Rs#2. Fev/MSM#3
B12 4-monthly, D3 Saturdays.

Development

‘Research’ today: No.
Lessons in self-care #594 Pushed on very slowly all day, even during TT, that’s why I lost .
Reasons to be cheerful #636 Put my main to do papers in a motivating box with dolphins jumping on it.
Simplified #31 My whole room and papers.

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