JayCS’s Fibro Blog

[JayCS]

2024-07-24 Wednesday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg Jun 20th-Jul11th 1.5mg () for usable energy = 14% (), energy profile from ‘very slow’ more to ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3 (/), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ (). LDN energy makes (made) me overestimate myself.
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 17th: Still more setbacks than progress. “Pee exhaustion” seems analogue / simultaneous to pee pain, even tho I’ve overcome that with GABA.
• Creatine 5mg from 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8.
• Last focal seizure: Jun 29th (2) (+9d ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: blog, pigs '‘. QCS at 10:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… Nice that a blackbird regularly sings next to the glass containers.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

For art’s sake a Blue?Tit flying off, blurred

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-90% (❌), TT 0:3 close ➔ 1:3 easy, praps cos I always have more leaves on my side than my mate, cos I leave them, whilst my mate brushes off more and more (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4: cycle walk 30’ nauseous, bladder pressure (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 86% ❌ and sleep 8h20 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h20, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:20-7:53 4’5’4’‘, 0 deep doze. Sum: h40+7h53-(x5’=)13’ = 8h33-13’ = 8h20.
23:20- after q6 and back, screen curfew OK at first, but 15-30’ at end as often.
1:40 1st
3:41 2nd putting out tape for any dawn song.
5:23 3rd fell over to left
7:53 up with plugs & mask, see if I can still catch swifts. There, but to the north.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered ('20%'). Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 12:43 After telling my wife how exhausting peeing is, I watched out and felt it, muscular, in the same moment as I’d feel pain if I didn’t take GABA. 12:46 wondering if worse sleep from the middle on is from believing I don’t need apigenin before bed, so will take it regularly now. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 (Jun 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun
20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
12:59 LDN energy makes me overestimate myself, in this case grass, shop, camera and then seeing some moss to gather, my bike slowly fell over, so was knackered before I started out, not clever.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)

• realised my rough hawksbeard is smooth hawksbeard…
• took off the dry leaves from the compass plant/lettuce that had fallen over twice, so the flowers can still seed, doing so with my bare hands I got pricks from the leaves, so that made me want to call it prick lettuce like in German.

b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great Tits & BlueTits , Magpies 2-3 , Wren , Chiffchaff . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 12 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-!6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 0x/d.
*Latest / earliest robin or blackbird song: Late 0, early 5:06 a young blackbird’s short squeak on the tape, 0 else, not even scolding, so deleted.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often Chaffinch , Great Woodpeckers 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 11:31 GreatTits like often squeaking around in the yew near the feeding boxes
• 11:32 sound like young blackbird, & wife’d seen one too
• 11:46 wren song, maybe saw one, at least small & brown 12:11 wren 3x, Tits
• 13:05 Blackbird next to glass containers singing again, and a little robin near. 13:15 2 robins in the bushes hopping to and fro, blackbird realising I’m watching came down singing and stopped. GreatTits too.
• 17:18 a regular high ticking from my neighbour I thought was a bike wheel turning, but later my wife told me they’re on holiday, so it may be a bird after all.
• 18:50 blackbird scolding 2’, 19:13 >5’, robin chimed in, shows they’re still all there, hiding.
• 20:14 green woodpecker and chaffinch on evening cycle-walk, saw robin, heard swift, woodpecker on way home too.
• 21:48 6 swifts, blackbirds flying to and fro, robin on pavilion, cat walked in garden I threw a stone at, cos of the baby birds still around.
• 22:02 last swift cry, jacks went to bed early today.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel in cornel cherry )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())

• 13:38 solved the mystery of a few electric guitar chords ringing out in the neighbourhood once in a while: A guitar shop near us had the door open whilst I came past. Always like to know and understand things, esp. around me.
• 21:48 wife described the book I gave her and she’s now reading.

f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain ().)

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[JayCS]

2024-07-25 Thursday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg Jun 20th-Jul11th 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile from ‘very slow’ more to ‘slow’ /(), TT 2:2 ()/(), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 17th: Still more setbacks than progress. July 28th: Progress, I’m managing to play 4 games of TT every time, but no way more, and winning more than I lose, again.
• Creatine 5mg from 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8.
• Last focal seizure: Jun 29th (2) (+9d ). Good going!
• Sleep: Screen curfew late: 21:00 , late bed cos of: late cos of garden, wife wanted to talk, play skip-bo, listen in to a few old music tracks together. Looked at insects again late, altho I’d done photos till 9. '‘. QCS at 10:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… Swifts.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness
Loads of swifts (and a new spider).

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌) 13:20 10’ talking about garden knackered me, so couldn’t do much in the garden, music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-90% (❌), TT 2:2 12:15 winning 2nd and 4th game easily, so maybe 1 side was better for me? (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h47 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h47, mostly deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:38-7:50 19+3+3’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h+h-(x5’=)’ = 8h12-25’ = 7h47.
23:38 late cos of garden, wife wanted to talk, play, listen to music. Looked at insects again late, altho I’d done photos till 9.
2:15-34 19’ q6
4:16 3’, tape out
6:10 3’ plugs + mask now, longsleeve cos of sore throat, green woodpecker screeching just before I ended the recording
-7:50 after deep dozing, praps better always to close windows at 5, cos I’m often not deep asleep.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered ('20%'). Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 (Jun 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun
20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Praps better always to close windows at 5, cos I’m often not deep asleep after that, plugs aren’t enough

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)

b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great Tits & BlueTits , Magpies 2-3 , Wren , Chiffchaff . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 20 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-!6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 0x/d (why??).
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, 5h26-27+54+57 Wren 5h49 pigeons 5h55 jacks. Not picked up by tape at 6h10: the green woodpecker.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often Chaffinch , Great Woodpeckers 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 8:10 12 swifts
• 13:20 robin, young blackbird
• VN-20240726-041706

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel in cornel cherry )
Bats () Bank vole(s) . Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

• 13:20 bank vole wanting to come back under the veranda was irritated when I tried to reach for the camera.
• 16:43 2 young blackbirds at the back of the garden, so didn’t move around too much, robin visited me again, looked at me, asking me why I’m playing woodpigeons calls
• 20:13 green woodpecker in our garden somewhere.
• 21:44 evening bedtime scolding from blackbird on pavilion, cherry, street, then robin took over.
• 6:10 green woodpecker screeching just before I ended the recording

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain slightly better ().)

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[JayCS]

2024-07-26 Friday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg Jun 20th-Jul11th 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile from ‘very slow’ more to ‘slow’ /(), TT 3:1 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 17th: Still more setbacks than progress.
• Creatine 5mg from 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8.
• Last focal seizure: Jun 29th (2) (+9d ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: mainly wife late home from a day-trip, but also blog '‘. QCS at 3:40 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: Building on what I said yesterday about the 30% energy, it’s this nimbleness and easy movement which I experience on the one hand, but the brakes are on the whole time, and as soon as I go a bit faster, the brakes crunch in harder.
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Dronefly on golden ragwort

Buzzard crying out 20m above the garden,

…but this woodpigeon is not impressed, unlike the ones when he came again.

Like Sterictiphora angelicae, but with black legs

Grey heron at our lake

and chaffinch

Invasive, but pretty, the BMSB:

Sunflower on balcony

Young woodpigeon in the berries again

One of quite a few single swift pics again

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' 15:19 Met up with 2 remaining mates after they’d met, cos I was too late, but 5’ talking heck of a strain ➔ 80%/5 ❌, music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), 11:55 TT 3:1, always very close, 2nd game was what I lost, strenuous, but at the same time manageable enough, strength-wise, slight balance and movement problems (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 6h33, of that 57' deep doze, all cos of boss's letter ❌ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 6h33, of that 57' deep doze ❌, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:23-7:08 4+4+15+2+3+40+4’, 15+22+15+5=57’ deep doze/NSDR. Sum: h37+7h08-(x5’=)72’ = 7h45-1h12 = 6h33, of that 57’ deep doze.
23:23 bed after waiting
1:52 4’ sleep with plugs in cos of passers-by Friday night, dreaming of identifying & uploading stuff.
3:21 4’+15’ doze
3:41 15’ break After last break, Boss’es letter popped up about how to say goodbye. Idea is simply mails. QCS
3:55 2’ break+22’ doze. Thoughts continuing, whether they should send their mails to all colleagues, but no, just to me. And prezzies if wished for: camera stuff, preferably used.
4:17 3’ break+15’ NSDR Deep dozing again, continuing with thoughts like that I don’t need ‘good wishes’, no presents brought around, now NSDR.
4:36 40’ break NSDR isn’t working, praps q6
5:14 bed after taping, q7, trying without NSDR
5:15 5’ NSDR Better NSDR, cos still wide awake
6:51 4’ break So I didn’t need much NSDR, didn’t hear much of it, it sent me off quick. Sore throat now. Phone in other room, so my 7:55 alarm doesn’t wake me.
7:08 up, cos no chance any more, looking for swifts instead.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered ('20%'). Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 (Jun 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun
20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
At 3:25 my boss’s letter popped up about what kind of a send-off would be OK. Only possibility I see is simply farewell mails, just to me.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
10:53 Lots of pots from my table tennis mate, now I need to dig up the earth for them. I’m not doing that much gardening atm.
b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great Tits & BlueTits , Magpies 2-3 , Wren a lot , Chiffchaff only in the neighbourhood . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 20 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-!6 . The others/rest quiet, slightly more visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest robin or blackbird song: Late 0, early 4:50 blackbird!
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often Chaffinch , Great Woodpeckers 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 10:14 wren this morning and now
• 11:55 wren again. 12:00 wren 5x, crow 1x 12:11 wren 2x, crow, 12:15 crow 2x, 12:17 higher crow, jack, wren, 12:41 wren singing above me, 13:27
• 12:07 3-4 jacks
• 12:41 tree climber visited me a second time, not quick enough
• 12:51 subsong, maybe robin, taped 4’ but not audible. 13:40 robin visited me, so bet he was the subsong singer
• 13:17 distant noise reminded me of a seagull, not near enough to make sure it’s a bird at all, in hindsight it might well have been the buzzard.
• 17:17 first buried juvenile swift I found on the street.
• 17:17 raptor! 20m above, hadn’t turned the zoom above. Turned out to have been a buzzard, pretty sure. Again 18:39 2 woodpigeons scarpered and I saw the raptor was back, only 10m above garden, scarpered upstairs, but too shaky for a good picture. 19:16 woodpigeons calm,
• 17:17 on the way to getting grass the glass container blackbird was singing, and female foraging in grass. 17:20 blackcap short song 18:07 chaffinch in bush behind sea. 18:19 1-2 blackcaps between sea and pond, robin (or wren) scolding, chaffinch rain call.
• 19:16 jack and magpie call interplay on roof was cute, took pics of them together.
• 21:55 swift pics didn’t work too well, so another camera rabbit-hole.
• 4:51 Amsel Scold Sing

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel in cornel cherry )
Bats 2: Bank vole(s) (0). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)
Foggies: (Body (). Brain ().) Very changeable all these days.

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[JayCS]

Blog delays again cos of so many photos atm: 5500 on the 23rd is the record so far, and 2000 “today” Saturday 27th. Whittled down to 297 and 835 resp. which partly means I’m getting better, less duds, altho duds are ‘normal’.

2024-07-27 Saturday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg Jun 20th-Jul11th 1.5mg () for usable energy = 16% (), energy profile from ‘very slow’ more to ‘slow’ /(), TT 3:1 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 17th: Still more setbacks than progress. End of July: more progress than setbacks, but still always far from 20% energy. Checking pee exhaustion: Not as much as I thought.
• Creatine 5mg from 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8.
• Last focal seizure: Jun 29th (2) (+9d ).
• Sleep : Screen curfew OK , late bed cos of: wife '‘. QCS at 6:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… Goldfinch singing at 5:00! Recorded 2x. Tree climber. Wren regular, pic of the littl’un today ‘by mistake’, didn’t realise what it was. Blackbird more visible, and littl’un audible a lot, pics too. Still 12 swifts. Loads of bird pics today.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Young wren

Crow

Woodpigeons

Kestrel

Jackdaws

Magpie

!
This looks the same as above, but the tail is thinner, love those ragged wing feathers from moulting, my wife too…
IMG_25366 Magpie snip b|690x320

Moulting great tit

Young blackbird

Blackbird

Swifts

Squirrel

Brown-lipped snail

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10': 17:20 managed to meet 45' with kid, but had to lie sideways and curl myself up a bit, nauseous towards end, talking 3-4’ in between. 17:38 spoke another 10’ with an ex-ex-colleague and wife about my condition, now totally knackered, break ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), 11:20 0:1 ➔ 3:1, fairly easy, but total exhaustion, pausing after certain movements, yesterday and today various ligaments pulled a bit (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving 12:36 energy to do a few chores my wife had asked me for, 12:53 knackered from pushing thru with few breaks, 21:59 going to shop late 10' was OK ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 84% ❌ and sleep 8h38 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h38, all deep ✅, QCS at 6:00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:20-8:30 4+4+4+5+15’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h40+8h30-(x5’=)32’ = 9h10-32’ = 8h38.
23:20- bed after waiting for wife, and short photos
0:53 4’
1:49 4’ 2nd sore throat from only 3 pairs of socks, still gut pain, and left calf feels overstrained
3:13 4’
4:54 5’ blackbird, great tit, goldfinch!
6:19-6:24-6:34 15’ itch → QCS
8:30 up

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Histamine foods: 12:53 tolerating specks of marmite atm. 20g goat/cow fresh cheese (✅). 6:24 itch too much (❌): QCS. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered ('20%'). Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 22:03+1:49 gut hurting on upper left side, hope that’s not the sour apples? 14:45 peeing after sitting a while, but not as exhausting as I believed. 1:49 left calf hurts overstrained Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 (Jun 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun
20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
2nd guinea pig is losing weight quickly now, so mush for him too, but all in all still less time caring for them, cos they can both pick up ready made bits fairly well now.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)

b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great Tits & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren , Chiffchaff . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts down to 6? () Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 4:54: wren and goldfinch!
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often tree climber , Chaffinch , Green Woodpecker , song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 8:01 Green woodpecker, magpie, 6 crows crowing across the quarter
• 8:30 12 swifts max.
• 11:20 tree climber in background, as often now.
• 12:26 blackbird midi-song on neighbour’s roof. 12:36 Males chased one another. young one at back.
• 4:54 blackbird, great tit, goldfinch! (well audible on that VN, as well as dawn tape)
• 6:19 woodpigeons, tits, jacks, crows, strange noise, praps jack.
• 6:34 wren
• 8:30 heard swifts

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats (0) Bank vole(s) (0). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .) 12 buckets of rain water.
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain ().)

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2024-07-28 Sunday

Summary:

Template adjusted Jul 28th: adding “tense/jittery (),” basic energy 14% ➔ 15%, energy profile same, birds.

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3? (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5mg from July 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jun 29th (2) (+9d ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: photos '‘. QCS at 5:30 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Dronefly on Oregano

Moulting Great Tit bathing in bowl

Sunflower

Tiny orange fungus on balcony railing

Swift, 1 of I think 12 still around:

Woodpigeon flying down

Red brown squirrel

Blue Tit flying back & down

Grey heron in ditch in evening sun

Great green bush cricket

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT ? (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h37 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h37, some NSDR (✅), QCS at 5:30 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:43-8:02 3+4+35’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h+h-(x5’=)42’ = 8h19-42’ = 7h37.
23:43 bed after 30’ photo deleting
1:15 3’ deep, right wrist hurting, so massaging, sore throat, so long sleeve, bite better, doubt it’s cos I deliberately let myself get stung by stinging nettles
2:40 4’ bite still behaving, longsleeve, dry so praps gel.
5:25 closing windows, can’t hear a single bird, praps still tape? 5:33 boss thought tense so QCS, 5:48 stopping tape, hope tension during shower will ebb, put down thoughts as a note, not a mail draft, so I don’t see any mails. 5:59 NSDR in case, cos of send-off. 6:00 managing to avoid kneeling on my bite, but it is playing up a bit despite lotion.
8:02 up, didn’t even hear the alarm from the phone next to me for 5’

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. First 1:15+2:40 bite better, doubt it’s cos I deliberately let myself get stung by stinging nettles, but at 5:30 worse, so QCS, helped. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 17:42 pee exhaustion, maybe from tenseness that I might be able to influence. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 (Jun 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun
20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren , Chiffchaff . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6/12 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 4:55 almost only wren - don’t know .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often tree climber , Chaffinch , sometimes goldfinch 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 10:34+19:55 4 swifts
• 12:18 magpie
• 12:20 First thought the young blackbird’s cute call was a new Great Tit call, I corrected myself, and then my wife, too.
• 12:51 wren? Started to sing again after some stints a few hours ago.
• 12:57 robin close, visited me, unsure if the female
• 13:03 crow
• 17:17 collared dove cooed flying over, that’s a rare one, but maybe still here
• 19:59 jack homecoming
• 21:34 still swift cries, green woodpecker in between, jacks in bed, everyone quiet, even woodpigeons.
• 21:53 young blackbird came to the cherry, male too, but flew off, praps cos I pointed the camera.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

• 13:40 crickets at the front of the garden every day since last or this week, esp. when the sun’s shining.
• 21:58 bat, wife thinks pipistrel
• 22:19 2nd guinea pig content again, squeaking for more mush, after losing 100g in a week cos of his teeth awry.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
• My blog references, e.g. abbreviations, supp chart/overview
• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-07-29 Monday

Summary:

Template adjusted Jul 28th: adding “tense/jittery (),” basic energy 14% ➔ 15%, energy profile same, birds.

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 3:1 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5mg from July 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00.
• Last focal seizure: Today, Jul 29th (+30d ) - 18:43 hadn’t taken 2nd meal supps, so -0.6g GABA and -0.3g at night. Jun 29th (2) (+9d ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew 19:30, then 2x30’ later (), late bed cos of: wife (blog, pigs) '‘. QCS at 9:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness
Not much today…

Young blackbird (didn’t see that until I looked at it close-up)

Young blackbird again, scratching, one claw up, hope I’ll get that less blurred soon…

Suneyes, rose campion, horse mint:

Pearl grass-veneer

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-90% - 18:43 lips blue-ish ❌, TT 3:1 or 4:0? (“won”) (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅/❌), moving: 19:31 10’ shop with wife’s help ➔ 80%/5 ❌, balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h52 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h52, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:17-8:30 3+3+3+8+3’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h43+8h30-(x5’=)20’ = 9h12-20’ = 8h52.
23:17 bed
0:32 1st apigenin
1:13 2nd not long stint, but very deep doze if not sleep
2:15 3rd 3’
3:49 8’ cos of taking pics of a house moth, made 2 extra GABAs to catch up (took 1)
5:25 5th GABA, sunrise at 5:45, closed windows, leaving bathroom windows open so I can tape bird song
8:30 up deep windows closed, no plugs or mask, bite calmed.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 13:37 peeing slightly exhausting: after postpostural ache, then carried tray. 16:12 peeing after TT very slight pain (0.5), exhaustion OK. 15:41 Seizure in 2nd TT game cos hyper kids playing next to us, throwing bats around, then thinking they might be mate’s grandkids. Managed to calm it down during it. 1 month, so pretty good going. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jun 29th (2) (+9d ✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:

• 18:46 my wife is right I ought to take the pills into the garden with me, forgetting my meal pills probably wouldn’t have happened.
• 19:31 found it fairly amusing when a guy complained I shouldn’t be cycling on the pavement my wife bit back: not if he’s severely disabled. Afterwards she said she should have told him it’s none of his business. I don’t go into it, but personally I prefer addressing the person’s state of mind, like “get well soon”.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order July 14th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren , Chiffchaff . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: ?4:55 almost only wren ().
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often tree climber (), Chaffinch 0, sometimes goldfinch 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 17:20 young blackbird
• 21:24 juvenile ‘baby’ blackbird fed by mum, 4 swifts still crying out
• 21:28 crows a few times, single jack late-comer to the sleeping place
• 21:32 robin scolding, blackbirds: male, female and baby flying around.
• 21:49 blackbird singing regularly distant in park east since 5’ with breaks.
• VN-20240730-052609 late, only woodpigeons, incl. Goo-goore-goo

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats: pipistrel 21:40 Bank vole(s) (0). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders . Snails & slugs less .

• 16:15 neighbour saw hedgehogs In her garden yesterday. 18:41 moving behind veranda several times something rustled, pretty sure they’re under it quite often.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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More details before Aug 22nd.
Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
Biggest successes (June 18th 2023)
Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
• My blog references, e.g. abbreviations, supp chart/overview
• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-07-30 Tuesday

Summary:

Template adjusted Jul 28th: adding “tense/jittery (),” basic energy 14% ➔ 15%, energy profile same, birds.

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: 16:27 easy to start/jittery the past few weeks, things that “cross” my “path” and irritate my system, not my mind, it’s deeper, not possible to influence. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5mg from July 3rd on helped improve a bit. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep (): Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: getting guinea pig grass, wife, pigs ‘‘. QCS at 6:00 : QCS (recorded): 3’30’’ all in all, that’s in the core water 22’‘, soap 38’‘, water 21’'.
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10': 16:52 managed to listen to my wife indoors for 3h cos of problems at work, distracted myself with laptop, but that might increase jitteriness etc. ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT 1:3 12:20 only won 3rd game (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery: 16:27 easy to start/jittery the past few weeks, things that “cross” my “path” and irritate my system, not my mind, it’s deeper, not possible to influence (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h46, 30' deep doze (✅) ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h46, 30' deep doze (✅), QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:38-7:54 4+4+20’, 30’? deep doze. Sum: h22+7h54-(x5’=)20’ = 8h16-30’ = 7h46.
23:38 bed q6, pigs late, sharing pics with wife, need to talk and chill, got grass late, so not sure if I ate well.
0:42 1st
3:05 4’
5:28-35-46 20=4+5+11’ QCS cos somehow tense.
6:00 still somehow electrified, so NSDR.
7:54 didn’t hear NSDR, altho I didn’t feel as if I were sleeping, wondering if lack of apigenin, awake beforehand wondering when the alarm is gonna go.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. 11:00 Bite calmed down ✅, treating spots on right foot (✅), could nibble of nose ‘wart’ (✅). 13:03 burnt tongue from hard goat cheese my wife bought I didn’t watch out for ❌. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts (12 down the road) Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: ?5:20 almost only wren .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often tree climber 0, Chaffinch 0, sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 11:00, wren singing. 11:24 wren often in cherry loud and clear, cf. tapes
• 12:20 12 swifts down the road with raptor, maybe crow rather than buzzard, altho 11:00 0 swifts to see above garden.
• 13:09 small brown bird, praps small sparrow at door (I now think young dunnock, or the young chiffchaff that was in the Scotch broom the other day)
• 5:28 dull morning, on 5:29 tape only wren and 5:36 tape too, 5:47 jacks + pigeons.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel ) - new: crickets for the past 3 weeks
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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[JayCS]

2024-07-31 Wednesday

Summary:

Template adjusted Jul 28th: adding “tense/jittery (),” basic energy 14% ➔ 15%, energy profile same, birds.

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Tongue still burning from too much hard goat cheese. Bite on left ankle playing up. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5mg July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, blog, pigs '‘. QCS at 2:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Those were the red admiral and swift photos I took next to this Swift car down the road from us…:

And these I took in the evening at our lake. Didn’t take the grey heron seriously, as I’ve already got so many pics of him, but these are even more special - full view, including feet, reflection, and him looking as if he wanted to have that mallard duck for dinner:

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-90% ❌, TT 1:3, probably from the bad nights thinking for 1 second about work (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving: 19:00-20:00 slow cycle walk to lake ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h41 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h41, all deep ✅, QCS at 2:00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:07-8:16 4+13+6+5’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h53+8h16-(x5’=)’ = 9h09-28’ = 8h41.
23:07 bed after bit of screen
0:36 4’
2:16-29 13’ feeling bit too awake altho I was sleeping deeply, so QCS. 2:18 partly cos of bite, keeping warm clothes off
4:01 6’ without pee urge, plugs out, cos before people outside woke me. Bite on left ankle playing up again, oils. Dry throat.
4:06 tape out
5:58 5’ forgot to close windows, bite OK-ish, oils, avoiding contact
8:16 4th GABA. Plugs in all night except between 4 and 6, mask at 6.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. 13:32+17:57 tongue still burning from the hard cheese, praps something else too? 21:50 bite on left ankle from getting grass yesterday looked like nothing, but is turning red today, playing up at 4:00. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 13:59 tense while peeing, maybe a factor to influence. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care: -
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 0, Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 4:55 almost only wren .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch , sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 8:58 heard wren, blackbird, crow, saw/heard 20 jacks, woodpigeons, tits
• 13:25 heard short-toed tree creeper
• 20:00 at the lake saw/heron heron and praps young moorhen, praps young chaffinch, heard short-toed tree creeper. Heard great woodpecker while coming home.
• 21:40 heard swifts and kestrel.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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2024-08-01 Thursday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT : (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep : Altho screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs '‘. QCS at 8:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: Reduced voice notes and blog, cos the photos are taking over atm, even if there’s none today. It’s photos of course that have been delaying the blog entries as well as bed time.
• 19:50 wife says I often look like I’m gonna cry, I answered cos no mask on, but should’ve said, and corrected so that ‘no mask’ is just from relaxing fully, not that somehow my true sad self is shining thru.
• Feelings: I don’t seem to have to reflect on my feelings much. They do grab “my amygdala”, but not my mind. I spose sometimes my wife can get me down a bit, and my boss can get/keep me up, but I usually know what to do to let those feelings go, so they don’t really get to me long. Usually I can let them go immediately, occasionally I endure them a while, but without worrying.
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… Heard kestrel again, but couldn’t ‘catch’.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness
None today, 71 pics I reduced to 18, but only a spider with eggs ‘new’.
Compared to the past few days:
27th: 2000 reduced to 835
28th: 752 reduced to 518
29th: 241 to 97
30th: 684 to 205
31st: 529 to 201

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT 12:29 2:0 ➔ 2:2, all close, possibly influenced by a break where someone asked for directions (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving: 13:14 cleaning up further, 18:35 short cycle-walk OK ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌/✅), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h52 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h52, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:10-7:08 3+3’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h50+7h08-(x5’=)’ = 7h58-6’ = 7h52.
23:10 after identifying
2:28 3’
5:34 3’ – 2 brown pills cos so late, deep sleep, maybe cos lots of sun? Oils on 2 bites OK, but annoying, gnat bite on middle left knuckle
7:08 3rd break or up? Up!

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Oils on 2 bites OK, but annoying, gnat bite on middle left knuckle. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:

• 19:40 deliberately went to the shops when it started to rain, so it was empty, but got druggy/dizzy, taking time before going home.
• 19:50 wife says I often look like I’m gonna cry, I answered cos no mask on, but should’ve said, and corrected so that ‘no mask’ is just from relaxing fully.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: ? almost only wren .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch , sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 13:59 heard/saw swifts
• 13:59 young blackbird flurried past me
• 14:09 heard kestrel call 8x, but nothing to see on either side of the house
• 14:39 heard tree creeper
• 18:35 loads of jacks in neighbourhood, and 18:48 flying over us, few small birds
• 18:48 small robin bathing extremely close while I was cleaning up the boxwood.
• 19:39 sure the birds knew it’d rain soon and did their stuff whilst it was dry, like jacks in the gutter opposite

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

Simplified: Reduced voice notes and blog, cos the photos are taking over atm, even if there’s none today.

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[JayCS]

2024-08-02 Friday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 2:2 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00, but switching to 8:00 and 13:00 cos of gut problems at night.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs '‘. QCS at 8:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: Ambivalent at ‘using’ a young blackbird for a close up, my wife scoffed at my embarrassment, whilst to me it felt like abuse, esp. when the mum was warning and then a camera click made nervous. (This has made me reduce pics when birds are close.) - Need to respect my feelings, but also try not to be over-fussy.
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Young blackbird, young dunnock, even younger blackbird, woodpigeon, magpie.

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking: 10:54 A (hyper) mate talking to me for 3’ after TT got me even more 13:58 phoned with kid 13’, couldn’t remember after what was said at the end about meeting times, so 5-10' ➔ 80%/5 ❌, music 5' ➔ 80%/5 ❌, white lips 70-90% ❌, 10:54 TT 2:2, close, staggering, fatigue rather than pain (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance & body fog - getting used to it, so it seems OK (❌/✅), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep = 7h30, of that 30'+ deep doze ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): = 7h30, of that 30'+ deep doze (✅), QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:15-7:01 3+4+4+5’, of that 30’+ deep doze. Sum: h45+7h01-(x5’=)16’ = 7h46-16’ = 7h30, of that 30’+ deep doze.
23:15- bed after photos, late screen time, wife till 22:00, then pics/insects
1:17 3’, plugs better not out, gnat bite on left knuckle is annoying, one on my leg OK
2:42 4’
4:11 4’ gnat bite annoying, taping in bathroom
5:44 5’ stopped tape, belly rumbling about 30-60’ ago - after lumbrokinase? So maybe closer to meals or with them.
7:01 only dozing, so up

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Ambivalence at ‘using’ a young blackbird for a close up - need to respect my feelings, but also try not to be over-fussy.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 0 during 4-5:30!! only jacks at the end.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often hear short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch in neighbourhood , sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• Using the high trees next door for motifs
• 16:09 single call of a raptor, more like buzzard than kestrel
• 16:14 praps heard, then saw magpie sitting then flying, then a 2nd one
• 20:39 jackdaw homecoming big style

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats: 21:45 2 flying ‘mice’ . Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ()) Doesn’t feel quite as bad at the mo, but I still often stagger, shuffle, so somewhere between () and ()

Click for development/summaries and see profile...

More details before Aug 22nd.
Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
Biggest successes (June 18th 2023)
Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
• My blog references, e.g. abbreviations, supp chart/overview
• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-08-03 Saturday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (hadn’t I already switched to 8:00 and 13:00?
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew OK, 20:00 (), not too late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs (-22:15) '‘. QCS at 9:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… Garden and lake too.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness
Dragonfly over lake

3 young mallard ducks at lake

Robin so close

The young blue tit has a yellow face and plush hairdo

The older one has finished moulting and now has really bright blue plumage

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT 0:3 ➔ 1:3, (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving: 12:48 watering, grass, photos at lake, knackered cos of pushing thru or just cos I am? writing to penpal and colleague ➔ 80%/4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h14 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h14, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep :-: 32+4+4’, 0 deep doze. Sum: 1h+7h54-40’ = 8h54-40’ = 8h14.
23:00 bed
22:47 -32’ q7 end
4:26 4’ 2nd GABA (loud noise woke me up)
5:48 4’, 0 dawn song tape, doubt worth it
7:54 up, last GABA, forgot the A2 0.6-GABA, so spread it over the day.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:

• 21:41 robin came several times, first the camera click didn’t disturb, another time it did seem to, my wife says not to worry.
• 22:55 focus on pics instead of blog made me satisfied which reduced screen time in the evening.

a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins: very close today () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 5:55 wren and jacks .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper 0, Chaffinch 0, sometimes goldfinch , chiffchaff at lake , green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 8:53 heard goldfinch, saw swift 8:55 greattits, young blackbirds, 2 woodpigeons making for nests
• 12:50 thin light brown bird at lake, probably chiffchaff
• 12:50 swift
• 21:40 male blackbird off, half-followed by young blackbird (often happens before sleep)

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats (0) Bank vole(s) (0). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

• I keep saying bank vole 0, altho I’m sure they’re still there, but I definitely know the mice are in the shed, cos they always eat up the sunflower seeds meant more for the birds.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
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Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
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• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-08-04 Sunday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT : (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: 16:34 quite a bit of marmite, watch histamine (went OK!). Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th-, Aug 3rd- at 8:00 & 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , bit later bed cos of: wife, web, pigs ‘‘. QCS at 5:20 (30’’ cold + 25’’ soap + 20’’ cold). Satisfied after good & unexpected pic results, like the young dunnock, that helps get me to bed and curfew.
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Black nightshade on the pavement where I’m encouraging ‘weeds’ to grow, it knows it can only grow small so is blossoming quickly:

Suneyes etc.

Rest is ‘just’ beetles, moth, bug, snail, crane fly, caterpillar…

How can such a tiny beetle, <1mm, have such pretty bands on it?

Large yellow underwing (moth):

One of 2 sweet tiny snails:

Brown marmorated stink bug

Crane fly

No idea what caterpillar this is:

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 14:17 90% ❌, TT 17:58 0:1 ➔ 3:1 fairly clearly, people around weren’t too loud (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving: 11:06 totally knackered from feeding the guinea pigs, why? 11:50 Does pee pain/strain depend on what I do before? 13:34 sitting/standing for better wifi exhausts/nauseous/takes appetite. 20:07 knackered after searching for grass at 2 places, cos not dense enough ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep: 22:37 feverish from 21:30 on, 7h36 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h36, all deep ✅, QCS 5:25, QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 22:50-6:55 6+3+20’, 0 deep doze. Sum: 1h10+6h55-(x5’=)29’ = 8h05-29’ = 7h36.
22:50 bed
1:43 6’ bit cold, so +2=5 socks & longsleeve, pee took time
3:11 3’ taking lumbrokinase 8:00 +13:00 since yesterday
5:07 20’ try tape. 5:18/5:21 too many palpitations and thoughts just about tidying up room, so QCS 2’37’’-3’06’’ and 3’25’’-3:50 = 30’’ & 25’’, soap 20’’. 5:27 back, with short bad music memory.
6:55 up, wren

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. 16:34 quite a bit of marmite, watch histamine. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): New 'silk' socks sometimes warm, sometimes cool, not sure how long to wear them & how to wash. 22:00 squatting for laptop I realised my belt is too tight for gut in that position, painful. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:

• Need to try better grass places so it doesn’t exhaust as much.
• 5:07 rabbit-holes are exciting flow, so always raring to go to get up (every sleep break)

a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 4 Jacks 600 to roost , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 6:00 wren .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch (), sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 10:16 saw swift
• 10:16 young woodpigeon tried begging, but got pecked away by the parent – seems heartless, but that’s life. Always alone, but seems normal for woodpigeons.
• 11:30 robin said hello again for 5’.
• 17:58 0 birds at TT, heard green woodpecker this morning
• 18:22 raptor low towards west. Pic didn’t work, praps buzzard.
• 19:24 heard street sparrows for the first time again today.
• 19:26 600 (300+200+100) jacks
• Dawn tape 5:09-6:55: 6:04 4’ wren
• 6:55 up, wren

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

• 10:16 house wall rewarding for new insects
• 11:30 brown-orange moth again (Great Banded moth?)

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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[JayCS]

2024-08-05 Monday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 4:0 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: 13:21 0 marmite problems, or very slight. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks. Aug 5th: Still nothing like fully recovered, only TT is better, and some movements, nothing much else.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, hair, pigs '‘. QCS at 8:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Blue Tit looking up sweetly

I’d seen the magpie at the fatball, couldn’t catch him, but was waiting and used the trick of opening the camera screen and looking downwards, whilst turning the camera up, so didn’t feel I’m looking. On pic now visible is very much moulting, esp. head and upper wings. Still beautiful plumage. The last pic is nice’n’ arty-blurry, but one eye sticks out sharply amidst that. Look at the foot holding on on the last ones.

Woodpigeon next to jack - woodpigeons being alone a lot, but actually life-long pair and eating on the fields in groups of up to 100s, jacks almost always a (life-long) pair all day, then coming together in groups of 300 at night…

Just a few of the 1000 jacks that are around at the moment.

My first bat pic… almost visible

(?)Platycheirus on rose campion

Dronefly on rhododendron

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), 12:04 TT 4:0 despite people watching, but pain of 5,5, so gotta watch out now and do nothing (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h35 (✅) ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h35, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:33-7:25 4+4+4+5’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h27+7h25-(x5’=)’ = 7h52-17’ = 7h35.
23:28 late cos of wife, drying hair, pics
23:33 bed
1:22 4’
3:02 4’ deep
5:07 4’, tape
6:08 5’ 5th? No more pills, closed windows, ended tape
7:25 only dozed a bit, cos didn’t think of mask

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. 13:21 0 marmite problems, or very slight 21:57 bite on left back, 7:33 behaving, but touching it is dangerous. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 12:07 no extra pee pain/strain after TT. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren 0. All the rest (directly) above: Swifts ?, Jacks 1.000! to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 0x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch 0, sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green 0 or great Woodpecker , song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 14:01 heard tree creeper in cherry
• 18:55 Heard great woodpecker
• 20:37 Around 1000 jacks flew over us fairly quietly, considering
• 20:47 pretty sure I heard swifts several times.
• Dawn tape 5:07-6:04: 0!

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .
20:51 dragonfly
21:57 photos of a (big brown?) bat

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
17:00 Realised today the ISO on my camera had gone wrong (fixed instead of auto), which was what had lead to too dark pics the past few days.

f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
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• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
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• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-08-06 Tuesday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT : (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs '‘. QCS at 10:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things… emperor dragonfly in garden and at a nearby field, along with hare, doe and fawn. Getting grass for the guinea pigs I have to go where the wildlife is, and the previous places don’t have good dense areas, but this new one is near a field only cycle-10’ from home, so close for such lovely views.

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Doe and fawn: Kid, don’t look when mum’s doing her business…

Hare there too, gonna get better ones of them

Horse mint and suneyes in the garden once again

Enter the … Emperor dragonfly (best tries so far) garden and field

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT 3:1, the 2nd game I lost by my mate deliberately hinting a small thing to have a bad conscience about, I use TT tricks, he uses psycho-tricks ;-) (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h21 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h21, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:10-7:55 4+4+16’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h50+7h55-(x5’=)24’ = 8h45-24’ = 8h21.
23:10 bed now
2:02 4’ apigenin + A3, ear plugs itching, so out now, ‘nables in on above’??
4:09 4’ 2nd itchy bite on back, 0 birds, bit bad balance
5:39-54 16’ 0 birds, but shut windows in case of people. Had to get up again for pills, 2nd GABA + 2 brown pills, but been sleeping well, better QCS tho. 2 crows, see/hear woodpigeons
7:55 after partly deep dozing.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 8:06 72.4kg, so decreasing further 11:33 various pains: left calf often tight, almost cramping, hurting passively, and during TT right rib cage, and later under it, right gut. 15:03 ordered pine bark capsules and magnesium threonate for my brain fog & praps sleep I hope… 17:06 left underarm elbow tendon suddenly shooting pain at shop checkout, dunno why, but I spose spraying the boxwoods with B. thuringiensis didn’t help. Evening/night pills all late by a few hours, but still slept OK. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
19:20 wife procrastinating often curbs me trying to pull my eating & sleeping forward, and our procrastinations influence each other. I was trying to go p eat 3rd meal earlier, she held me back in the garden for a while. Procrastinating is nice, but ends sour with too little sleep. But today I did manage to everything early, the guinea pigs were in a strange mood tho, squeaking unsatisfied, filling them up with mush took quite a time, so to relax I procrastinated a bit with the blog post, and had a look at my dragonfly photos

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren 0. All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 0, Jacks 300-1000 to roost , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows (0) bathing 0x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: Early: 5:55 only 2 crows + woodpigeons.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper (), Chaffinch (), sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.
12:14 subsong: robin(?)
12:41 young woodpigeon struggling for elderberries above me.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .
15:03 2 snails up in the giant boxwood, 2-3 slugs around
17:33 emperor dragonfly in garden and at a nearby field, along with hare, doe and fawn, see pics.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

Simplified: 17:33 carried the grocery bags upstairs over my shoulders, haven’t used that trick for ages. Getting them up was OK, getting them down again strangely wasn’t, so need to improve that.

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2024-08-07 Wednesday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT : (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ). Esophagus block from mindlessness .
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs '‘. QCS at 9:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• 73.2kg: slightly more than the other day, but on average definitely lower than “ever”.
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Moulting magpie cackle-calling mate

And here both moulting magpies together

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

Talking:

• 8:53 on birding-cycle-walk met and talked with an acquaintance 5’
• 9:06 talked to ex-colleague 3-4’, was OK.
  Moving:
• 11:58 TT 0:2 2:2, no problems at all the last 2 days, needed time to get used to it, shy people next to us hardly distracted me, apart from me wondering something, but sorted out after they were gone.
• 17:46 wonky afternoon exhausting: hadn’t finished 2nd meal, left door open, wife chided, 2 raw eggs fell on the floor, a puddle was the syphon had come off, luckily the boxes in there were well prepared for that, unluckily a container for catching the water had a crack in it. Did the most important stuff, left the rest, cos I needed a break, and we met with the kids, but I couldn’t handle the café with my head, feeling sick, so home soon: 15’ there, 15’ break, realised not working, still feeling sick and dizzy.
• 20:24 strain after a longer break to slowly move a few of the sink things around.
• 21:35 more things went wrong in the evening, things fell down, got a block, wife’s helping me by getting my beans up out of the cellar.

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4-5 (❌), music 5' ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, white lips 70-90% ❌, TT 2:2 (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h07 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h07, all deep ✅, QCS at 9:00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:15-7:45 4+4+4+4+4+3’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h+h-(x5’=)’ = 8h30-23’ = 8h07.
late cos pigs starting 22:15
23:15- bed after teeth, 5’ forum, back, A3
0:16 4’
1:04 4’
2:27 4’
4:08 4’
4:59 4’ closed windows
6:58 3’ woken up by bird clock, hoping it was 7:55
7:45 did sleep deep with plugs

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 21:35 block cos of mindlessness ❌ (quinoa and wanting to feed the guinea pigs quick). Usually only 2-3 pairs of socks, no longsleeves the past 3-4 days. Thursday morning: 73.2kg. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th & Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren . All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 6 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early: 4:55 almost only wren .
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch , sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 8:19 pics of magpie calling the other
• 8:55 small bird subsong behind the club
• 11:58+19:08 heard tree creeper

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s)/mice (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

• 11:58 before redbrown squirrel

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

Simplified:

Click for development/summaries and see profile...

More details before Aug 22nd.
Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
Biggest successes (June 18th 2023)
Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
• My blog references, e.g. abbreviations, supp chart/overview
• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-08-08 Thursday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT : (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew late , late bed cos of: wife, photos, pigs '‘. QCS at 10:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Kestrel

Rabbits

Pearl grass-veneer between raindrops

22 spot ladybird - good cos they eat fungi, and I first thought it was just an Asian one!

Harvestman, a vey different one, but not sure which

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 ❌, music 5': 11:53 neighbour’s radio hurting today ➔ 80%/5 ❌, white lips 70-90% ❌, TT 0:3 1:3, not much chance (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/4 ❌, balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h51, of that 90' deep doze (❌) ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h51, of that 90' deep doze, all deep (❌), QCS at 9:00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 22:45-7:27 x5’, 90’ deep doze. Sum: 1h15+7h27-(42+3+3+3=)51’ = 8h42-51’ = .
Screen curfew 20:15, guinea pigs out, cycled up to field for wildlife pics and grass, actually got not just 2 rabbits, but also a kestrel, then fed mush, ready
22:45 bed
23:20 dozing despite ear plugs, bed too early? Slept too well last night? People too noisy.
0:20-1:02 42’ still pretty shallow sleep, q7
3:18 3’
5:36 woke up without pee urge in between, 3’? and again 3’ pee, closed windows. 5:40 0 song, just blackbirds tchucking, jacks, altho dull
7:27 up looking at sun first

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 8:22 73.4kg (already in yesterday’s entry). 8:27 cooler, so 3rd pair of socks and longsleeve. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th, Jun 25th & May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:

• 11:53 Started ordering supps, for which I needed wifi, but neighbour’s radio drove me to the back of the garden. Ordering supps curbed photos/blog (and fresh air).
• Cos wife was out I could screen curfew at 20:15, put guinea pigs out and ate, then cycled up to field for wildlife pics and grass, actually got not just 2 rabbits, but also a kestrel, then fed mush.

Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits (), Magpies 2 , Wren 0. All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 0 Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird (0) Robins (0) Sparrows (0) bathing 2x/d.
Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper (), Chaffinch 0, sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker 0, song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.
9:58 heard goldfinch in garden?

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (0). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music 0)
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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2024-08-09 Friday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 3:1 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew OK , late bed cos of: wife, pigs, so not my responsibility: '‘. QCS at 9:00 . Magnesium threonate working very well now I’ve spread 5x0.45 singly over meals or before.
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Takes quite a time to get the photos looking like real life, even tho I don’t fake anything. And I’m reading up, listening in short stints, how to do so best.
I chose these 2 pics of the great woodpecker in front of our house cos on #2 the beak is slightly open and #1 is almost unblurred.

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, music 5' ➔ 80%/5 ❌, white lips 70-80% (❌), 17:47 TT looked as if difficult cos of people with loud music, but with ear plugs 3:0 ➔ 3:1 (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h03 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h03, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 2:35-7:55 x5’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h25+7h55-(4+4+4+5’=)17’ = 8h20-17’ = 8h03.
23:30 late cos wife , pigs, web only 5’
23:35 bed
1:51 4’ helping deep sleep to take mag threonate shortly before bed, and apigenin directly before. Slight pee pain/delay, windows open, ear plugs were in, now out, slight balance.
3:30 4’ deep, pee muscles, did take -0.3g GABA last night, dunno. Throat dry.
5:06 4’ deep, plugs, mas, 0 birds, but tape
7:14 5’ sunny, so thought I could get up, but need to sleep till 8, woke up cos I dreamt we put 400€ where people could steal it, took the blame on me.
7:55 up slept, thx to mag threo

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 22nd) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 17:56 slight pee pain, but no exhaustion, praps from TT?? Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (new order Jul 30th):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 , Wren 0. All the rest (directly) above: Swifts 0. Jacks 300 to roost (1-2 in garden) , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows (0) bathing 2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch (), sometimes goldfinch 0, chiffchaff 0, green or great Woodpecker , song thrushes nearby 0, Dunnocks 0, Nuthatches 0.

• 7:30 Looking at the sun, a Great woodpecker cheeped and flew behind the houses opposite, and I ran down with camera and managed to get it.
• 8:58 16:03 tree creeper all around, cherry and other trees, can’t find him.
• 16:03 woodpigeon with new call, a “big beat” emphasis without an upbeat.
• 18:35 wife saw robin a lot next to veranda, 19:02 robin subsong, inaudible, 21:20+21:25 evening scolding call and response, for 1 or 2 notes even sounded like breaking into song

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown , and darkbrown with black tail squirrel )
Bats . Bank vole(s) . Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .
18:35 wife saw bank vole(s) a lot sitting in veranda, cos she sits differently (higher) than I do.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music (0))
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery (). All slightly better.)

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[JayCS]

2024-08-10 Saturday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 1:3 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew OK (), late bed cos of: pigs '‘. QCS at 9:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

This dragonfly in flight was a sudden joy - amongst 50 dud photos as to be expected…

(?)locomotive grasshopper [Chorthippus apricarius]

Clematis growing over the shed door, at last nature is hiding this grey eyesore

Clematis finished blossoming looks interesting - “greybeard” “old man with a beard”? - nah, always “traveller’s joy” - so happy it’s growing everywhere now

Oleander blossoming better 2024 than 2023 (only 2-3 at a time)

(Green-veined?) white on oregano and Tachina fera, “hedgehog fly” on hedge maids

Horses near us

Tiny snail

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, music 5' ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, white lips 70-80% ❌, TT 0:3 ➔ 1:3, still feel a bit druggy from mag threo, hope I get used to it (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving: 11:20 gardening after TT made me feel sick, so photos to rest. 19:04 interesting 10’ in my shop, was wondering whether air conditioning is contributing to my problems in it. 20:25 cycle walk to the clinic = 10’ there, birding something like 10’, cycled around clinic 10’, 10’ birding, 10’ home, maybe more, knackered, but OK ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 8h04 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 8h04, all deep ✅, QCS at 9:00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:35-7:55 x5’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h25+7h55-(4+4+4+4=)16’ = 8h20-16’ = 8h04.
23:30 having to do guinea pig cage myself made me late, ‘1.5h’ all in all with guinea pigs.
23:35 bed
2:12 4’ deep, woken up by people talking, 2:13 bit of pee pain/pressure/delay, no strain
4:16 4’ not so deep cos of people outside
5:29 4’ cramp in right calf, not left. Tape
7:09 4’ phone to bed for alarm.
7:55 up as planned, surprised how quick, so guess I was sleeping.

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 26th) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 17:20 am I taking too much magnesium, altho there’s sposed to be less mag in threonate then in malate? Getting some gut problems as well as the slight frontal headache for 1h after getting up the first 2-3 days. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (Jul 17th-). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care: -
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:

• 20:18 fields around clinic horses, wildflower meadows, heard green and great woodpecker, crows (saw), but nothing like what I was hoping, at most birds far away.

a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (Aug 13th: removed cos never/rare to see/hear: wren, swifts, song thrush, dunnock, nuthatch, goldfinch, chiffchaff):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 . All the rest (directly) above: Jacks 1000 to roost , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows (0) bathing 0-2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch (0), sometimes green or great Woodpecker 0.
10:01 tree creeper at TT, young blackbird this morning
12:44 something above me on the veranda roof, praps the bank voles. One just very quickly scurried in front of me to the cherry.
19:11 woodpigeon without upbeat, called ‘Bigbeat’.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats (0) Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .
17:20 why are honeybees flying in the boxwood?

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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2024-08-11 Sunday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT n/a, cos kids, jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks. 2 new bites, but OK.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew not late , late bed cos of: wife, pigs, not so much 15’ pics '‘. QCS at 9:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Neighbour’s honesty, compared to…

… my honesty - no flowers, but still like the brown colouring, that’ll hopefully turn silver

Cornel cherries are ripening

Woodpigeon sitting directly above me for quite a while… then… lucky…

Woodpigeon on treetop

Two-colored/field grasshopper … swimming … hope I could save him

Queen black ant, I think…

Silver Y moth (gamma moth)

Brown-lipped banded snail

Very small garden cross spider hanging 2m away from any wall - what an artist!

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10' ➔ 80%/4 (❌), music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), TT n/a cos of kids, moving: 13:30 just walking upstairs or doing something in the garden is a strain. Kids at 15:00. Kept going over to the playground for 15’. Walking fairly difficult on the way back. Nice atmosphere. 21:25 short cycle walk ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h37 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h37, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 23:20-7:28 19+5+4+3’, 0 deep doze. Sum: h40+7h28-(x5’=)31’ = 8h08-31’ = 7h37.
23:20 bed.
0:20-39 19’ 2’+11=13+6=19 q6
3:41 5’ belly ache, sore throat, 5 pairs of socks longsleeve
5:40 4’ better now
7:11 3’
7:28 up, belly + bites OK, but since 7 only dozing, despite plugs and mask cos of windows open, bird call interesting

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. 21:37 2 new bites, thought they could develop big, but didn’t. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 26th) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): 8:28 switching to mag threo I’ve been getting better sleep, but 1h of sinus headache every morning (edit: only the first few days), interesting cos that hasn’t improved since I’ve changed the dose to earlier in the morning/evening, so I’ll now spread them out to 5 smaller doses, and if that doesn’t work reduce the dose (edit: it did help, no more problems). See how diarrhea is going? 10:56 no diarrhea at all. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (Jul 17th-). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
7:59 ‘discovered’ one big (?)farmer’s rose (Stockmalve) in front of house to the other side, didn’t realise.
b) Birds (Aug 13th: removed cos never/rare to see/hear: wren, swifts, song thrush, dunnock, nuthatch, goldfinch, chiffchaff):
*Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 . All the rest (directly) above: Jacks 1000 to roost , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 0-2x/d.
*Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch (), sometimes green or great Woodpecker 0.

• 7:59 woodpigeons, jacks, crows, praps wren, but didn’t catch it.
• 12:31 young woodpigeon above me, kestrel piewing in the background, tree creeper too.
• 13:26 Great&BlueTits above me, woodpigeon in cornel cherry, cos getting ripe
• 21:25 robin scolding a little.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats . Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

• 13:26 squirrel (can’t remember which one, there’s 3 around now)
• 21:25 bat 21:37 two
• 22:36 few moths
• 22:36 guinea pig that always has problems to get taken up now came between my legs, so I could just take him, as if deliberate.

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)

• 16:43 shared pics with kid, but wasn’t that interested “I got tons of animal pics, too”).

g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

Click for development/summaries and see profile...

More details before Aug 22nd.
Entry changes (June 19th 2023)
Biggest successes (June 18th 2023)
Summary of fibro 2020-2021, jabs 2022 and first half of 2023

• 8 weeks after jab#3: stabilized
• 1st Jab-sfx-summary, last edit: Feb 7th.
• My food 2023.
• My blog references, e.g. abbreviations, supp chart/overview
• My “How to symptom track & trigger hunt”

[JayCS]

2024-08-12 Monday

Summary:

• LDN Jul 18th- 1.5mg () for usable energy = 15% (), energy profile between ‘very slow’ and ‘slow’ /(), TT 2:2 (), jackknives (), walking / cycling 20’ ().
• Triggers: Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst. July 28th: Slightly more progress than setbacks.
• Creatine 5g July 3rd-. Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 8:00 and Aug 3rd- 13:00.
• Last focal seizure: Jul 29th (+30d! ).
• Sleep: Screen curfew early (+15’ photos late) , not too late bed, but cos of: wife/pigs (but didn’t wait for wife & that went OK) '‘. QCS at 5:00 .
• Fresh air: 20h .
• Thoughts: -
• Feelings: -
• Cheer: Appreciating the many little things…

Pic(k)s of the Day

= expanding happiness

Young dark brown squirrel here for a change, not our home big or young redbrown one (or the brown one with a black tail):

Woodpigeons sweet courting

Brown slug with antennae minimized somehow reminds me of a mixture of Mr. Krabs and Patrick Star…? Not sure why.

LDN: Decrease Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg. After July 3rd recovering from the 4 doc appts (talks) a bit, the reduction Jun 20th- to 1.5mg has not only improved sleep, lighter/easier movements, I can slowly use the felt energy a bit more. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg ✅ Click for effects/dosage (not under 4 Supps)

Walnuts, all apple sorts, larger portions of baked beans, I think that’s all LDN.
Forgetting Dec 23rd caused big energy dip immediately, so there’s no drug level, it works day to day. (It’s constantly and reliably improved mainly energy (from 10%), heaviness, walking (from 5’), fine motor skills, stiffness (from 70% down to 10%), recovery time, Ache, pains, sleep , possibly from Dec on drinking only 2L/d which is helping sleep, and possibly reducing histamine and/or tannin from walnuts , but not my paleness (yellow/white face, black eye rims and white lips) or listening ability/sense . Last side effect was wobbliness, listening problems and Ache on day (1 and) 2 of 2mg (Dec 12th), before that ‚hangover’ on Oct 20th .) .)
Dosage: (Slowly up from Oct 1st ~0.07mg). Oct 1st ~0.07mg evenings, 8th 14:20 0.125mg, 9th-15th 10:00 0.125mg. 16th -19th 10:00 0.25mg. 20th-31st 0.5mg, 1st- 2x0.5mg, 10th (2+1)x0.5. 16th (1+1), 17th 2x0.5, 19th 1x1.5, Dec 11th 1x2, Dec 27th 1x2.25mg, Jan 10th 1x2.5mg, 16th 1x3mg. Feb 5th 1x1.5mg, Feb 8th-Mar 5th 1.5+0.75=2.25mg - ‚better than 3mg‘. Mar 6th-7th 2.625mg, Mar 8th 2mg I think (2.75mg intended), Mar 9th 3mg, Mar 10th 2.75mg, Mar 21st-May 19th 3mg. May 20th-Jun 18th 3.5mg. Jun 19th 3mg. Jun 20th-Jul 13th 1.5mg. Jul 14th-17th 0.75mg only worked a day or 2, so Jul 18th- 1.5mg.
Additives: white capsules with TiO2 (HPMC with SiO2).

1) MAIN ISSUES: talking 10': collected my TT mate from our other mates, me and them talking too much made me have to cycle around ➔ 80%/4-5 ❌, music 5' depending ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), white lips 70-80% (❌), 16:27 TT 1:0➔1:2➔2:2 despite heat, probably cos a man begging irritated me, who I’d recently told I’m sick, and he asked my mate in French if that’s true, seeing as I’m playing TT (moving/talking/counting 15%) (✅), moving ➔ 80%/3-4 (❌), balance (❌), body fog (❌), jackknives (✅), SO post exertional malaise (❌), 'post postural ache‘, 'PPA‘‚ (❌), stiffness (❌), tense/jittery (❌), exhaustibility theoretically ’70%‘ ✅ / actually 85% ❌ and sleep 7h56 ✅ ('PPA‘: 2 ✅). Energy profile: since decreasing LDN from 'very slow‘ to 'very slow'/'slow', since recovering from doc appts (talks) July 3rd with '7h rest‘, 3h very slow, 6h slow, 0h medium, 0h quick. Click for past months...

EXHAUSTIBILITY: Theoretically stably better from circadian rhythm, then LDN since Oct 1st - but moderate triggers bring it down to 10% for days to weeks.

SLEEP (click for tonight's details): 7h56, all deep ✅, QCS at :00 QCS = very quick very cold shower (22 issues under control).

Sleep 22:55-7:30 4+4+26+5’, 0 deep doze. Sum: 1h05+7h30-(x5’=)39’ = 8h35-39’ = 7h56.
22:55 bed, screen curfew early, +15’ photos late, instead of going outdoors OK, done back + teeth. Didn’t want to go to bed too early, but didn’t want to wait for wife either, and managed without pee.
0:35 4’ sore throat, so +2 socks, windows closed cos of heat first.
2:06 4’. open. 0 plugs
5:05-31 26’ managed to delay getting up cos I didn’t have a strong pee urge, seems to be the mag threonate. Plugs and mask was difficult, made bites itch, so QCS (5:09 (VN) QCS cos of bite, too hot, and had to get up twice cos cdnt get plugs open + find mask)
7:30 up

2) Watching TRIGGERS, esp. of exhaustibility. Flare May 29th-July 3rd from strain of 4 doc appts (talks), Jun 7th and 10th worst, and still not "fully" recovered by Aug 2nd ('20%'), had to delay tooth cleaning to Aug 15th. Dentist's local anaesthesia on Feb 15th flared till Apr 28th ❌, next I'll need 3 tiny fillings, definitely without anaesthetic. Histamine foods: 20g goat/cow cheese (✅). Click for list Nov 7th 2022 to Feb 20th...."

(Nov) 7th 2022 caused MCAS / histamine problems like the first 2 till around July. Esp. ENERGY DOWN further to (10-)15-20% (max.), but more slow energy. Each jab -5%.
Made me stop cryotherapy/acupressure and acupuncture from Dec on!
2023:
(Jan) TCM recommendations for a few weeks took my appetite.
(Feb) ~3% of levothyroxine (T4) pill Feb 24th till Mar 23rd: more energy, but lost appetite and weight and sleep, antihistamine back up to 10mg to curb T4-insomnia & histaminey symptoms (stopped cos causing nauseous sinus headaches & painfully dry mouth).
(Mar) inkling of Covid, negative, but cough, appetite, night sweats…
(Apr) cancer checking ending with weird onco,
(May) 20th… 17 stress triggers, till end of May: 8-12%, seizures May-June every 10d.
(June) 21st: circadian rhythm Better to 18(-24)% a few days, but mostly back down to ~10%:
(July) 19th-24th: 3 garden bird deaths
(Aug) July 31st-7th uro exam and methylene blue trial. 9th… severe vertigo, check in clinic no result, so trying blood meds again. Hindsight: Painful uro exam on 7th, stiff neck from bird deaths, twist-stretching too much.
(Résumé) These triggers are “monthly” and kept bringing energy down from 20% to 10%.
(Sept) Histamine/MCAS symptoms (headaches 0%, tongue burning 10-20%, down. Further painful bladder exam injured (‘screaming’ 3d) & scarred me, caused UTI (2x3d). CoV-type infection (12th 10 days) (hantavirus??), work stress, abdomen pains, 24th-: listening to music painful, guinea pig, wife, CVD meds bad.
(Oct) (V)LDN helping a “lot”, Complex filling OK, CVD meds bad, BP low and slow OK.
(Nov) Atorvastatin difficult.
(Dec) Guinea pigs, atorvastatin, boss, often post postural Ache, DAO: baked beans tough, better with less sauce and more DAO, but walnuts OK without now. 28th: car trip to kids and and only 2x20’ bad for several days. NYE stress.
2024:
(Jan): (1st) DAO: 0x: 100g baked beans with reduced tomato sauce for 2nd meal caused tongue to burn a bit for half an hour, 3x: 150g for 3rd meal caused no burnt tongue or histamine reaction at all, despite the addition : Makes a difference! (2nd) Clearly severely woozy brain from talking during TT. (3rd) Are the seizures on Monday, pee and TT issues praps all caused by histamine from the baked beans, despite DAO preventing direct reactions, and that’s decreasing serotonin? 6th: Phone alarm music causing hurt from listening? (8th) Onco appt. better in evening, worse at night and next morning, OK by 10th. (11th) Contrast orally plus injected (doc thinks the excipients) caused a week of overall Ache, but energy and stiffness OK-ish, then (15th) fairly severe vertigo with walking problems and then 3h of vomiting, diarrhea the following day, but firm before and after, nausea and pain continuing till 18th, 7 days, then suddenly OK. Praps the oral one for gut, rather than the intravenous one (seemed not too bad in August), or praps cos too frequent/soon after the last. (25th) professional tooth cleaning.
(Feb) (3rd) stomach praps from apples & naltrexone, insomnia praps from naltrexone 3mg, pain praps from ezetimibe 3mg. Strain and sadness from guinea pig eating losing appetite and weight again, 7th better. (8th) LDN down to 2.25mg improved 4 issues, so increasing to 2.5, then 3mg was too much (cos next to GABA?). (15th) Dentist (cap-preparation) went well, but flare 17th-… from local anaesthetic (16th) temp cap fell of, (20th) got it put back on. (29th) Cap on.
(Apr 28th) Recovering from the anaesthetic after 10.5 weeks. Unsuccessfully re- trialling DAO (Apr 20th-) for vanilla and raspberry in yogurt (April 16th-24th) and marmite (e.g. 25th): only worked for sinuses, NOT for pee / dryness, sleep and possibly seizures (2 on Apr 22nd).
(May 29th-July 3rd) doc appts (talks). May 29th (9d), Jun 7th & 10th (3 weeks) & 28th () not helping.
(Jun 29th-July 3rd) 1 of 5 bites played up ().
(July 3rd, added July 8th) slowly better from very slow to more slow.

(3) DOCS: Trying for higher disability from Apr 25th on, cardio (Jun 26th) has helped immediately, let's see when allergist comes and when I'll be able to manage a GP appt. Click for latest (Jun 26th) details.)

DISABILITY: (May 29th) Allergist helpful (Jun 7th) sleep lab psychiatrist not helpful, trying follow-up per mail. Jun 10th appt. with public health officer for retirement too long, so postponing GP & dentist. (Jun 26th) Cardio went well, short, short report adding: fatigue syndrome for more than a year.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
GP (Apr 25th): Just update (cancer and bp OK), and asking about possible help with sick notes and disability.
CARDIO (Apr 26th): Heart OK, (Feb 2nd) Belly plaque still “25” OK, next with bloods. (Dec 11th) Rosuvastatin?
DERM (Mar 19th): wart (but tea trea oil helped) on genetic enlargement under toenail.
ONCO: #2 (Jan 8th/11th/18th 2024): nothing in bloods or contrast CT, believes it’ll be nothing docs can find, the week of reactions likely from some excipient(s). That finishes the cancer exclusion Odyssey since April 2023.
URO (Nov 8th) IPP/PD shockwave therapy? (Bladder exam July 31st and bloods Aug 7th followed the vertigo/BP attack on the 9th - so maybe contributing, altho Aug 8th I could play TT 5:1.

(CVD, incl. med effects: Jun 22nd: Palpitations down, HR back to 65. Jun 7th: Watching palpitations (regularly lately) / HR 40 (new discovery Jun 7th). Click for latest (Jun 7th) & next changes, and details...)

(Jun 7th) Watching palpitations / HR 40 = bradycardia.
Mar 21st: Horse stance 70’’ ➔ 164/107-90 ➔ 139/94-69 ➔ 136/87-70, each inside of 1’. Confirms stopping candesartan.
Mar 17th BP getting too low, so stopped candesartan.
Thought Mar 17th: If BP spikes were from MCAS flare after bladder exam (in the summer), why is it now not spiking after local anaesthetic flare (in the winter)?
Atorvastatin Dec 16th- 0mg and ezetimibe Feb 4th- 0mg - trying 1mg again once LDN is sorted. BP , despite only ~1mg.
CANDESARTAN (BLOOD PRESSURE): Even alone starting Oct 24th was dreadful, but spreading over the day in ~0.5mg specks from 31st on worked, up to 4mg (5) since Nov 6th, but checking RR 24th/25th too low, so down to 2mg from Dec 10th. Dec 17th: BP at night sitting down (SBP ~100), so 2mg is a good compromise . (Jan 28th) been taking <1mg lately. Mar 17th: 0 since a few days now, cos BP low now.
ATORVASTATIN (LIPIDS): Nov 13th 1mg/d, + caused severe fatigue/Ache, stopped 24th, re-started 27th with specks of the middle without the mantle excipients good, but 28th 1+1 and then 2mg too late caused insomnia, so earlier in the day, increasing quickly from 29th to Dec 2nd: 10mg+, un-mantled, with first only slight problems, but increasing week of 4th, so Dec 10th-13th 0mg, 14th 5mg later likely caused pain 20:00-23:00… Summary without coating: Dec 2nd-9th: 10mg+, 10th-13th 0mg, 14th-15th 5mg, 16th- 0mg). Further trials.
EZETIMIBE (LIPIDS): Feb 3rd: muscle pain praps from 3mg, so 4th- 0mg.

4) UNDER CONTROL ✅ (attention necessary (✅)): Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (Jul 17th-). Silymarin Jul 12th- (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Last seizure Jul 29th (+30d ✅✅). Last esophagus block Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th ✅ (7m!) ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN: see separately (Jun 21st). Click for latest (Jul 8th) & next changes...

Creatine Apr 9th-Jun 9th 2x5g gave slightly more (slow) energy, but less than LDN. Jun ~10th creatine down to 1x2mg (cos it said that on the tub). Back up to 5mg Jul 3rd- helped overcome the doc appt (talk) flare.
Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg, like Masterjohn recommends. Nux vomica D12 helping for nausea from music/talk, sleep and bladder not much. Also for sleep: Cocculus and acidum nitricum later. Supp costs ~400€.)

1) GI, pee, local pains (incl. jaw & bladder), weather, dry mouth and drinking well under control: So no details at the moment.

(2) Seizures and esp. esophagus blocks fairly under control - click for details.

Last focal SEIZURES: 11 / 5 / 12 / 18 / 8 / 5 / 6 / 14 / 10 / 11 / 8 / 6 / 9 / 15 / 9 / 30 (Jul 29th 2024). Stress, histamine & less GABA. JUL 29th (+30d) JUN 29th (+9d) 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 20th (+15d) (23:19 rabbit hole) Jun 5th (2x, +9d) (9:54 rabbit hole, 17:52 TT, < GABA). MAY (4x): 27th (+6d) 21st (+8d, after TT, < GABA) & 13th (+11d: < sleep) 2nd (+10d: TT), APR (3x): 22nd (2x: after TT), 8th (4x: errands, eating, TT, kids on 7th) 2nd (TT) MAR (3x): 28th (TT) 20th (TT) 2nd. FEB (3x): 19th, 14th, 3rd. JAN24 (1x): 1st (3x) DEC23 (2-3x): ~22nd (2x, slight) 2nd & 3rd (15’ of concert & GABA; TT & GABA) NOV (3x): 20th (food fell off spoon) 13th (wind noise) 5th (slight, after TT & GABA) OCT (2x): 27th (ex-flat mate, but 2x seizure-ish 26th), 18th/19th (3x, busy street, emotional music). SEP (1x): 19th? AUG (2x): 9th, vertigo day: (2x, 13:42 & 15:40). 1st: 4-5x seizure-ish. JULY (2x): 25th seizure-ish 3-4x. 17th (2x, thunderstorm). 9th TT. July 7th seizure-ish 4x. JUN (3x): 23rd (4): 11:30 12:15 14:00 15:06, 2 before, 2 after antihistamine, confused night, sleep meds too late etc. & 16th 20:05, 6th 2x. MAY (3x): 25th 2x, histamine & GABA, 14th. 13th (stress? GABA). APR (2x): Apr 16th 15th (GABA late, cold type symptoms = histamine), MAR (1x): 31st 19:00 (GABA, meeting), FEB 0x. JAN (3x): 15th pee urge 14th ?GABA 5th (scolded). DEC22 11th. NOV22 21st 2x.

Last esophagus BLOCKS: Aug 7th, Jun 25th, May 7th 2024. Oct 21st 2023. Sep 30th, (25th,) 16th, 11th. Aug 31st, 26th & 8th, July 23rd & 16th, May 31st, Apr 4th. Deleted further details on/from Dec 30th 2023, cos last block worth counting on Oct 21st. Mindfulness, care, stop eating if slightest pressure, 0224-06-22: better acid / gut.

SELF-TREATMENT & SUPPS optimal, stable, but necessary. Lumbrokinase Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00, cos my gut didn't take Jul 17th- at 3:00 & 8:00 too well (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅. Carnitine Apr 14th-, Apr 13th EGCg, Apr 9th- creatine 2x5g (Mar 19th- 2g in the morning). Jan 16th: Less magnolia bark and pine bark cos of possible vertigo side effect. No ellagic acid (not convinced of use) or feverfew (serotonin and dizziness as possible side effect). LDN see separately. Jan 10th: ~29 supps + LDN (was 40) costs ~400€/m (was 350€/m) +20€/m cps. Last changes see before Aug 22nd 2023.)

SELF-PHYSIO: Always OK, see before Aug 22nd what I now always do when needed. Jaw-joint end of Sept. Nov: salivating technique(s) for dry mouth:

Supps: Lumbrokinase Jul 17th- at 3 & 8, Aug 3rd- 8:00 & 13:00 (plaque, lipids). Silymarin Jul 12th (anti-infl., anti-ox., detox & lipids, see 'research' Jun 22nd). Creatine as Creapure 5mg July 3rd- ✅ - helped overcome the flare, Masterjohn recommends that and Creapure is the right form, malate has too little evidence. Carnitine Apr 14th-, EGCg Apr 13th-. LDN see separately. Mar 19th- creatine monohydrate 2g, then 5g before morning meal. Jan 18th: Reduced vit. C to 3x400mg like Masterjohn suggests. Jan 10th 2024: 29 supps + LDN cost ?400€/m (was 395€/m) +20€/m cps. 16th: no feverfew (reduces serotonin, possible dizziness), less magnolia bark and pine bark (cos of possible dizziness/vertigo). 10th: no ellagic acid (not convinced of use). Dec 22nd/23rd: stopping ginkgo caused hearing, tinnitus & balance problems for 15h. Dec 19th/20th: DAO working for walnuts, but only 10% (on 13th) for baked beans, retried, but hardly useful. No/hardly B2 lately. Nattokinase Nov 4th- : 1x0.1g, from 15th 2x0.1g. Oct 16th: Silymarin 2x.5g now (till when?), LDN see separately. Deleted details Dec 30th: Stopped eleuthero, cos of BP. NADH. Theanine 2x0.1g since about Sept. Last changes see before Aug 22nd. For details on the lists, with dosing batches by times and tubs see before Aug 22nd:

No ‘research’ today

Quality of life: 90%

Lessons in self-care:
Reasons to be cheerful:
a)-d) Plant, bird & animal life:
a) Plants: (Newest blossoms)
b) Birds (Aug 11th: removed cos never/rare to see/hear: wren, swifts, song thrush, dunnock, nuthatch, goldfinch, chiffchaff):
Every day: Woodpigeons , Great & BlueTits , Magpies 2 . All the rest (directly) above: Jacks 1000 to roost , Crows 2-6 . The others/rest quiet, occasionally visible: blackbird () Robins () Sparrows () bathing 0-2x/d.
Latest / earliest song: Late 0, early 0.
(Regular cheer, song/calls/seen: often short-toed tree creeper , Chaffinch (), sometimes green or great Woodpecker 0.

• 18:49 subsong while playing dawn song tape.
• 5:05 heard blackbird chuck, tape? (Listening to the various woodpigeon calls on there is fun.)
• 5:09 10’-recording: 0 birds. 5:20 11’-recording: 0. 5:32 2h-recording: 0 birds, except jacks, woodpigeons, 2x short GreatTits.

c) Animals: (guinea pig antics . Redbrown squirrel )
Bats () Bank vole(s) (). Insects: bees/wasps, flies, butterflies, bugs, spiders, crickets . Snails & slugs less .

e) Human life: (TT laughter Skip-Bo Wife Music ())
f) Environment: (outdoors/fresh air .)
g) Body: (“Theoretical” energy 30% ().)

Foggies: (Body (). Brain (). Jittery ())

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