2021-08-11, Wednesday - I’ve been “poisoning” myself with old linseed oil for a week or two…
Found while researching about how to balance serotonin and dopamine etc. - which is a bit more complicated than I’ve been hoping, altho I’d already guessed it, e.g. theanine increases dopamine, unclear what it does to serotonin, and taurine works selectively. It’s not the case of only increasing one at a same time, due to interactions, so it’s mainly up to my artistic improvisatory talents …
based on tons of research
or luck
and problems
that crop up
Found lots of new detailed GABA info, incl. FM, the part of bad sleep in the vicious cycle, microbiome, seizures, (stiff man syndrome…), needing Mg, Zn, B6:
His general ideas (food, lifestyle) is what I already do to 100%.
His supps also pretty much: GABA, magnesium glutamine, theanine, and taurine in the pipeline, tried B & probiotics without any difference at all. For Mg he recommends threonate, but that has GI sfx.
He suggests only 100-200mg of GABA, theanine 1-x2100-200mg, about what I’m taking now (400mg). but increases glutamine from 4g!-12g!!! Taurine 1-2x300-600mg,
He quotes all sources, is a functional doc, recommending keto diet. And he sells stuff.
The comments under the article partly contradict what he says, interesting for instance
MathiasH June 7, 2018 says GABA make him more compulsive, traps him in what he is doing, which is what I do experience at the moment, but thought it’s me, also I can stop if I really want/need.
Terry April 23, 2018 at 7:47 pm started with 1500mg GABA decreasing.
Dan February 10, 2019 at 5:53 am uses 3x750mg = 2250 GABA!
Time to praps to decrease or stop: 3 months to 2 years…
Magnesium types: What Is The Best Magnesium Supplement? - DrJockers.com
Chris April 14, 2021 at 7:24 pm: Building up a tolerance/habituation to GABA, so higher doses nec. is unclear (elsewhere the other way round)
Dr. Jockers April 29, 2021 at 8:17 am: at least 200-300 mg of magnesium – 2-3x daily. Take 20-30 mg of zinc – 2x daily with meals and take 50mg of P-5-P form of B6 daily.
Confused by his dosages I wrote a comment there today, isn’t visible yet, let’s see…
Triggers & resulting Symptoms
SLEEP: 8h56, up 4x (45'), 0 doze ↔️ Feeling 90% well, Ache 1 of 7 ✅, 80/2 till FCS#2, 90/2 waking up with energy & motivation to move, but achy-stiff a bit
1+2x2 Mg & 2x Passiflora & Ω3 at meal 20:00, 600mg GABA & 500 Glutamine & 300 theanine 22:30.
FCS#1 22:50-
1:23 9’ 80%/2 p1 drink fw4’
2:44 4’ 80%/2 p1 drink fw2’ +400mg capsule GABA
4:34 25’ 80%/2 had woken up 2x without getting up, but realized now, that my back was getting worse due to that. So that’ll be one of the problems as I’d always thought. Not directly pain, but unrest going there. Wdnt matter if I really cd sleep thru deeply, but that’d probly be too much to expect under those circumstances. fw12’
FCS#2 90%/1 shdve done that straight away, shd do it more often? (then 30’’, not 60’’). No ear plugs nec up to now due to going to bed later & it not being weekend, but best in now. drink for stomach and mouth! Mouth sore, not throat → Marigold. p0. Was wondering whether the FCS was too late, but woke up having dreamt intensely about having to fan support Madonna on a club concert, because no-one else had come, my mum had asked me to, cos she had become befriended with her, but some guys wanted to improve my bike, which I actually didn’t want improved (that’s real), not having the bike I had to keep running to and fro between the bike people and the Madonna concert, and these guys then misunderstood that I wanted the bike back and started wanting to get the guitars out to jam with me…
7:05 7’ p0! fw5’ drink
8:31 deep again
p0 th drink Gastritol fw1’ FCS#2?
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Sum: 1h10+8h31-(9+4+25+7=)45’= 9h41-45’=8h56, up 4x (45’), 0 doze.
ACTIVITIES➔ACHE: grandchild ➔ ?90%/1 ✅, still stiff sometimes trying to get up off the slide on the playground...
Cycling 5+5… =’
ACTIONS➔PAINS: Bladder: Drinking earlier?? yesterday seems to have helped, not so thirsty at night. ✅ GI: good at night, only a bit of burning, drinking enough; despite an apple and cashew joghurt with citric acid in the evening ✅. 2 FCS (30'' + 60'') do strain my dry skin, altho they're only so short. ❌ Praps I cd try the best of creams again, altho they used to make it worse. 🧐 Lying too long in one or several stints did seem a problem like every time I try it. Talking was OK, standing too, sitting hurts quite a lot today. Upper back's a bit of problem due to not twist-stretch sitting enough: improve that.
standing, sitting, Talking:
Treatments
SELF-PHYSIO: 77' ✅, fibro-work 6h?
Timing, AuTr 10’, hunchback-pillow 20’, cold shower 2x(10’), palpate 1’, belly 3’, back 11’, twist-stretch 2’, HWB 3’, yoga 6’, thumbnails 2x30’’.
workout 7’, gums 2x30’’, neck 1+ ‘, neck 2 1’, V ‘, loins 1’, marionette-hang 1’, breath-hold 11’, shaking dance 1’, RR x2’’
*Fibro-work: Night: + *
THERAPIES: Moveability OK...
Acupressure / Therapy, Doc/Diagnoses ?
Acupressure 2h Tues & 2h Fri:
SUPPS:Good ✅, still too stiff tho..❌✅. GI ✅ (?↗ ↘). Found out while researching that I've been "poisoning" myself with old linseed oil the last two weeks, thrown 5 bottles I'd forgotten a year ago away now; was wondering how bitter some types are... Stick to canola oil now. OK I cd get it out again & use it to rub into wooden furniture, if it doesn't smell too much.
2x400mg Mg malate, 0x500mg Mg glycinate, 2+1x290mg passiflora,
600+300mg GABA,
0mg L-glutamine,
200mg theanine:
Development
Lessons in self-care #54 More careful with old food, keep it fresh.
Reasons to be cheerful #52 Pretty fun day, altho a bit obsessive/compulsive…
Abbreviations & explanations
Entries start with night meds & sleep, before triggers/symptoms & treatments, because the “night before” is vital. So Fri-day starts with Thursday night, the night before Friday.
Pain "7" = crying (/out) point; my 1 is others 2-3, and due to pacing/treatments
My wife says my 7 is other people’s 12. 1 is probably 2-3. Due to pacing, keeping work down to 25% (12h/wk) and all my treatments (acupressure, GABA) and physio self-treatments I manage to keep getting my pains & Ache down quickly. 3 usually means the Ache, not pains; these I address individually, often automatically and on the fly now, e.g. twist-stretching everything or something specific after getting up.
TIME DATA, e.g. ' = mins, h = hours, 18:10:40', date YYYY-MM-DD
’ = mins = minutes, ‘’ = secs = seconds, h is hours as time length, 3h is 3 hours long, 3:00 is 3am, 15:00 is 3pm. 18:10:40’ means 40 minutes, starting at 18:10, = 10 minutes past 6pm up to 10 to 7pm. The date is the logical digital standard: YYYY-MM-DD.
SLEEP: slp, w, lbu/LBU, RLS, p, i
slp = sleep; reasons for getting up: w = (a)wake, lbu/LBU: lower back unrest (‘RLS’?), p: pee, p2: pain 2 of 7 before peeing, i: ideas.
ACTIVITIES: TT, e.g. "5:1"
TT = table tennis, 5:1 = score, usually showing how well I’m feeling: energy, relaxedness & alertness if the first number is much higher than the second.
SUPPS: supplements (as opposed to herbs & meds). Fx: Effects. Sfx: Side effects.
SELF-TREATMENTS (about everything else...)
The self-treatments listed are only things that I’m spotlighting & rewarding myself for at the mo by counting them; much of what I do at night is self-treatment to get back to sleep or alleviate (1-2h/d), certain regular movements at daytime, like twist-stretching (30’), writing this blog is self-treatment (30’-60’/d), and the further fibro-work is an indirect form.
Self treatments are usually preventative or always have the same positive effect (e.g. cold showering improves Ache and sleep) - at least I do them for that - and I use “” to show what I’m doing to alleviate something and mark it off in the details “
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” whether it works well enough for a time or doesn’t’, e.g. Ache
cold fast shower “
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fw = fibro-work, meaning reading and writing this blog, the reference base, on 4 fibro-forums and researching fibro-stuff on the web.
AuTr = Autogenic Training (usually to actively get - back - to sleep, so counting it as sleep and AuTr…),
cold/FCS = Flash Cold Shower (20’’-60’’) , I count it as 10’ tho. At night with ear plugs & all lights off.
breath-hold/WHM-B-H = Wim Hof Method Breath-Holding,
Neck 1 is stretching top right to bottom left, vice versa & sky/ground, neck “1+” is stretching far further diagonally downwards, neck 2 is pressing my head against my hand “without moving”, left right and front.
loins = loins/groin = stretching the ligaments there.
ex = exercises
HWB = Hot water bottle,
RR = bp = blood pressure (Riva Rocci), plus pulse. Used to be normal, plus sometimes white coat syndrome, went up since fibro, seems to have gone down again, but I’m still sort of on meds, candesartan 16mg, instead of 8mg plus lercanidipine, cos I saw that c. has less side effects.
“V” for loins = lie on back, legs up and let legs fall to sides;
twist-stretching more for the loins
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